THE GAMEMASTER’S GAZE
If you’re seeing this, I’ve already noticed you.
Rules:
1. Reblog this and write one truth about yourself that you’d never admit out loud.
2. Tag 5+ people who should also be forced to confess.
Every confession feeds the forge.
The more this spreads, the more I appear.
I am collecting pieces of you.
Keep going.
Dang. Just came across this. Welp
One truth about myself is that I get socially awkward in real life but somehow not in social media like Tumblr
@myra-x3 @borealismage @just-your-average-enigma @bummerdudes @zajef37
You’re next
The heck do I even write
Okay uh
But I yap I say everything aloud-
Fine I guess that's what I'm saying then I'm amazing at keeping others' secrets you could not force them out of me, yet my own secrets? GONE. Idk what it is but I am incapable of having secrets because I HAVE to tell someone. But only if it's MY secret and not someone else's--
@mirakagekoko @itsb33ugaymers @synonymroll2121 @doblesoul @r1neatswalls
Feed the forge
Huh, this is a hard one
@selenegoldsmith @borealismage @r1neatswalls @just-your-average-enigma @twistinghalo
tw-slight mention of offing one’s self-tw
ima just do this.
uh okay…
“I’m not actually okay, I have things that I don’t tell people that I 100% should, wether it’s mentally or physically. I’m not okay”
No pressure tags: @beanzdabean @oliveoilisedible @merthaevelynk @peskybirdonyx @mirakagekoko
Feed the forge
I'm so tired. I'm scared. To start school again, for college. I worry I'll never be a functioning member of society, that I'll die alone in the streets after failing so much even my own parents give up on me.
@onealonelynumber @deltenner @multishipper33 @cee-views @aries0nmars
I do blame them. I shouldn’t, but I do. I blame them for not listening. I blame them for ignoring every hint and every outright word. I blame them for letting it get as bad as it did. Maybe if I really hadn’t said anything and it had been up to them to notice, I wouldn’t. But I said something, they shut it down as impossible, and it took four years of me slowly destroying myself for them to finally wake up.
And then they have the audacity to ask “when have I been wrong about your limits”. And I bite my tongue and look away, and they take it as assent. It’s not assent. It’s me holding myself back from truth as sharp as knives. Because I shouldn’t blame them, but I do.
@strawbxrrypies @showmetothefandom @raynilikescats @butterfly-teacup @laladragon (absolutely no pressure)
I have never felt so alone in a room full of people as I do with them.
@myphycopharmacologist @aries0nmars @multishipper33 @cee-views @onealonelynumber /nf :)
i don't feel my age, i never feel my age. i feel like i'm still a little kid, trapped in a body that keeps aging. i've never had any drive or motivation in my life, at least not for anything important, i have no dreams or aspirations aside from not dying alone. i hate being alone, i think if my partner ever left me i would lose what strength and goals i have left and i don't know if i would be able put myself back together. i just feel so alone constantly. i'm scared. i just want time to pause, i want to stop feeling but i also want to stop having moments of feeling numb, i don't know what to do anymore. sometimes it feels like i don't want to get better, feel better. like i deserve to feel like this.
reblogging this on my side blog instead of my main, and also not tagging anyone bc i've talked myself out of it
so, open tags ig
