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Please do not report. Ive created this space to vent. It is my only safe space. I am very pro recovery. Inbox is open but ONLY to those who are respectful. Active March 2022

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Breaky

Coffee ~3kcal

1/3C Unsweetened Vanilla Almond milk - 10kcal

1Tbsp Jordan’s skinny syrup (pistachio) - 0kcal

1/4 Avocado - 60kcal

1/2 cup Pineapple ~50kcal

Total- 123kcal

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The world of safe food vs fear food is a wild one.

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Lunch today was 🔥 AND only 100kcal!! These flavored tuna pouches are definitely a permanent fixture in my life.

Wasa light rye: 20kcal

Starkist tuna creations hot buffalo: 70kcal

Cucumber slices: 10kcal (MFP says 8, but I rounded to 10 just to be safe)

Total: 100kcal

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Same

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Ive put on almost 4lbs. I feel like a whale 🐳

My thighs are getting close together. I want to be okay with this, but I am not okay with this.

I just want to be worthy of love dammit.

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I ate pizza. 238kcal pizza. It was SOoO satisfying!

Low carb whole wheat tortilla (70kcal)

1.5 tbsp pizza sauce (15kcal)

1/3 cup mozzarella (106kcal)

2 tbs sliced olives (20kcal)

5 slices turkey pepperoni (22kcal)

1 white mushroom (5kcal)

Assembled and baked at 400F for about 10 minutes.

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Coconut oil and egg hair mask, because my hair needs calories but my body does not.

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Bananas are a fear food. I miss them.

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I feel personally attacked.

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Im over it

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Well, this checks out. 😔

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This is me but with Alani nu. They are 🔥

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lol

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yes I am fully aware that I’m The Worst™ but I still wanna be like……. loved and stuff

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Yes 🙌

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This is not mine. But like the accuracy though.

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My fucked up brain during recovery attempt #4: “Well we’ve gotten a little too close to a healthy BMI so guess it’s time to relapse”

Me: “Yes, because this makes sense.”

Wtf is wrong with me 😩🥴😬