Apr 24, 2022
"Because They Expect Me To Die"
My sister's talked about how a failure my other sister was to my mother
And in the heat of the moment, she said it's because of me
Because she expect me to die she didn't finish
It's for me,
That all those sacrifices they make
Is for me
Because they expect me to die
It was 8 years ago,
And I thought the burden was lifted up
But it just get deeper, heavier, and sturdier
The walls became thick
As I lay in bed
I counted how many people expect me to die that time
One.. two... three... four.... five
The numbers grew larger
It was hard to fight everyday knowing that the numbers grew larger and larger every time
I had to fight back tears
Because right now
They expect me to die
I did
