brian

it must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero.

[enebrian]

it's funny that i used to be this very open and very friendly person many years ago until one day, the things i shared were used against me and i started walling up. For years, I only trusted people that i'm closed with. And these past few months, i started walling up more that i'm not opening as much to my very closest friends. I feel like i'm gonna ruin their day or disturb them with my silly sad bad mental breakdowns and stories.

behind these internal struggles, i kept thinking i lost so many people in my life and right now i only have like 3-4 close friends in my life and i feel like i'm gonna lose them too.

[enebrian]

Nanuod ako ng Barbie mag isa and ngayon nalang ako umiyak uli sa sinehan

[enebrian]

ang akin lang, wag na wag magtatanong parents ko about lovelife unless ready sila na makarinig ng "lalaki po gusto ko"

[enebrian]

i'm having a late night talk with nanay right now tapos yung topic namin nag rerevolve around how toxic my tatay is. wsksjshsksjs

[enebrian]

tomorrow’s my passport renewal and it’s making me really anxious because my picture for tomorrow will be it for the next ten years and??? 

Just thinking of the thought showing my passport on my mid-to late 30s with that same old picture from 2023.

[enebrian]

i ghosted my therapist. i guess i have to find a new one again.

[enebrian]

sa taguan muna kayo hangga't di alam ng nanay niyo na may ibang bansa sa asia bukod sa singapore at japan 😤

[enebrian]

hello

[enebrian]

gagamitin ko na talaga 'to uli. tangina mo elon musk for ruining twitter.

[enebrian]

hellooo. it’s been years and i think i’ll be back here? Also uso pa ba ang mp3 player? charot. 

[enebrian]

buhay pa pala ito

[himym-life-lessons]

[enebrian]

I made it this far. Happy Birthday.

[enebrian]

Week after week, it’s getting harder. I realized my coping mechanisms aren’t working anymore. I guess i won’t be able to run away this time around.

[enebrian]

cubao expo

[enebrian]

You said “We were at this peak of our love. We loved each other so much. It’s just that one day, i fell and you were alone up there thinking we’re still both there.”

[enebrian]