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Just some midweek rambling

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Just a short brain dump

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Heart Ablation - In a split second, devastation Crashed inside my chest Faced with stabbing revelation I was not the best A sight and mind implication Where the surge did crest Flooding out my aspiration From my heart it wrest It shook me to my foundation As a cave in pressed Creation of my damnation The stony tomb dressed I sunk into the narration Feeling far from blessed Entering soul dripped sedation Love’s made me a jest - #instapoet #poets #writerscommunity #equindragon #horsewyrm #capecoral #fortmyers #lehighacres (at Rack'em Spirits & Times) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cd2HU0QMwYo/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Heart and sleeves and all that jazz… - I Think She May Not Know It - I think she may not know it She is light before the dawn The glow before the sunrise Where sight is always drawn I think she may not know it She’s the breath upon the day Filling the lungs, mind and heart Keeping the blues at bay I think she may not know it She’s the glow before night Last thing on the conscious mind Before my dreams take flight I think she may not know it That I am in her grasp Wanting nothing more than this A life where our hands clasp I think she may not know it But should I tell her so? Anywhere her heart may lead That’s where I want to go… (at Cape Coral, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CduK3bLsk92/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Because I don’t write about love as much as I should… - I Believe I believe in pulsing glows Ringing from a soul Glowing outward from within In a gentle roll I believe in gentle grace Holding heart in awe Nurtured caring running free Natural and so raw I believe in selfless thoughts Giving ‘til the end A circuit that’s unbroken Making life transcend I believe in sets of three Like faith, hope and love I believe in loving you Angel from above - #instapoet #poets #writerscommunity #equindragon #horsewyrm #capecoral #fortmyers #lehighacres (at Cape Coral, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdoX0Xep9GV/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Another before I sleep piece…. - I hold strong with heart abloom Seeking sun and light Still along evening’s gloom I bloom in the night Planted still I’m loath to move Lest I miss the day Planted senseless and scented Praying for love’s play It has been the longest wait Through the summer dew While the winter of my life Looms large into view Trepidation on the rise Anxiously I grew Wrinkled leaves a common sight Dropping to a few My petals losing luster Though I beg them stay Giving all I can muster Still they go away Holding pose upward I face Stubborn in my fight Latching steadfast onto grace Facing winter’s bite (at Cape Coral, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdhmGfeMkmi/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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More of a random brain dump than anything… - Bipedal at the border Of the crush-less land It drops me onto my knees Crawling leg to hand I pursued love with vigor Til lack stopped me cold The confidence I once had Played its hand til fold To crush and to be crush-less Any way it goes It’s a danger to the heart Kills its beating flows To want and be unwanted Seems I’m to blame Persona must be garbage Both ways read the same So slopping through I crawl on Emptily along My want and lack surrounding me Heart song sounding wrong https://www.instagram.com/p/CdcLi2vMoQ4/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Before I sleep…. - Black as silk the cloth descends Covering all sight Locking out the rays of light Beckoning the night The color dies, in a rush Melting to a dot It’s white, gray, then decay Degrade into rot… Thoughts appear in absent stare Sprouting from the mind On spreading blooming wedges Oranges from the rind Then with light the thoughts ignite Blazing like the sun And though they spark in billions You, you are the one A nova above the rest Holding all I see In this moment there’s oneness You alone with me In you I find my solace In this dreaming haze On my knees I worship you Offer you my praise Give it all and give some more Feelings on the rise I run myself in circles Circling the prize Then suddenly it fades out Shifting into black Reality springs forward Yanking me right back For I am but a nothing Nothing here to see Not the he of reverie My dream dies in me So I snatch the silken cloth Covering my eyes Allowing in all the rays Allowing a dream’s demise (at Cape Coral, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdScOqnObsv/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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As seems to be the norm, as of late, before I sleep… - I spy the spark inside my heart A small electric jolt I watch it dart this loving art An iridescent bolt It jumps and thrives around it’s hive A busy happy bee So full of hope it tries to cope While fighting to be free It’s with a thrum it’s efforts hum