Ellie @emotionless-wind-up-doll - Tumblr Blog

…Uhm… Hi. How are… how are you?

- @emotionless-wind-up-doll

morning.......

.....

was the bear a hallucination or an actual thing?

Nope. They’re still outside, if you want to thank them. I don’t think I should bring them in.

So… uh… at least you can talk.

.....wow. you just tamed a whole bear and it's cubs...

guess... i'll have to thank you for carrying me back. I don't remember most of the thing that happened, but people told me that you carried me back here. way to go, bear master.

The bear carried you back, and I didn’t really tame her, per se? More like activated her mother instincts.

Is it okay if we talk? I know we’re not that close, so I could leave if you want.

oh... no, i'm ok with your presence. grandpa talk: It's been lonely here. frank is an awesome listener but not exactly a good comedian. and I doubt that this one there...

Points at Sol

...is answering me with morse code made out of his heart rate.

and mechanic and onyx eyes been arguing about something upstairs for a solid hour now.

They have? Huh. I was drilling something. I guess I didn’t notice.

What’s it like to have a big family? I mean, sorry I don’t know if that’s too harsh right now, given the circumstances. But seriously, what’s it like?

oh, it's wild. especially when everyone has different personalities and hobbies.

so... ahhh... because everyone was adopted, we had three base groups of siblings. I was the fourth one. the youngest of the oldest, so I was babied a lot by swallow and rook... swallow was treating me like baby and rook felt like an idol that we all had to look up to. guess that's why he felt so pressured...

I spend most of my childhood with middle siblings - peacock, parrot and sparrow. this was a chaos trio made out of freedom loving brats.... I miss those brats so much.

Was that why you left? To find them?

But what about… the… Crane? Is that his name? Who is he? I hear that from Dr. Percival and Aurora a lot.

....crane is my peer brother.

he was like that back when we were kids. I just thought that he changed. that we affected him somehow.... but something broke him again. and I even know what and why.

he's dangerous. and I don't want anyone to get hurt because of my mistakes.... so I would ask you to not go in the forest until I wo... until the situation won't be resolved.

Oh. I see… was he the one that hurt you too?

You were hurt pretty badly. I hope I didn’t screw things up more, but sorry if I did…

ehhh... if my memory isn't deceiving me... I think you did pretty good for a space engineer. maybe I should steal you from onyx eyes who knows

.....

yeah. it was him. got me pretty bad with his crossbow and then some fists...

he broke my arms with one blow, this is... it's insane... and terrifying

I’ll pass, but thank you…

That’s terrifying, yea… Sorry that… that happened.

…

I know what it’s like.

.....well. you should know that this place has a lot of overprotective people who definitely won't allow anything bad happening to you...

trust me I became their victim.

if you ever want to... return the favor and talk about your miserable life i'll be there to listen. literally, I cannot escape from it right now.

Funny. Glad you haven’t lost your sense of humour.

I’ll pass today, thank you. Please don’t run off anywhere without a warning anymore. The warning also cannot be a piece of paper stuck to your door in tape. I will find you sooner or later.

Rest well.

…Uhm… Hi. How are… how are you?

- @emotionless-wind-up-doll

morning.......

.....

was the bear a hallucination or an actual thing?

Nope. They’re still outside, if you want to thank them. I don’t think I should bring them in.

So… uh… at least you can talk.

.....wow. you just tamed a whole bear and it's cubs...

guess... i'll have to thank you for carrying me back. I don't remember most of the thing that happened, but people told me that you carried me back here. way to go, bear master.

The bear carried you back, and I didn’t really tame her, per se? More like activated her mother instincts.

Is it okay if we talk? I know we’re not that close, so I could leave if you want.

oh... no, i'm ok with your presence. grandpa talk: It's been lonely here. frank is an awesome listener but not exactly a good comedian. and I doubt that this one there...

Points at Sol

...is answering me with morse code made out of his heart rate.

and mechanic and onyx eyes been arguing about something upstairs for a solid hour now.

