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searching for the soul i found in you PENNED BY CINA

[fyiaskmeme]

Deep Asks

If today were the last day of your life, would you want to do what you’re about to do today?

What worries you the most about the future?

Are you holding onto something that you need to let go of?

If you had a friend that spoke to you in the same way that you speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend?

What is the differcne between loving and existing?

If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always afraid to make a mistake?

What impact do you want to leave on the world?

Is it out of reach or have you just not stretched yourself far enough?

In the haste of our daily lives, what are we not seeing?

If life is short, we do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do?

If you looked into the heart of your enemy what do you think you would fine that is different than in yours?

“Life is to short to ___ “ finish it

Why do you matter?

How many of your friends would you trust with your life

Are you happy with yourself?

What is one fear that you know is holding you back?

What have you done that you’re not proud of?

When did you not speak up, when you should have?

What do you wish you didn’t know?

What have you given up on?

What big lesson could people learn from your life?

What has been seizing your happiness?

What is worse than death?

What is your self conscious guilty about?

Are people born good or evil?

Is it “Innocent until proven guilty” or “Guilty until proven innocent”?

What’s the biggest lie you tell others

Do you believe in heaven and hell?

I’d love at first sight real? Why or why not?

If you had the option to know the date and circumstance, would you?

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CLOSED STARTER FOR @berryxdwellers​ ( ft. ERIC )

The ER is a quiet place in unholy hours, little to no accidents usually happen at these times. Yawns were expelled by a few of the staff that’s on duty, another group checks for supplies if they were ever available. It almost looked like it was a ghost town. His own heavy eyes commenced it’s early course of slumber due to merely nothing to do as of the moment. Wanting to combat his drowsiness, he starts a conversation with the other hoping it would help him at the least.      “    So it gets a little quiet here at this time, don’t you think ?   It’s peculiar for an ER to be this quiet, from where I’m from... At these times, there’s usually an influx of patients coming in... You are Dr. Eric, I presume ?   ” 

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CLOSED STARTER FOR @berryxdwellers​ ( ft. ELODIE )

As a curator of an art museum, her daily includes pinning canvases of differing artist as well as sculpted figures to be displayed in such a way fits the essence of it’s own story, scouting artists for the season and to plan out a whole theme for an exhibition, storing and restoring art in it’s original form. All in which she was driven into this industry, as an artist who showcases artist. Viewing over a her approved list, as handpicked by her boss, she looks over who’s first in line. Scribbled in her most proper handwriting, a name reads as Elodie Chapman. Naomi began to dial her number as inscribed just below the artist’s name, waiting for an answer.   “  Uhm, hi. This is Naomi from The Metropolitan Museum of Art. Is this Elodie Chapman ?     May we discuss this matter in person, in which you are free in a proper meeting place ?  ”

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berryxdwellers :

Robert glanced over at the other when she started talking and he had to laugh. “What about decorating the tree? Making cookies? Putting up those twinkly lights… wrapping presents, it’s the best, right? I love it all. What’s your favorite Christmas song?” he asked, leaning back on teh bench and draping his arm along the back. He really did love the holidays, all of them, and he’d often be found wearing antlers or a santa hat. Ugly sweaters? Yep, he had those, too. 

“ Yes ! Exactly ! ”   Her child-like features lit up, knowing a stranger agrees over her sentiments. Being able to experience what it’s like to celebrate Christmas in a different place, it always varies in the festivities they celebrate. Although from what she had adapted to, she thinks an American Christmas was more exciting than her home can provide.    “  It’s got to be Silent Night !    There’s just something cozy about that soulful tune that I can’t seem to stop singing. I love it !   How about you ?   ”

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trcnscends :

“Really?” Harper scrunched her brows and took a look around her surroundings. In her honest opinion, Stonehill was developed enough. Do too much and they would end up looking like a circus of a city. “Well, if you’re looking for scenery, we have that here.” She told him with a gentle smile. “It’s awesome. I love it there. Having beaches is an added bonus. We only have a man-made one.–Well, if we’re talking about heat, it’s dry here seeing as we’re in the desert, but you get used to it.”

“ Perhaps I haven’t been to the best part of the city... What do I know ?    I just arrived. ”     Gauging at her reaction, he might be wrong as he’s not been anywhere else other than the airport. If he could befriend her enough, she might just get him to places.    “ Well I came here for work, kind of lost at the moment.  ”      As she exchanged the same love for his country, he can’t help but smile a little. There’s always a difference between places, which makes a place unique, though his bad habits of comparing places may have lead too far.      “ Huh. At least the weather’s similar. Pray tell more about this place, I might just like it here. ”

[dazzlingkai]

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[narsila]

Teresa Palmer photographed by Derek Henderson for Elle Australia (February 2016)

[gunnarstahl]

“There’s a lot I have to give for Superman yet. A lot of storytelling to do. A lot of real, true depths to the honesty of the character I want to get into. I want to reflect the comic books. That’s important to me. There’s a lot of justice to be done for Superman.“ — Henry Cavill, Men’s Health Magazine.

