Friday turned out to be my last training of the week (I’ll cover this at the end), but it was another session that just knocked me for six.
Again, it was in two parts and it was focusing on weddings. Firstly, for 10-30 minutes Goddess wanted me to research bridal wedding outfits, I thought maybe 10 minutes would be enough, little did I know!
I started my research reading up on dresses and then moved on to the other accouterments. I’d decided on white, it didn’t originally mean virginal. Because it used to be much harder to keep things clean, a white dress was a sign of wealth and/or how seriously you were taking things.
Dresses come in many different types, originally I was drawn to a mermaid style dress but in the end I decided on one like my first picture. A strapless dress with a more bodice style that would let me wear a corset and show my boobs off and with a long flowing skirt.
Veils were added to confuse evil spirits, nowadays they’re not essential and headpieces are fairly common but I love the idea of having a long veil with a blusher (which is the part that covers the face) as I love the idea of my husband pulling it back over my head and seeing my teared up but happy face when we’re at the alter.
This was the stage where i realized why Goddess had given me an upper limit on the time I should spend on research. I’d gone past 10 minutes and I was shocked to find out I was pretty graphically imagining my own wedding. Where I said I decided on or I love above I mean that when I was researching they were what I was planning for my own special day!
The garter is an odd one, there are a lot of superstitions surrounding it and the origin isn’t clear, but it’s a useful place to cover one of the something old, something new etc things and in this case mine would be blue.
Finally, the lingerie! I wanted two different sets, one for through the day, the ceremony and the reception and another one to change into before my honeymoon for my first night.
Something old would be my wedding ring, something new would be the best man’s c*m dripping out of me and drying on my leg, something borrowed would be the necklace I want to wear, a big pendant going down to my cleavage and something blue would the garter.
I figure I’d be panty free through the day. After I’d got ready, the best man would arrive. I’d try and hold him off but I’m not strong enough, so I just scream “not the face, you’ll ruin my makeup” and he bends me over and takes me in front of all my bridesmaids.
The ceremony continues (I’m in tears throughout) and afterwards, my new husband retrieves my garter and throws it to his party, the guy who catches it gets to go first and while the rest of the party holds me down, he gets free range while my husband entertains my maid of honor. The rest of the groom’s party then take turns before I’m whisked away to begin my honeymoon.
Like I said, I have a different set of lingerie for this, so I get out of my torn dress and lingerie and take a bath, before I put on my proper bridal lingerie for my husband to take me for the first time as man and wife.
I managed to squeeze this into 30 minutes and then started part 2, which was bride focused porn for up to 45 minutes.
I began searching for it and I skipped past the lesbian stuff without a second glance, it’s fun but you don’t marry a guy just so you can play around with your girlfriends!
I started with a couple of gangbangs before switching to honeymoon type videos. I was allowed to have Ennio buzzing away inside and I was getting pretty amped up. I found a video that started with cutting between the bride and groom getting ready and then jumped to after the ceremony where they got down to business.
I don’t know exactly what it was, but I bought into the video completely and I started to feel something welling up in my stomach, it wasn’t sexual exactly (I mean I was really aroused, but these feelings were in other parts of my body) but I was so happy and joyful about getting married and getting to the honeymoon and I was just emotionally overwhelmed.
The past week had been really deep and intense and I kind of broke down a little afterwards and deluged Goddess with messages…a lot of messages (probably more then you’re thinking reading this). This is something I try to avoid, I’m not going to make any excuses here about why I did it but Goddess wasn’t happy and has gagged me for a few days (I won’t go into what this entails but it’s a punishment not something nice like having to wear a gag).
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