NOTE: I keep getting so many questions asking if I have any plans to remove one of both of my testicles. In case you missed it - they are both gone!! Maybe there is some confusion from recent pictures but these are simply the "before". So maybe I should explain some things. Lest go back to when I took the first one.
My castration was years ago. Took them separately. It was something I played at and pretended quite a bit, I used furniture clamps closed in cooler kids and sat on cooler, squeezed a ball through door jam and then would close my bedroom door; extreme cases would cause me to cum, but then I would loose any and all desire to be castrated and hate the idea. This went on for some time, but then I found a burdizzo on eBay ordered and made sure I checked the mail everyday until in came in. Then I was "sick" and stayed home from school and on the very first time of playing with it, could not help myself. I just had to slam it closed on one of them. No pain med just my excitement. But I was then terrified right after and released it. The pain was so bad after I broke out in bad sweat and passed out on bed and was there hours later when my mom came home. Knowing know right and wrong ways, I know I did not do it correctly, by there was still some damage, enough to cause swelling. By the next day there was more swelling and pain.