They have? Huh. I was drilling something. I guess I didn’t notice.

What’s it like to have a big family? I mean, sorry I don’t know if that’s too harsh right now, given the circumstances. But seriously, what’s it like?

oh, it's wild. especially when everyone has different personalities and hobbies.

I spend most of my childhood with middle siblings - peacock, parrot and sparrow. this was a chaos trio made out of freedom loving brats.... I miss those brats so much.

Was that why you left? To find them?

But what about… the… Crane? Is that his name? Who is he? I hear that from Dr. Percival and Aurora a lot.

....crane is my peer brother.

he was like that back when we were kids. I just thought that he changed. that we affected him somehow.... but something broke him again. and I even know what and why.

he's dangerous. and I don't want anyone to get hurt because of my mistakes.... so I would ask you to not go in the forest until I wo... until the situation won't be resolved.

Oh. I see… was he the one that hurt you too?

You were hurt pretty badly. I hope I didn’t screw things up more, but sorry if I did…

ehhh... if my memory isn't deceiving me... I think you did pretty good for a space engineer. maybe I should steal you from onyx eyes who knows

.....

yeah. it was him. got me pretty bad with his crossbow and then some fists...

he broke my arms with one blow, this is... it's insane... and terrifying

I’ll pass, but thank you…

That’s terrifying, yea… Sorry that… that happened.

…

I know what it’s like.

…Uhm… Hi. How are… how are you?

- @emotionless-wind-up-doll

morning.......

.....

was the bear a hallucination or an actual thing?

Nope. They’re still outside, if you want to thank them. I don’t think I should bring them in.

So… uh… at least you can talk.

.....wow. you just tamed a whole bear and it's cubs...

guess... i'll have to thank you for carrying me back. I don't remember most of the thing that happened, but people told me that you carried me back here. way to go, bear master.

The bear carried you back, and I didn’t really tame her, per se? More like activated her mother instincts.

Is it okay if we talk? I know we’re not that close, so I could leave if you want.

oh... no, i'm ok with your presence. grandpa talk: It's been lonely here. frank is an awesome listener but not exactly a good comedian. and I doubt that this one there...

Points at Sol

...is answering me with morse code made out of his heart rate.

and mechanic and onyx eyes been arguing about something upstairs for a solid hour now.

They have? Huh. I was drilling something. I guess I didn’t notice.

What’s it like to have a big family? I mean, sorry I don’t know if that’s too harsh right now, given the circumstances. But seriously, what’s it like?

oh, it's wild. especially when everyone has different personalities and hobbies.

I spend most of my childhood with middle siblings - peacock, parrot and sparrow. this was a chaos trio made out of freedom loving brats.... I miss those brats so much.

Was that why you left? To find them?

But what about… the… Crane? Is that his name? Who is he? I hear that from Dr. Percival and Aurora a lot.

....crane is my peer brother.

he was like that back when we were kids. I just thought that he changed. that we affected him somehow.... but something broke him again. and I even know what and why.

he's dangerous. and I don't want anyone to get hurt because of my mistakes.... so I would ask you to not go in the forest until I wo... until the situation won't be resolved.

Oh. I see… was he the one that hurt you too?

You were hurt pretty badly. I hope I didn’t screw things up more, but sorry if I did…

…Uhm… Hi. How are… how are you?

- @emotionless-wind-up-doll

morning.......

.....

was the bear a hallucination or an actual thing?

Nope. They’re still outside, if you want to thank them. I don’t think I should bring them in.

So… uh… at least you can talk.

.....wow. you just tamed a whole bear and it's cubs...

guess... i'll have to thank you for carrying me back. I don't remember most of the thing that happened, but people told me that you carried me back here. way to go, bear master.

The bear carried you back, and I didn’t really tame her, per se? More like activated her mother instincts.

