The truth was, Pyxis prayed to Lilith every night. She made offerings both animal and her own blood. From what she understood, Lilith was the only female goddess who actually did something with her powers. Lilith gave the fae the gift of strength through the blood in their veins. It was the Fae that decided to be barbaric and sacrifice humans. Pyxis was tired of people talking to her as if she knew nothing of the world. She knew of the people in the world and what they were capable of, followers of Iwan or Lilith or not. Pyxisâ anger bubbled up in her, with fingers burning to let her magic out. But she balled them and placed them behind her back.Â
âYou know the foxes taught me other things besides being a savage, bloodthirsty warrior who lives with the rats. But even if you think Lilith is a monster, there were nights where she was the only one I could talk to. I have known blood all my life. My hands bled when I was in the circus as a performer. I bled when men decided my body belonged to them!! I bleed in the arena! Blood is my power, and you donât get to decide how I use my magic. So go if youâre so scared or if you look down on me. Iâm used to it.â She uttered, her voice filled with spite and bite. She thought Effie was different, but really she was just another fancy fae who thought she was better than her. With fists still burning, she quickly spun and grabbed thin, leather armor for their training, and tossed it at Effieâs feet. It was complicated armor with many straps, that were only suitable for hand to hand combat. Pyxis, still fuming from the insult on Lilith, decided to cool off before training Effie. After all, she didnât want to hurt her. Pyxis pointed to the armor. âPut that on, and lose the dress. I have some fighting clothing in that trunk.â She pointed to an old trunk, a storage Pyxis hadnât opened in centuries. Yes, the form-fitting cotton and leather suit was in the trunk, but so were old letters that were never opened. Letters from other Foxes looking for her and a letter titled âTo My Daughterâ. Pyxis had always believed she was alone in the world, but turned out everyone was looking for her. Inside the trunk was also a patch with a fox on it, and old mementos such as her old performing costume from the circus and her jeweled hairpieces. There were even dancing books, but never read. She simply followed the pictures. Pyxis walked out of her tree bungalow and grabbed the vine theyâd rode up. âMeet me in five minutes.âÂ
With that, she cooly dropped down, and when she landed, the vine returned. Down below, away from Effieâs ears, she growled and swung her arms back, sending a wave of energy flying from herself. Along with it, a low pitched frequency that shook the ground slightly. She paced back and forth, trying to cool off, but still, her hands were like hot coals. Stonehard and hot. She pulled out her blade, and knicked her pointer finger, letting a droplet of blood fall over her palm. She smeared the blood over her hands and could feel the power in her extend like swords. She punched a tree and gasped at the large indent her fist had left. But her hands no longer burned, and she felt better. She sat on the grass and felt the energy of the forest enter her body. She meditated like this until Effie returned to her.Â
Before Effie could respond, her blood boiling, Pyxis dropped the armor at her feet. Right. She was here to train, not to argue. âI donât look down on you, I only...â Why did words escape her at the least opportune moments? Why did the first friendly face away from home have to belong to a blood mage, and a Lilith-worshiper at that? An ugly knot formed in her stomach as she picked up the armor and watched as Pyxis descended from the tree house. âGoddess, guide my mind and my tongue,â she murmured, kneeling down to dig through the old trunk. A myriad of colored fabrics, pieces of parchment, and books met her eye in the dim candlelight, followed by the musty scent of old mementos. Effie couldnât help but look through them quickly, starting with the elaborate clothing. They appeared to be costumes unlike anything a Fox Clan member would wear, but the colors didnât quite match the Seelie pastels that were so popular in court. She ran her fingers along the fabric and marveled at the craftsmanship before setting the costume down. If she took too long, Pyxis would wonder, and she most likely hated Effie already.
Effie pulled out a brown shirt and pants that more closely matched the Fox Clan wardrobe, tossed her dress aside, and put them on, followed by the armor. She turned this way and that, attempting to adjust the straps and hoping she had done so properly. Sheâd never worn armor before, and even though it wasnât the plate armor that knights wore, it still slowed her down. She could hear Pyxis grunting and the sound of a tree cracking down on the ground. âExcellent,â she muttered. âIâve pissed off the girl whoâs about to be swinging a weapon at me.â
As Effie descended from the tree house and landed on the soft ground, she adjusted her armor, feeling terribly awkward in pants. They offered more movement, but she blushed at the thought of Pyxis seeing the outline of her thin legs. âWhat do you think? I know Iâve put it on wrong, somehow,â she said, giving an awkward turn.