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Off key...

Hoping

You'll be fine. you'll be okay. Just sucks When everytime i laugh, you'll cry But i hope you'll try I don't belong there anymore So don't make your eyes sore You'll find your happiness You just need to learn to let go of that stress I will always care I will always be there Beside you And will always hope that true happiness will find you I just wanna say thank you For giving me that everlasting love But that love won't do any good for you So might as well let it fly now like a dove.

#you

Randomsh*ts

Babalik ka na ba?... - di naman ako umalis eh.. Bakit ka nawala? - di na kasi ikaw yung kailangan ko.

#ewan

I want. Ugh!

#the1975

Last Day of 2015

What if

I always keep on thinking, what if I decided to go back? Will i regret it? Will it be better? Will i stop thinking of what ifs? Cause there is this part of me that still holds on to the past that secretly hoping and dreaming. Hoping and dreaming of things I dont understand why. Probably my heart longing for the memories. Or just memories that's hunting me. Or just new experiences that makes me miss old times. Or a lot of things. Or 6 years of memories I can't contain anymore. It's been 6 years. And it's been 2 years since the END.

#still

Don't. I know it's selfish. Just stay. I know you won't .

#selfish #dyingagain

Photographs

There are certain things that will surely open your locked mind and will make you realise that you miss everything...literally everything from your past. Even when you were just sitting in the couch staring at nothing, feeling the heat of the never ending hot weather and you asking him to get you a glass of water.

#random

Laughters do come and go just like birthdays. You've been waiting every year cause on this day... You feel so special.. Unbelievably special. But then time runs so fast and the day just go very quick. And just after the last minute of that day, you'll start waiting again for the day where you'll feel special again...🌗☀️💫 The 2nd year I've been celebrating away from my family. But the simple greetings from them made my heart leapt for joy cause they remembered. Greetings are far more special rather than gifts itself. And it would've been great if all the people i love would celebrate it with me.

#birthday2015

But a mermaid has no tears, therefore she suffers so much more. -Hans Christian Andersen

I am anxious but I can manage. I'll keep on walking and i will win this fight.

#life is strange

Step 1: Naduduwag na ko. Pero epek yan. Tiwala lang. Hindi yan. 😁

#buhay

Death

Sa totoo lang di naman nakakatakot eh. Nakakaworry lang yung mga taong iiwan mo. Masakit makita na malungkot sila dahil sayo. Tapos nakakapanghinayang lang yung mga bagay na di mo na magagawa. Mga pangarap mo at lahat ng gusto mong mangyari sa buhay mo. Wala eh. Gang dyan na lang eh. It's either nagawa mo na mission mo sa buhay or kasalanan mo din bakit napaaga pag alis mo. Tapos dito papasok yung mga thoughts na "sana". Nakakatawa. Kaso wala ng magagawa yung sana mo. Ako. I'm just hoping na "sana" okay lang ako. Ayoko pa eh. Marami pa ko gagawin. "Sana" pagbigyan ako.

#buhay

Unending

Another cause of anxiety and stress... So help me God.

#2015