Is it okay if we talk? I know we’re not that close, so I could leave if you want.

oh... no, i'm ok with your presence. grandpa talk: It's been lonely here. frank is an awesome listener but not exactly a good comedian. and I doubt that this one there...

Points at Sol

...is answering me with morse code made out of his heart rate.

and mechanic and onyx eyes been arguing about something upstairs for a solid hour now.

They have? Huh. I was drilling something. I guess I didn’t notice.

What’s it like to have a big family? I mean, sorry I don’t know if that’s too harsh right now, given the circumstances. But seriously, what’s it like?

oh, it's wild. especially when everyone has different personalities and hobbies.

I spend most of my childhood with middle siblings - peacock, parrot and sparrow. this was a chaos trio made out of freedom loving brats.... I miss those brats so much.

#// bro why is corvus telling grandfather story #// grandfather and daughter ass convo

Was that why you left? To find them?

But what about… the… Crane? Is that his name? Who is he? I hear that from Dr. Percival and Aurora a lot.

…Uhm… Hi. How are… how are you?

- @emotionless-wind-up-doll

morning.......

.....

was the bear a hallucination or an actual thing?

Nope. They’re still outside, if you want to thank them. I don’t think I should bring them in.

So… uh… at least you can talk.

.....wow. you just tamed a whole bear and it's cubs...

guess... i'll have to thank you for carrying me back. I don't remember most of the thing that happened, but people told me that you carried me back here. way to go, bear master.

The bear carried you back, and I didn’t really tame her, per se? More like activated her mother instincts.

Is it okay if we talk? I know we’re not that close, so I could leave if you want.

oh... no, i'm ok with your presence. grandpa talk: It's been lonely here. frank is an awesome listener but not exactly a good comedian. and I doubt that this one there...

Points at Sol

...is answering me with morse code made out of his heart rate.

and mechanic and onyx eyes been arguing about something upstairs for a solid hour now.

They have? Huh. I was drilling something. I guess I didn’t notice.

What’s it like to have a big family? I mean, sorry I don’t know if that’s too harsh right now, given the circumstances. But seriously, what’s it like?

…Uhm… Hi. How are… how are you?

- @emotionless-wind-up-doll

morning.......

.....

was the bear a hallucination or an actual thing?

Nope. They’re still outside, if you want to thank them. I don’t think I should bring them in.

So… uh… at least you can talk.

.....wow. you just tamed a whole bear and it's cubs...

guess... i'll have to thank you for carrying me back. I don't remember most of the thing that happened, but people told me that you carried me back here. way to go, bear master.

The bear carried you back, and I didn’t really tame her, per se? More like activated her mother instincts.

Is it okay if we talk? I know we’re not that close, so I could leave if you want.

…Uhm… Hi. How are… how are you?

- @emotionless-wind-up-doll

morning.......

.....

was the bear a hallucination or an actual thing?

Nope. They’re still outside, if you want to thank them. I don’t think I should bring them in.

So… uh… at least you can talk.

Ms. Aurora, sorry to trouble you, but are you aware of the- the kid? The literal 6 or something year old kid? I don’t think I was gone for 9 months so uh… who… who’s the kid?

( @emotionless-wind-up-doll )

Hah- yeah, I'm aware.

That's Icarus, I'm looking after him for a while.

Right… So… who is he? Like how did he… come about?

I'm not totally sure. I found him hiding in the walls a few days ago. He doesn't talk so getting information out of him has been...an adventure.

Here's what I do know: his name is Icarus, he's seven, and he's come a long way alone looking for a way to save his mom from petrification. I promised him that I would help once my broken bones heal.

I see. Interesting… I wonder how he broke free from petrification himself.

By the way, Ms. Aurora, how’s your leg?

It hurts, but I'll be alright soon enough. I just have to keep weight off it.

Good, good. Nice.

So you’ll be leaving us soon, then?

I...suppose. Though, there's a lot I have to do first. I'm still taking care of Sol, and now that Corvus is back...I'll be looking after him too, a bit, to help Luna.