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moved through here @zoeygofstonehillrp​

zoeygofstonehillrp :

“It’s worth a shot with us, I offer private lessons and we teach all types. My focus is ballroom and ballet, my friend Jordan focuses on hip hop. That’s beautiful music, did you write it? We are looking for a musician to play original music for the classes.” She said offering a kind smile. “I’m Zoey.” She offers a hand to her.

“ It really sounds tempting... When do you usually have classes on ? ”   She admits, her burning desire wanted to sign herself for free lessons, but would it be worth her time since she’s already have plenty on her plate. Need more music to write.   “ Oh, uh, thank you... Yes, but it’s not done yet. And about needing a musician ?    I’m also not sure about that. Say if you give me your number, I’ll let you know ?  ”   She was surprised by her sudden offer. If it was easier for her to free up a schedule, she can voluntarily accept her offer.   “ I’m Yuna, but they call me Gabby as my English name. ” 

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thomaswilliamxaevier :

Thomas had been walking by when he heard the excited exclamation of the holidays from a stranger. He groaned a little too loudly. Holidays weren’t his thing anymore. Perhaps they never truly were. His childhood wasn’t the best, and he had few friends in his adolescent years. High school was probably the only time where he gotten into the Christmas spirit. A brief four years. “It’s not even December yet…” He muttered in response to her statement. 

She didn’t expect someone who would respond to her, turning to see who would have been the Grinch in her small enthusiasm for the holidays. She wouldn’t try to know or would force his reason, but if she could influence him into liking the holidays, she would try.   “ Well, December is in a few days and I’m practically sure everyone is as excited as I am, seeing as they’re starting to set up their decor... No need to be all grumpy. It’s not good for the holidays, Mister. ”

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Do I Know You?

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trcnscends :

“Me? When did I do that?” Mia asked, biting on her lower lip to stop herself from smiling too brightly. Did she flirt? She didn’t think that she had done that. But it was a possibility seeing as she was so easily charmed by the man. “Oh God, I’m sure no one is swooning over me. You’re just trying to make me blush.” Her cheeks were bright red by now, she was sure of it. She forced herself to look away for a moment to compose herself before addressing him once again. “Orthopedics. That’s a bone Doctor, right?” She asked, needing confirmation. “I’m sure you’re a great one. Probably charming all the old ladies too.” This time around, she really did flirt shamelessly, and she didn’t care that she just did it either. 

He smiles, felt as if he was outsmarted; suppression as what he thought just to get her way, although he was certain he heard her right.   “ Hm... ”    Assessing if she was telling the truth, his marbles staring intently into hers within mere inches away, trying to find the truth into the web of her iris. Took way longer than he expected. Later, he pulled away from their distance meant, however his eyes never left her gazing.   “ You banter quite adorably. ”    He comments, a smirk laid on two petals. If she ever denied, it would have only made him do more advances on her. Not that he wouldn’t if she would admit, but it gave him a sense of a challenge to decipher her which she already so subtly captured his heart.    “ It would be a joke if I’m the only one who has ever told you that. C’mon, being in pageant must’ve given you heaps of admirers. If I’ve only seen you in action, I wouldn’t be different from them. ”    He humbled himself as not to feel proud of in front of a stranger, now acquainted. He was sure there was more compliments he could give her, but now’s not the proper time. They’ve only spoke for a few exchanges for awhile, and he knew she was clever enough to have preferred someone who had complimented her brain as well.    “ I do surgery mostly. Hip replacements, fixing fractures. ”    And charming as she already was, he chuckles on how true has she said it, which is why more females of the elderly bracket had most of his patients.    “ I’m amazed how you got that right... They’ve always come running for me for hip replacements. ” 

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dicmonddew :

     she crouched awkwardly, trying to gauge the situation and see if the other wouldn’t take to her kindly. but there was a moment of confusion that passed onto his expression and his stumble for words made it seem like it was okay after all. he gingerly took her paper, and she could only watch ( she really tried her best just to watch as to not agitate the other ) as he looked at the paper that she had made him get. she hoped that he didn’t read it and she was more than relieved when he had given her paper back without question. she could only smile and nod at his words, her fingers grazing the paper before grasping it tight, not allowing it to fly away again. the female was supposed to say her appreciation for his help, but mostly for not getting mad at her, but he had cut her to the chase and he has spoken before her.  ❝ oh, this? ❞ she motions towards her paper and chuckles nervously.  ❝ it’s nothing… it’s just a bunch of words together. i doubt it would even make it in print. ❞ the other admitted, a small but downwards smile playing on her lips as she had felt insecure towards her writing.  

