Trapped Thoughts

Lost in a world that does not exist. INFP. 22. This is just my diary. Nothing special. Welcome to my messy life.

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So, nandito na naman ako. Hello~

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Mas at peace pa rin ako magpost dito sa tumblr. 😌

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Will post all my draft post from now on. Sobrang drama.

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I am currently reading my previous posts here on tumblr. May hint talaga na kahit noon pa may parang depression na ako base sa mga posts ko. May appointment na ako sa psych on first sunday ng june pa. Pagod na ako.

[engrmessymind]

I'm back.

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Everyone knows me this way but only few knows about what I really am.

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Kung pwede lang sanang paggising ko bukas, wala na ung mga iniisip ko ngayon. Eh kaso, hindi. Andun pa din.

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Will update my profile soon. 😀

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I'm already 21 but I feel like I'm 18. Omg, why.

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Depressed as fuck. 😢

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Medyo nahihirapan na ako sa sarili ko kasi napaka roller coaster ng mood ko. 'Yung tipong masaya naman akong kasama ung kaibigan ko tapos bigla bigla na lang magshi shift ung mood ko. Bigla akong maiirita. Naiinis ako kasi wala akong magawa, un ung nararamdaman ko.

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Naalala ko mama ko kanina nung nilalagyan ko ng pulbos ung likod ko. Kasi di ba, lahat naman tayo nilalagyan ng pulbos sa likod nung bata tayo. Tapos lagi nila sinasabi na baka mapulmonya tayo ganto ganyan hahaha. Sobra kasi ‘yung pawis ko lately sa sobrang init. Wala lang. Ang hirap pala maglagay nang mag-isa mo.

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Lol

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Kwentong birthday

Birthday ko ngayon pero di na ako na excite na malapit na birthday ko nung mga nakaraang araw. Weird no?

Pag nagi-insist naman silang maghanda o kumain sa labas nagrerefuse ako. Kahit sabihin nila na special ung araw na ‘to, for me, it’s just an ordinary day. Last year, natulog lang ako nung birthday ko tapos paggising ko 14 na. Haha.

Hindi ko na matandaan kung kailan pa ako naging ganito. Ako lang ba ganto dito? Haha.

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70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

03: Do you regret anything?

04: Are you insecure?

05: What is your relationship status?

06: How do you want to die?

07: What did you last eat?

08: Played any sports?

09: Do you bite your nails?

10: When was your last physical fight?

11: Do you like someone?

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

14: Do you miss someone?

15: Have any pets?

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

18: Are you scared of spiders?

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

26: What are you craving right now?

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

30: What’s irritating you right now?

31: Does somebody love you?

32: What is your favourite color?

33: Do you have trust issues?

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

51: Favourite food?

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

54: Is cheating ever okay?

55: Are you mean?

56: How many people have you fist fought?

57: Do you believe in true love?

58: Favourite weather?

59: Do you like the snow?

60: Do you wanna get married?

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

62: What makes you happy?

63: Would you change your name?

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

[engrmessymind]

Please don't be inlove with someone else Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Tay Tay - Enchanted

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Goodbye to the girl I used to know.