So, soon...but not right now.

…That’s reassuring. Please don’t leave without a goodbye.

Ms. Aurora, sorry to trouble you, but are you aware of the- the kid? The literal 6 or something year old kid? I don’t think I was gone for 9 months so uh… who… who’s the kid?

( @emotionless-wind-up-doll )

Hah- yeah, I'm aware.

That's Icarus, I'm looking after him for a while.

Right… So… who is he? Like how did he… come about?

I'm not totally sure. I found him hiding in the walls a few days ago. He doesn't talk so getting information out of him has been...an adventure.

Here's what I do know: his name is Icarus, he's seven, and he's come a long way alone looking for a way to save his mom from petrification. I promised him that I would help once my broken bones heal.

I see. Interesting… I wonder how he broke free from petrification himself.

By the way, Ms. Aurora, how’s your leg?

It hurts, but I'll be alright soon enough. I just have to keep weight off it.

#// ok context to why she’s feeling this way #// she wanted to bring corvus back so they would stop being upset and they could be like a whole family again #// but then to know that aurora is leaving means that some part of the family is gonna break again #// and shes upset to say the least

Good, good. Nice.

So you’ll be leaving us soon, then?

Ms. Aurora, sorry to trouble you, but are you aware of the- the kid? The literal 6 or something year old kid? I don’t think I was gone for 9 months so uh… who… who’s the kid?

( @emotionless-wind-up-doll )

Hah- yeah, I'm aware.

That's Icarus, I'm looking after him for a while.

Right… So… who is he? Like how did he… come about?

I'm not totally sure. I found him hiding in the walls a few days ago. He doesn't talk so getting information out of him has been...an adventure.

Here's what I do know: his name is Icarus, he's seven, and he's come a long way alone looking for a way to save his mom from petrification. I promised him that I would help once my broken bones heal.

I see. Interesting… I wonder how he broke free from petrification himself.

By the way, Ms. Aurora, how’s your leg?

Ms. Aurora, sorry to trouble you, but are you aware of the- the kid? The literal 6 or something year old kid? I don’t think I was gone for 9 months so uh… who… who’s the kid?

( @emotionless-wind-up-doll )

Hah- yeah, I'm aware.

That's Icarus, I'm looking after him for a while.

Right… So… who is he? Like how did he… come about?

Hi. I have returned. Dr. Corvus is on Mrs. Bear’s back. I need a shower, and don’t bother me until he’s somewhat awake.

Please fix him up. He’s in dire need of assistance. He analysed his own injuries, and i temporarily fixed some of them up, then he ate some mushroom and he’s probably a little delirious. Thanks.

Do not shoot the bears. They will not attack and they are not hostile. Just leave them be.

@dawnlighthours @luna-loves-senku @lobotomygiverr @drpercival @poisonrunsthroughveins @ohdeflowerme

@plain-drcorvus-account

luna-loves-senku

Ellie! You found him!

(*runs up to them with happy tears in her eyes *)

(*helps get Corvus to the infirmary*)

Yes right away! It's my job! As his assistant!!🎀

Ms. Luna… Oh, right, yes. You do that. Good luck.

luna-loves-senku

I will.

(*runs off with Corvus*)

.....

(*turns and smiles at her*)

And thank you ~

Oh. Oh…

Of- Of course…

Hi. I have returned. Dr. Corvus is on Mrs. Bear’s back. I need a shower, and don’t bother me until he’s somewhat awake.

Please fix him up. He’s in dire need of assistance. He analysed his own injuries, and i temporarily fixed some of them up, then he ate some mushroom and he’s probably a little delirious. Thanks.

Do not shoot the bears. They will not attack and they are not hostile. Just leave them be.

@dawnlighthours @luna-loves-senku @lobotomygiverr @drpercival @poisonrunsthroughveins @ohdeflowerme

@plain-drcorvus-account

luna-loves-senku

Ellie! You found him!

