[bnmxfld]

[denvolnov]

[toiletwolf]

[love]

[love]

By Anastasiya Ostrovskaya

[lisztoma-niaa]

[juansendizon]

“I miss us and all the nights we could’ve spent alone watching the stars.”

— juansen dizon

[haleyincarnate]

Quote by Ijeoma Umebinyuo

[lohver]

[life-with-bpd-things-blog]

bpd facts

borderlines are the patients psychologists fear the most.  as many as 75% hurt themselves and approximately 10% commit suicide - an extraordinarily high suicide rate. (by comparison the suicide rate for mood disorders is about 6%) 

borderline patients seem to have no internal governor;  they are capable of deep love and profound rage almost simultaneously. they are powerfully connected to the people close to them and and completely terrified of losing them - yet attack those people so unexpectedly that they often ensure the very abandonment that they fear. when they want to hold, they claw instead. 

many therapists have no clue how to treat borderlines. And yet diagnosis of the condition appears to be on the rise

[thegoodvybe]

[lillymill]

Flashes Of Light Her face is illuminated In Broken Images. I gradually realize that She Has Changed Into somebody who I Don’t Know. She has broken up with Her Old Self, But it is her old laugh That leaves her mouth And our friendship feels Just like yesterday.

[lovepeacemusiclife]

What i miss

You know looking back through my old photos. I did not realize how much i missed some of my friends. As we get older, we lose people in our lives. It is inevitable, but it sucks. I’ve lost friends that meant a lot to me. People do move on, but it is hard to accept that your life does not coincide with their life anymore. Best friends become friends then become acquaintances. I don’t like that. I’m sad that they are not part of my life anymore.  

[uptional]

[piracywhiskeypoetry]

'Ballade du Concours de Blois', by François Villon

I die of thirst beside the fountain I am hot as fire, I am shaking tooth on tooth In my own country I am in a distant land Beside the blazing fire I am shivering Naked as a worm, dressed like a president I laugh in tears and hope in despair I cheer up in sad hopelessness I am joyful and no pleasure is anywhere I am powerful and lack all force and strength Warmly welcomed, rejected by all. I am sure of nothing but what is uncertain Find nothing obscure but the obvious Doubt nothing but the certainties Knowledge to me is mere accident I keep winning, yet remain the loser At dawn I say ‘I bid you good night’ Lying down I am afraid of falling I am so rich I haven’t a penny I await to inherit and I am no one’s heir Warmly welcomed, rejected by all. I never work and yet I labour to acquire goods I do not want Kind words annoy me most He who speaks true deceives me worst A friend is someone who makes me think A white swan is a black raven The people who harm me think they help Lies and truth are both the same I remember everything, my mind is blank Warmly welcomed, rejected by all. Merciful Prince, may it please you to know I understand much, yet without sense or reason I am divided to all common laws What more can I do? Redeem my pawned goods again! Warmly welcomed, rejected by all.

[enemyaf]

my favorite piece of art

[mademoiselleclipon]

[nhude]