honey it's a beige life

i think, part of my soul has always longed to be understood like this.

[enamuored]

being back on tumblr is like getting a constant warm hug bc all the posts i read are repeated reminders of hopefulness and that i am loved

[sahchonaut-deactivated20260202]

Manifesting a lover I can fully trust.

[grippysockgangg-deactivated2024]

“You’re not a burden to me” send sext

[nothingbutloveforyou]

"i just wanted to hear your voice" >>>

[yzteline]

The jump from 2019 to 2024 is sooo violent.

[pathologising]

vulnerability is so important but I will not be partaking in it

[disgustinggf]

[blossomfully]

Sue Zhao

[moonstoast]

—longing for love

what i could never confess without some bravado by emily palermo // nickie zimov // homosexuality by frank o’hara // normal people (2020) // the unabridged journal by sylvia plath // holly warburton

[enamuored]

the truth is sometimes i can’t recall what it was like that chapter, everything feels distant now in comparison. between u and me, i must confess i am afraid to open myself to love again (what i really mean is i’m not sure if i can love again. but what i really really mean is i’m afraid to ever hurt like that again that i’m not sure i can love like that again)

[metamorphesque]

"You don't love anew ...", Paruyr Sevak (translated by metamorphesque)

[underfreffy]

[l1amaani]

a love language

[steptoe]

my favourite thing is when someone says “i think about you a lot” or “i had a dream about you” or “i was just about to text you” or something because the fact that i occur to someone when I’m not talking to them or anything is the best thing i just

[margesimpsonannoyedgrunt]

i really wish five hours of sleep was sufficient because going to bed at 2 and waking up at 7 would be heaven but the body keeps score

[ruhlare]

what they didn't tell you about love is that it will find its way back safely to you

[nat-20s]

"someone who allows you to rest" is the relationship dynamic of all time

[nat-20s]

A parent that welcomes you back home after things have fallen apart. A best friend whose voice alone who can make you relax. A spouse who convinces you to stay in bed an extra hour and leave the dishes for later. A stranger who sees you tired and gives up their seat on the train. Augh. The humanity of it