(*runs up to them with happy tears in her eyes *)

(*helps get Corvus to the infirmary*)

Yes right away! It's my job! As his assistant!!🎀

#ellietrynottodiechallenge #// that concludes the end of ellie’s journey!#// will the bears leave or stay???#dcst oc #dcst rp #dcst rp blog #dr stone oc #dr stone roleplay #dr stone rp

Ms. Luna… Oh, right, yes. You do that. Good luck.

Hi. I have returned. Dr. Corvus is on Mrs. Bear’s back. I need a shower, and don’t bother me until he’s somewhat awake.

Please fix him up. He’s in dire need of assistance. He analysed his own injuries, and i temporarily fixed some of them up, then he ate some mushroom and he’s probably a little delirious. Thanks.

Do not shoot the bears. They will not attack and they are not hostile. Just leave them be.

@dawnlighthours @luna-loves-senku @lobotomygiverr @drpercival @poisonrunsthroughveins @ohdeflowerme

@plain-drcorvus-account

Dr. Corvus, can you hear me? You were unconscious when I found you. Don’t try to move, you’re in really bad shape. I don’t even know which part of you can move.

You had, have, a fever, so I used a part of my pants and wetted it. That’s… the only thing I can do at the moment. I’m sorry, I’m not a doctor and I can’t help you.

If you… if you even can, tell me what you need, and I’ll do my best to help.

- @emotionless-wind-up-doll

Everything was weird. Wrong. It melted. It hurted. He feels himself still in the pain shock, but that's cannot be possible. He dealt with it. Then why does he feels like his whole body get's torn apart and cooking? Is this hell? Is he in hell for what he couldn't do?

Stupid. You can even treat your own wounds. A total walking disgrace. Your brother was right. You can't carry so much on your shoulders. Because you're pathetic. Why did you thought that you can fix everything? You? Nothing? You're such failure from the start. Good for nothing always trying to proof your worth. There is none. Even slaves are more valuable than you. You were supposed to die in the womb. Maybe Aurora's child thanks to some butterfly effect would live if you would never been born. See? Your absence can be more useful than you just laying there. Beaten and bruised.

.......pathetic.........

Dr. Corvus… please say something.

Can I… can I move you or something? I could let Mrs. Bear carry you back to Xeno’s empire, but it’s going to hurt. You can get the help you need there, though it’ll be quite a long journey back.

Fuck, what happened to you?

He tried to open his eye, but the blood and swelling was getting in the way. He saw unintelligible silhouettes. The ringing and weird murmurs in his ears is all he could hear.

It took a lot of time to make out a person in those blobs of color. He couldn't understand who it was. The only thing he could think of was pain. Pain, pain and pain. It was drilling him from the inside and cooking him with fever. He needed something to put it out. The only thing he could think of out of reflex was something hallucinogenic. Like mushrooms or something. God, he's ready to eat poison just to not feel the pain.

Right. His jaw and vocal cords was broken. He couldn't speak. Well. There's still his backpack. And still his notebook inside of it. No matter who is with him right now, they will definitely understand instructions inside of it.

So he raised his arm. Bones clicked in the process. His fingers couldn't curl properly, but he pointed at something that looked like his backpack in the grass.

Your… your backpack?

Ellie opens the bag, finding his notebook and flipping through the pages. She sees the analysis he wrote of his own injuries, then she flips to the front to see instructions on how to treat them.

Her mind was spinning. Seriously. She’s a mechanic, not a doctor. There was no way she was able to help him. In fact, she could probably accidentally kill him. Yet seeing his bloodied body persuaded her that she could at least try. After all, was fixing up an engine that much different from fixing up a human? Well, yes, but who else could help him but she?

Ok. I’ll do my best.

She decides to start with the eye, since it seemed the easiest and most easily fixable. She rinsed some of her drinking water onto his blood-dirtied eye, trying to get most of the blood out.

