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Patience
I am getting lots of mail asking about my castration video. Yes, I did mange to recover/obtain some of the original video; but it's very important to me to go in order. I just want to share the experience from start to finish, and the video is only one part and once shared it's over. So please be patient with me and I will get to that part.
Loosing the first one - part 2
So where was I... There was noticeable swelling. It got to be much bigger than other. It hurt some and I was a little scared at first that I might loose it; but by the end of the second day or so I found myself mad I had not killed it; and I began to get abusive to it. I tried to shove up inside and hoped it would stay since swollen. I began to hit it, squeeze it all of which hurt, but I just kept going and did not know why. Then I took a large (16g) needle and stabbed it into it. Once through the outside I pulled in and out moving all around I guess trying to scramble up the inside. I did some other stuff and by the time I stopped I was curled up on bathroom floor feeling like would throw up. It swoll up very big and hurt very very bad. I ended up going to hospital (was a kid living at home, so I could not hide fact I was hurt, but came up with better story than the truth). Ultrasound showed there had been so much swelling and so much damage it disrupted blood flow and caused tissue damage and so they cut it out. I had destroyed and lost my first testicle, I was 17.
Loosing the first one part -1
NOTE: I keep getting so many questions asking if I have any plans to remove one of both of my testicles. In case you missed it - they are both gone!! Maybe there is some confusion from recent pictures but these are simply the "before". So maybe I should explain some things. Lest go back to when I took the first one.
My castration was years ago. Took them separately. It was something I played at and pretended quite a bit, I used furniture clamps closed in cooler kids and sat on cooler, squeezed a ball through door jam and then would close my bedroom door; extreme cases would cause me to cum, but then I would loose any and all desire to be castrated and hate the idea. This went on for some time, but then I found a burdizzo on eBay ordered and made sure I checked the mail everyday until in came in. Then I was "sick" and stayed home from school and on the very first time of playing with it, could not help myself. I just had to slam it closed on one of them. No pain med just my excitement. But I was then terrified right after and released it. The pain was so bad after I broke out in bad sweat and passed out on bed and was there hours later when my mom came home. Knowing know right and wrong ways, I know I did not do it correctly, by there was still some damage, enough to cause swelling. By the next day there was more swelling and pain.
- out of time I'll write more later-
More pictures
Sorry for the delay. A follower suggested I put things up in a timeline order and I was waiting to see what we could recover from my old desk top computer drive from when I was in high school. To my surprise I had forgotten I took pictures and video pretending to castrate and pushing my balls up inside so I could look like I was. So here we go.
Old stuff
With some help from a friend and some diving through my old sites I have found old pictures, I don't know if you guys want them being all out of sequence, but it's the same kind of things I've done for years so many you will. Going to start posting a little at a time to make it last; if you don't like it, tell me and I will stop.
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Want to help
I have the tools, medication and medical supplies, and experience; now if only I could find someone serious to help...
Back.
Finally loaded this app back and got my password right. I will try to respond and answer.
Wow
So I'm reading Mail on here today and looking up pictures of other guys and I come across a video of my self castration that I did not know was in circulation...
WTF
Yesterday I loaded a bunch of new pictures, some I really liked; but somehow my entire account is gone now?