There and Back Again...

here and back again... This is the personal Blog of Kichi aka Sky. Basically rants about the life and adventures of an hobbit-sized awkward potato. Feel free to drop me a message, my inbox is always open!!! Other blogs: gun&radio.inc bagginshouting sixsmitten Follow me on: facebook instagram deviantart

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This is my comfort food on rainy days. Atole y pan con mantequilla, yum!!! #food #mexicantradition #atole

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05/26/15

Ok, im feeling better right now. My anxiety has subsided for the most part and I had a nice chat with an old friend. We haven’t seen each other for about... almost two years now and hadn’t really talked much but it was really nice talking to him.

Also, we took the niblings to the park, Vale and Scarlet hadn’t seen Ember for a while so it was nice. We had fun and they had fun and the day was actually quite nice once the sun was setting. 

And OHMYFUCKINGGOD Ember just... oh gods. So we’re at the park and they’re all playing and having fun and you know running around. Im sitting over here with my sister texting my friend and Ember Lee comes running and they’re like “I wanna go to the castle!!! I wanna go the castle” and then she’s like “I wanna pee i wanna pee i wanna pee” and out of fucking nowhere they just pull their pants and undies down and just... pee right there... in front of everyone and Im just like “Ember what are you doing!?!?!” and i just lost it, i almost die laughing. It was just so unexpected and just like omg Ember really!!!!????

But yeah, in other news, it’s starting to get hot here, which is good, but it’s weird considering it’s almost June and usually we’re already over the 90s by May. But hey, I’ll take it. I hate the desert heat u.u

[enderkichi]

im still angry at my brother...

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ok, posting this here should be safe... right???

But like oh gods, talking to people is so terrifying like Im always told that if I don’t make an effort I’ll never make friends and in a way it makes sense but...ugh it is so difficult like

Im legit trembling right now, my heart is beating super fast and there’s that feeling of dread and the constant nagging of my brain that Im being too pushy and annoying and people don’t like me and Im just so afraid of being rejected by the people im trying to befriend because it feels like im not good enough and ugh im getting dizzy and just the more i try and interact with them the harder it gets to even fucking breathe. Fuck I hate this.

[enderkichi]

It’s 4:25am and I’ve yet to go to sleep...fuck orz

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hopefully no one will actually read this as not many ppl follow me here but...

it sucks when you really wanna talk to ppl you follow because you like them and the stuff they blog/post about and anxiety keeps telling you not to because you’ll probably annoy them and they don’t even know who you are and you’re not good enough to talk to them....

Making an effort to get to know more ppl is really exhausting and frustrating when no matter what you do ppl don’t seem to really notice you...

uggghhhh i sound like a whiny bitch ahahahaha orz

[enderkichi]

Someone stop from drawing cute hobbits!!! #bilbobaggins #thehobbit #tolkien #fanart #dailydoodles

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Day 51: Happy birthday to me...tho the day is almost over :'D #365daysofdoodles #stupiddoodles #dailydoodles #APH #Hetalia #aphprussia #fanart #peopleinspired

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Day 45: Happy Valentine's day... Can you say OTP? This is what actually went down :'D #365daysofdoodles #doodleb4bed #dailysketch #ink #moleskine #APH #Hetalia #aphprussia #aphromano #prumano #otp #fanart

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Day 44: I call this the bathtub collection #365daysofdoodles #ink #moleskine #jamesbond #007 #movies #fanart

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Day 43: More bathtub doodles #365daysofdoodles #jamesbond #AlecTrevelyan #dailysketch #doodleb4bed #ink #moleskine #SeanBean

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Im not crying over the hobbit pfffft #dailydoodles #ballpoint #hobbit #bilbobaggins #gollum

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Day 42: magic beards~ #365daysofdoodles #doodleb4bed #ink #portraits #illustration #ColinMorgan #dailydoodles

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Day 40: King under the mountain. For my sister, Zul. #365daysofdoodles #dailysketch #dailydoodles #ink #drawings #moleskine #thehobbit #Hobbit #thorin #richardarmitage #fanart #skyart

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Day 38: Lionheart~ #365daysofdoodles #dailysketch #ink #illustration #fanart #Merlin #BBC #moleskine #skyart #ColinMorgan #wings

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My windwaker pencil bag came in today, it looks really nice ; u; #skyart #LoZ #WindWaker #Link #nintendo #videogames #pencilbag #cosmeticbag

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"Nothing in all the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity." .. (Martin Luther King, Jr.)