To the man who will accept these tiny little pieces..
To the man who will accept these tiny little pieces:
Hello! Sa makakabasa nito, ang swerte mo! De jk. Haha. Pretty sure you’d find me grossly kitschy, pero pagbigyan mo na ko! Birthday ko ngayon no. Huehue!
I honestly don’t know why I am writing this, but, to the man who will accept these tiny little pieces of mine, this is for you.
I’m Karen, better known as Enj by my closest friends, and one-sided friends lol. Kung bakit Enj, I’ll tell you in person na lang hahaha!
So ayun nga, I’m now 20 years old. 19 years ng lumalaban, 19 years ng nakikipagdigmaan. Ikaw ba? Ilang taon ka na? Are you happy? Are you still fighting? I hope you are and you do. Honestly speaking, I can’t say confidently that I’m the strongest woman alive at the moment haha. I still have my weaknesses, so many of them in fact. Kaya if there’s one thing that I hope to be one of your strong points, that would be it. Lumalaban. Kumakapit, despite all the odds.
It’s my birthday today. 20th birthday. And yet I have to face hell of major exams until tomorrow. Sakit no? Anyways I like it better than staying at home. I mean, I’d just probably sleep at home since I just got through the final exams so, kek.
Alam mo ba, a lot of acquaintances and friends keep on asking me why am I still single daw? Do I still have feelings for my ex (no worries I’ll tell you about him if you’d ask) daw ba? It actually makes me sad that people do still think that way, I mean, sure thing I was badly hurt before, but time has already passed, wounds have already healed and things have already changed. But since some friends are too ardent about this, I guess I will make an exception today and tell you why.
By the time the universe has finally decided for us to meet (or meet again?), I want to be the best girl, the best lady, the best woman, the best bride and the best wife that you are worthy of. I want to spend these moments of mine being alone, enjoy doing things alone, get better not with anyone but myself alone, find my own dreams alone, reach those personal dreams alone and become the best and perfect woman for you along the way.
Kaya future ko, will you take care of yourself for me please? I am in pain right now. In pain of being alone. Struggling to face my battles alone. Overcoming my fears and shortcomings alone. But I am strong. I can’t confidently say that I am definitely the strongest, but I’ve already got past through the 19 years of fighting alone. And I will continue to do so. Hope that you are and you do too. Wherever you might be right now, please hold on. We’re both coming on each other’s way. Wag mo ko lalagpasan ha? Hahaha.
Hi! To the man who will accept these tiny little pieces, how are you doing today? Are you happy? Smile ka lang ha. Dadating din ako. Magkikita din tayo. See you soon!