 “  I see... ”   He nods in acceptance, not that it concerns her for his own opinion to be valued; her to have pushed through her writing to be in print. Although, he could tell just by a sights that it would have sparked interests to others.   “ I suppose you’re a hobbyist ?  ”    His attention completely snatched, curiosity becomes him. He was supposed to be in deep slumber by now, but that’s long gone now. Maybe when his curiosity is satiated.   “ But what is it about, if you don’t mind me asking... Or are you the type to kept it secret for your life unless it’s done and ready to be disclosed ?  ”

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evphcric

          It’s funny how her old friend so easily recalls every single memory he had with her. That meant that after all those years of not being able to see nor hear from each other, they treasured each other’s friendship. The memories brings her to laugh, nodding whenever he reminds her of the stuffs they did.   “   Yeah, I remember those well  !!  Our eommas would spank us for trying to run away from them whenever we want to keep playing. The showers were our greatest enemy. Because then that would mean that playtime is over and it’s time for you to go home.   ”   A playful pout forms on her lips at the thought, shaking her head slowly.   “   My eomma would still spank me up to this day for all the crazy antics I do. I guess I never stop being a naughty daughter. Looking at you now, you seem like you’ve matured enough a whole lot. Can’t relate. I might be stuck in time.   ”   Giggling, the waiter serves them a drink, taking it from its tray to take a sip on it slowly. She hasn’t realized that despite being happy to see her friend again, she was actually nervous. Not very obvious because she tries to hide everything through laughter— but that nervousness actually made her throat and lips dry. Glad the other didn’t notice.   “   If I have received them, I would have answered back. Sadly, I didn’t. And I feel like I missed a lot on your life. Like you missed a lot on my life.   ”   A deep sigh eludes her lips, not a moment later, she feels heat coursing through her cheeks at his words, causing her eyes to go wide.   “   Wow. I must have leveled up a lot for you to hit on me. I’m so flattered to think you’re attracted to me.   ”

He sighs as he intently listen to the memories they once shared, full of joy and laughter as they reminisced their childish ways.    “ Ahh. Those were really the days. We were too young to ever think of responsibilities back then. And who says you haven’t matured ?    You’re right. I’m pretty sure you’re Sunny. Stuck in time. ”   Sarcasm drips, but playful than it seems. Just like the old times, whilst trying to hold his laughter. Still, he is in awe at how change becomes her; better looking, more matured than she was before. Although, hoping she wasn’t too different than the Sunny that he used to know. When drinks were delivered to them, he could already sense her nervousness -- the way how desperately she drinks and the nervous laughter expels. He tries to asses her, clueless of what could be the cause, but instead he wouldn’t push questions as long as she could relieve on her own. Upon knowing how she never received any of his letters, his features changed drastically into an obvious despair. All of his feelings poured out into written letters only to be neglected felt like he was pulled back to square one. If he could ask all the reasons, he would have but it seems she was oblivious of it all. Instead, he sighs alongside shook the fact, and focused in the now, which is already an opportunity for him to make it up to her after all those years.    “ It’s okay. Some of it are all childish and immature. It’s all jokes. Nothing much important for you to read. ”    He counters, a masked smile passed across his features. Later, he found an obvious tint of her cheeks, might have gone further than he had said, fully meant than he originally thought.    “ I truly didn’t know after you threw your arms on me and called me by my name. And that’s a fact. You are attractive. Even before. ”

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firetoashers :

“You were being a dash Darcy I’m afraid, darling.” Asher replied in the best British accent he could muster, which was by no means impressive. “Don’t worry about it, man. I’m pulling your leg. It’s actually really charming, I feel like I’m having a conversation over tea in Downton Abbey every time we talk.” He exited the video-game screen and rubbed his eyes, yawning quietly against the phone. “What about you, do you need a milkshake? I could bring you some food and in exchange you should let me play with your stethoscope. I wanna hear my own heart.”

Amused with his impression of a British accent, he nods in complete awe as if it was the first time.   “ Well, consider yourself lucky for having me to take you to England for just awhile. ”   He uttered, slightly feeling proud of the fact, but would have burst out laughing how ridiculous that sounded. Looking at the time of how late it is, he wonders if it was still okay for him to deliver at this time around.   “ I was hoping to just talk, but since you’re asking, just the usual black coffee is enough. I’ll pay you back once you’ve arrived. ” 

[itslikeadejavvu]

170119 Lee Sung Kyung for Elle Korea February Issue

[zoey-goldstein]

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zoeygofstonehillrp :

Zoey was wandering the park holding flyers for her studio. She was dressed in a skirt and fitted top as she walked around and approached the person on the bench. “Excuse me, I run the studio, Goldstein Dance Studio, we are open to all ages and levels. Would I interest you in a free lesson?” She asked curiously.

@stonehill-starters

Sitting on the benches, phone in hand, her mind focused on tinkering musical notes -- singing a few as she arranged a piece that’s due in a few hours. Interrupted suddenly by a stranger, her attention onto the other.    “ A free dance lesson ? ”   Her hazel hues sparked with interests, wanting to take the offer, but would feel embarrassed to go on alone. She had always found dancing fascinating, but would failed to have even tried. Gabby, the two-left feet dancer, who’s ever frustrated, turns to her fingers who fiddles through instruments instead.   “ I-I’m not sure... I don’t know... I mean I tried, but it’s just not for me.”

[eqcivxcal]

“ November is ending and it’s becoming colder day by day, which means more sweaters !   Caroling !   Candy Cane Hot Cocoa too !   ”    She sighs in contentment, features brighten as she thought of the holidays that are fast approaching.                               @stonehill-starters​