Poems

Poems and some other things.

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I’m sick,but nobody gives a shit

Until my wrist slit

And blood dripping down my thighs

And they wonder why,

Just lonely eyes.

They ask just to please themselves,

But don’t give no help.

Or ask to please me,

No one really cares.

Until I’m hanging from a rope,

And my legs pushed from a chair.

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Trying to make something I ain’t got the recipe for

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You indulge, and love. Then die, or just suffer.

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I want you to watch me kill my self

So you can’t live with guilt

And sleep with all he things I’ve felt

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I’m a stretch mark in your worth

Dog shit that lays on the earth

Also stuck to your shoe

Ya I’m a piece of poo HA!

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My names in your mouth I hope you have a bad taste

If I ever got your back, it’s to push you down the staircase

And I’ll look with a blank face, my unfair glaze

I’m your let down and can’t feel anything with out putting myself down. Try and grab happiness and hold a broken branch.

Fall to the ground, cry on my knees with a worthless stance.

I can’t see purpose with a glance.

I want to tell everyone but I feel like an embarrassment

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Everyone’s deaf when I scream for help

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Can’t take a step without a breath down my neck

Do what you want, I hope you feel regret

You’re you’re own enemy

As I’m learning to give you no sympathy

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I’m no thing, nothing

Lips ain’t sealed,

No tongue ring

Walk around doing dumb things

Trying to feel something

Heart ache causing relations to break

All for nothing that has no sake

Sorry for all the mistakes I make.

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Don’t think about that when you can think about this

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You’re attention, ignore me. Shit

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I hate hurting people, but I hate hurting more

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Hope to not wake up but I’ll set an alarm for work for a failed attempt

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Someone do it for me

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I can’t please you, I can’t leave you.

All these drugs tease, swallowing easier than my own guilt.

I can’t control what I ain’t built.

On a stilt on a chair with a rope

Let go of cares and hopes

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I used to want it

Then I got it, had it

Got bored

Now I want it again

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Psychoactive is past

New substance is so holding

Years and years

I can’t say bye

Turn me till I cry

It’s a high.

I need more to feel

Texturize my thoughts

To let down excitement

Crawl back so you all can’t hurt me again