active december 2020 // tw ed // pro-recovery

local emo ana or ednos i dont fucking know (minor, stop telling me im too young I KNOW) 168 cm (5" 6) // I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT MY SW OR CW ARE AND IM TOO AFRAID TO KNOW (pls help) // she/her // BLM - acab // lgbtqia + safe space

[emptychubbycheeks]

does someone wants to be my friend here pls? i feel like since we're all ✨fucked up mentally✨ we'd get along well and at least we'd understand each other ? 👉👈 (sorry for spamming my account btw)

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Margo on TikTok

Just want to be ✨skinny✨ #fyp #foryou #pourtoi #food @lea.tassinari8

LMAO

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i kinda want the holidays to come so i can rest but also i dont bc i dont want to feel so lonely :")

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BTW to everyone who wants to b my friend i have way too much notifications rn so pls contact me directly instead of commenting on my tickets :)

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i'm so fucking tired of everything and even talking about it doesnt help fuck this shit idk how to do anymore

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my mental health is even worse than the first time i restricted wtf

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TW : su*cide

just wrote a 13 pages suicide note in my phone lmao

i don't want to actually unalive myself rn but things happen i guess :")

idk why i just wanted to share this

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the thoughts i always get :

big tw!

i hate myself

i wish i wasnt like this

it wouldnt have happened if i were skinnier

why is it always like this?

what did i do to deserve this?

why are they so kind to me?

why am i such an awful person?

i'm so sorry

i too wish i wasnt like this

but its too late now

i cant give up now

i just want to feel skinny

please tell me you noticed

tell me you actually care

but why would you care about a fat ass like me

you will care once i'm skinny?

right?

i'm faking it so much

i could be happy if i wanted

some people are actually jealous of me

how can i be so selfish?

i just wanted to type those out.

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to all of the ppl i'm talking to i'm really really really sorry if i take a lot of time to answer i feel really bad rn and i sleep a lot etc i rlly hope its not annoying to u :(

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✨Diary✨

day 24

idk what happened today :")

breakfast : 0cal

lunch : 172cal

dinner : 100cal

burned : 184cal

total : 88cal

[emptychubbycheeks]

0cal monster is making me weak

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✨Diary✨

day 23

i rlly hate running

but

OMG

i burned so much today

breakfast : 0cal

lunch : 100cal

dinner : 227cal

burned : 1155

total : -828cal

[it-s-4-37-am]

me before ed: i'm not really a tea person and soups are okay i guess

me after ed: my life and savior,,,,, you give mi warmth that has left my body a long time ago,,,,, my delicious 53 calorie nutrition,, my beloved grass water,,,, id die for u

[emptychubbycheeks]

i feel like im repeating myself but

lowkey wanna make some friends on here :")

if u ever want to talk hmu <3 (btw i can only talk on tumblr and twitter mayb srry if thats not convienent to u :(()

[mukesexts]

REBLOG IF YOU WOULD DATE A TRANS-BOY OR TRANS-GIRL

THIS IS IMPORTANT

[emptychubbycheeks]

✨Diary✨

day 22

today was,,,, depressing :)

but at least i know me ed is back now no doubts on that

breakfast : 0cal

lunch : 201cal

dinner : 187cal

burned : 237 cal

total : 151cal

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i have ✨no friends✨

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and its

my

fault

:)))))