The notebook contained every possible injury and instructions to first aid.

How to fixate a broken jaw, how to wrap a bandage, how to apply a splint and so on. Corvus remembers making the instructions as easy to follow as possible. Even the first grader can understand.

While Ellie was preparing everything according to the instructions, Corvus was suffering. No good... Pain shock. Needs... needs something...

Eye clear from blood spotted uncertain blob of brown in the grass. Could be something lethal... does he cares? Not really. This body seeks relief. Mind? Gone. Mouth? Eats the hallucinogenic mushrooms.

Ellie was glad the only thing she had to overcome was Corvus’ messy but still very legible “doctor’s handwriting”. Other than that, she just needs to follow instructions, which she was excellent at. Mechanic and all.

Mama bear nudged Ellie urgently, and she turns her head in confusion, just to see Corvus nibbling a mushroom of unknown species. They had thin white stalks and a big, umbrella-like cap on them. In her panic, she tries to move the mushroom, or rather, mushrooms out of his reach.

CORVUS!! CORVUS NO. No, hey! Stay with me! Spit it out!

She tries to pry his mouth open, which wasn’t too hard, considering his broken jaw, and tries to rid it of the mushroom he ate. She didn’t fail, but there was no confirming or denying he had already swallowed some. Well, might as well treat it as anesthesia…?

He couldn't technically fight more healthier and stronger woman. If he would to swallow them they'd probably block his respiratory tract. He couldn't chew after all. Guess he just have to suffer...

But something did fell inside. It made him cough along with blood in his mouth and nose. The mushroom that got in the wrong pipe flew right into the stomach. A heavy galp along with metallic aftertaste became something of a pure instinct rather then something voluntarily.

…Alright, Dr. Corvus. I guess I can’t let you out of my sight anymore…

Ellie follows Corvus’ clear step-by-step instructions and does what she can. By the end of it, Corvus looks slightly more recognisable and somewhat better. At least better than when she first found him. He still can’t talk, nor move very well, but at least his temperature had gone down.

At this point the sun had gone down too, so Ellie decides to rest here for the day before slowly making their way back to Xeno’s base.

You better not do anything stupid and just rest, ok? Hopefully any delirium from the mushrooms wear off by then.

Corvus moves his jaw, but can't say something audible. Only raspy breaths came out. The world started to look too bright, as if the night switched to day in a second.

This night Corvus spend mumbling nonsense, suffering from hallucinations and nightmares. Swallowed up blood created a huge chaos inside of his stomach, and he felt like right now, he's gonna choke on his vomit. At least there's no more pain. Just a cold reality.

Ellie lay there quiet, surrounded by the bears. She could hardly sleep, peeking at Corvus every now and then. Then she notices that he was making gagging noises, so she rushed to his side and made sure he sat up straight. Better to get vomit on his clothes than to choke on it. She rubs a hand on his back, albeit awkwardly, in hopes of alleviating his discomfort.

There there… I guess. You’re ok. Once we get you back to Xeno’s base, you won’t suffer no more, ok? There’s Ms. Luna, who’s more than capable. There’s Mx. Ryaku and Mx. Collins that could give you something for the pain. Oh, and there’s Ms Aurora and Dr. Percival. You like them, don’t you? They’re your friends, right? You’ll be able to see them soon, though right now you’re stuck with me.

Please hang on. The people who love you are counting on me, ok? Don’t give up now.

For some reason he felt physical pain from the mention of everyone. He had to vomit. It was inevitable.

Only then painless delirium took full advantage of him. He moved his jaw without a single worry about how it caused more blood in his mouth.

you should've killed me.... he. should've killed me.

what is this game? why do I have to suffer? he completely striped me of my purpose, beat me to the limit and now? for some reason he's sparing me???.... asshole. such an asshole.

what now? public execution? show me to everyone and for what?.... cough... cough... to prove a point?... to prove that I can't do shit? well. I can't. I am as useless as I am a mistake.