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hi im enoch (he/him), im an artist and musician in my 20s (2002)

my work is intended for mature audiences, 16+ but pref 18+

i have alot of interests but my main are history and Catholicism (just the vibes I dont practice anymore lol)

i have adhd (amongst other things) so if i said i would do something but then i didnt, i was lying i just forgot or lost energy 💔

I draw using Clip Studio Paint and I make music in Logic Pro 11

Tags:

#my ocs , #my art , #ask — self explanatory

#goffs ocs — my anthology series which unfortunately has kept its placeholder name titled "goffstown", which you can find the characters here. it spans across four parts (which i call books, theyre not actual books), but ill primarily talk about book one [1789] and book two [1855] (this is the one with that priest 😁)

#botl ocs — full name “blood of the lamb”, my other main oc story based around the former convict anton morgenstern having a dubious homoerotic relationship with his confessor and archbishop of cologne, michael engelbert

#nsft — not safe for timeline. nothing insanely graphic, but just in case people dont want to see shirtless men or sex jokes and theyll be under 'read mores' anyway

Socials

YouTube

Toyhouse

Bluesky (barely use lowk)

My reblog sideblog

#pinned #humiliating making pinned posts. yeah heres my pronouns and my links i guess

i rted it a bit on my twt but have you guys seen the shitshow that is the maghni situation. and i fear i may have had a part in it blowing up

#.txt #very long tldr ive always been pushing my friend who fucki ng lost $500 to that bs to keep spamming it on twitter #and then a bigger person in the vocatwt space saw my friends posts and made an open letter and well #if i had a nickle for every time i kinda sparked big drama in the vocatwt sphere (& not being the instigator) id have 2 #i think the only reason maghni started doing a merch shipment spreadsheet (they never update) is cuz i kept getting my friend to prod them #also ill delete this later #ive been so busy this past week ive just been hearing shit second hand cuz ive been driving so much

hc lore when👁️ or is it up to interpritation i'm really curious

the lore can be whatever you want it to be. it was originally about my horrible time in a psychiatric unit but i don't mind at all if people have their own interpretations. also i love the art too thank you

#ask

Hello, dad! How are you?

the usual. cooking on my grill with the boys and drinking beer and driving circles in parking lots with our F150s

#ask #anon #serious answer: im doing good im just chilling with friends #[looking over at the magni stuff] hey what’s that over there

i noticed that 'problematic one' is remadeing but u used different singers... I want to know why you did it.

i've switched over to only using synthv now because i'm on MacOS and vocaloid is just kind of a pain to use. a little added fact, the voicebanks im using for the remake are yi xi and xuan yu :]

#ask #ive gotten alot better at tuning im sure vocaloid wouldnt be that awful to use now #alas i cant really use any of the voicebanks i want due to os restrictions and im not smart enough to figure out virtual machines #however i dont wanna relearn xsampa. i already know IPA and arpa i cant learn another phoneme system

Favourite guffstown character?

Also i would love funfacts about auggie and the undertaker (still cant remember their name)

fav char is by far blaine. he has so much favouritism its dire

and facts abt augustus and florian... i get so hesitant sharing facts cuz i always end up changing shit & dont wanna constantly contradict myself, but a fun dynamic i have for those two augustus tries to talk to florian (whose english isnt good) in really shitass german he learned from his adopted dad which just pisses off the mortician and leaves him more confused. individual facts, florian really likes botany and augustus is missing some of his more front teeth

#ask #anon #my ocs #these mightve been facts already on their profiles but lowkey im too tired to check #istill need to make proper introductory posts for my ocs but honk shoooo honk shoooo

soon it's going to be your 10th anniversary as a vocal synth producer

ouuh. dont say that. im gonna feel so old...

