i had a best friend when I was age 9- 15 and we had nicknames for each other, we shared beds, music collections, parents. we saw each other for 6 years day in day out
then for 5 years I didn't. we didn't talk.
and today someone called me by that same nickname she used to
and it's possibly the only time where i felt like i couldn't breathe, it was painful beyond anything that i could even describe, and i realised that i missed her so much more than i ever want to admit
