#ask #anon #i cant remember the specific date but i remember its around 9/11 because of course that date shapes my life #multilayered joke for those who know me

working on some pride month drawings & slowly chugging along at PV art. heres some blaine tomolife gifs

#gif #and i need to make like oc introduction posts so i can posts other drawings ive done of them #but i get torn between wanting to focus on ocs or focus on music. then gets nothing done LMAO #youll just have to deal with me being chronically tired and making low effort posts and pvs that might be boring af. its that or nothing

got pissed off so i drew blaine working customer service

#my art #my ocs #being haunted by a demon and its name is adhd

anywaysss just a reminder im gonna be posting work thats intended for more maturer audiences, 16+ but preferably 18+. nothing really explicit but im just giving that heads up

#txt #unfollow at your own discretion. ill probably soft anyone under 16 interacting with my stuff if its displayed in their bio #idk just dont be shocked if i started uploading (tagged) suggestive art of weird men 😭#i get worried abt crossing ppls boundaries but youre following me so you decide what you see #I SWEAR ILL POST AGAIN i keep fucking. getting sick or chronic illness flare-ups or life shenanigans happen

sigh i was gonna be so productive this month then BAM tomodachi life released BAM tooth infection so bad i feel like i have the flu

#i feel like im being strapped to a table and flogged #i also started a new wip instead of working on finishing the 20 other songs i have

Hi enoch.

I am your fan from Chinese, And I have liked your music since "problematic one".

For me, visiting youtube can't always enjoy your music. So, I want to ask you if you can get the authorization to reprint your music to bilibili (a famous video website in China).

I hope your music can be loved by more and more people, and I will always love your music.

yes of course!! i'll upload my future releases to bilibili. as for right now, anyone can reprint the music currently available on my channel, i don't mind

#ask #anon #sorry i took a sec to respond i had it typed up i just. forgot to hit send

Openshot is free and open source if you need a video editor rec

ohhh thank you... notes

#ask #anon #praying it runs good and also is easy to use. i really just need a video editor thats like capcut but Isnt Capcut #would you forgive me for making the most boring shit ass PVs cuz i just hate doing them

Can I expect you to resume updating on youtube? I really need your music🥲🥲🥲🥺🥺🥺

yes. no guarantee when but i would like to upload at least Once this year

#ask #anon #trying to find a video editor that works on mac and doesnt suck and doesnt cost 20 million dollars has been a nightmare #i also just suck at staying motivated graahhhh

i love your music, And I am waiting for your update a lot of time.

The last time you updated on youtube was two years ago. Excuse me, did you temporarily stop music production for some reason (no matter what), or did you change your platform or stop publishing it on your personal channel?

short answer: i kinda went insane for a few years but im getting back on the bandwagon again ^^

long answer: lost motivation from untreated ADHD, then when i was on stimulants, untreated AVPD made me scared to post publicly (i was also spending way more time getting better at music). also that borderline abusive environment i was in for a few years i mentioned made me terrified at the concept of anybody viewing my work.

i guess on a positive note it did allow me to practice music more and actually have the mental bandwidth to understand music theory. i think ive gotten alot better. ill post a little compilation video later showing my current projects

#ask #anon #i wouldnt necessarily say im good cuz chronic illness + abusive envoriment + adhd still kicks my ass #but im definitely better compared to 2023-25 LMAO #former roommate yk who had me so stressed i was having sycope episodes almost every day last year & would be frozen like a statue for hours #i spend most of my limited energy working on ocs honestly... i dont post abt them much bc im still a little scared but im working on that

i'm genuinely curious :'

what did your publicly unavailable songs sound like?

bad

#ask #anon #just imagine default musescore or mixcraft instruments unmixed and izotope playing at all times #debating posting a compilation of all my current wips cuz idfk when im gonna publish music next

Do you have any fun projects you’re working on rn?

ive probably shared this sheet before but idr the last update

can you tell what process i do not enjoy

#ask #anon #not all of these are original a minority in fact are #but i hope you will enjoy regardless lmao #GOD WILLING I FINISH A FUCKING PV

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