To patter in its cage So moved with love it flits above Its wants betwixt its rage Yet still it’s trapped and fully wrapped No door from peak to floor With no escape nor hole to scrape The need becomes its war (at Cape Coral, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdM6PUeMBkg/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Before I sleep…. - Unraveling the words around my heart They slip like shiny thread Gossamer thoughts haphazardly drifting To voice what’s in my head The distinctive shapes spiral, twist and loop From thoughts to paper beds Most descending in dousing shades of black While some in bloody reds Such is the diatribe of my madness To spew from swollen cuts All the rivulets that are haunting me Developing to ruts They are raging as a bullish river Storm swollen from my soul Arising from pits of inky blackness Shining anthracite coal If only I could put pressure to it A diamond I’d behold Instead it shimmers there in lifelessness No sparkle only cold And so arises my viewpoint on love An absent fickle ghost It has left me languishing without it That which I need the most (at Cape Coral, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdHt0qWMNhv/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Just some rhyming with the always wonderful @lyricallyblue 💙 - In the field of brown and dead In lands of loveless light A gypsy rose dries and bends Beyond a lover’s sight Stem that shrivels in the cold Topped with a bleeding heart Petals fall as solemn snow Like love they do depart In the spring of angels wing Where feathered weight is bound A blossom tree shall bloom and sing With clear fluorescent sound Bespoken of a time before She’d cling to reverie With detriment still hitting floor That wept eternity For damaged heart will kink and part The avenues at hand With fervid ground on route to start This devastation planned Still the seasons ever change From birth to life to death Life in circles are the rules Renewed in every breath I’m fields of pure candescent gold With swaying crops amiss A turquoise rose shall die in vain Of other worldly bliss Her roots were barely sunken in Before the mass divide With courage braved upon her dim Abundance will collide For what is told are stories passed Yet haunted to this day Of unrequited dreams, and such That just won’t go away https://www.instagram.com/p/Cc_gn-pJY2D/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Just another lazy post. The rhymes are being elusive (at Cape Coral, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cc9bfjJMbJx/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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It’s been 4 days since I’ve last rhymed…so here… - I’ve lost the will to care Stumble try no more I’ll walk the empty hallways Passing every door Foregoing any whispers Portals may declare I wander on with purpose On without a care ‘Til I reach the chamber door Pulsing softly red I’m hiding my intentions Here to make it dead It has been a cocklebur Snagging feelings sly Gluing me to everything Even though I’m shy It’s forcing me to process Thinking ever hard All the things not meant for me Joker on my card So I’ve sought to end its rule In my numb filled haze No more shall it burden me Ache upon my days Nevermore to blossom hope In a wistful mind Or pretend of happy ends Ends that I dream kind Instead I’ll stab it reckless Puncture, pierce and bruise Wrought my wrath upon its thump Slaughter and abuse “What’s your use” I’ll scream and shout While it’s beats shall fail “You deserve what you have made” Screeched while it shall flail What’s the use of loving heart Here in rib cage cell Nowhere to give but to self Death its righteous hell (at Cape Coral, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cc6OyoOpI1t/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Just a waking but dreaming thought or something 🤷‍♂️ - I want you as my lock screen Together on the main screen Found in every photo app In gracing scenes between Foremost in my recents In phone, text and mail There upon the startup On each screen I trail Cause then I’d know you have me A you, an I, a we Looking to my surroundings You’d be the face I see Vibrance in the moment A new reality To love, cherish and hold For an eternity There it lays my highest wish Written but never spoke Here to live among my dreams But lost before I woke (at Cape Coral, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CcwdsNnMcb0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I guess I’ll call it half rhyme half prose… - I was alright before I met you I lived each day just to get through Driving the lines between ok and blue But then there was you It was beneath a quiet revelation There was a hit of salvation I crashed into a sensation One I never knew Inside a bubbling wellspring of care I found myself stuck in your stare Unable to see how I was gonna fare My soul compelling me to woo I felt an electric thunderstorm dazzle A smile that caused me to frazzle My heart threatening a full blown razzle In euphoric beating it flew With shooting and nets I put it in check Loving emotional wreck Just watching all of its spraying blood fleck While by the tenfold its love grew Overcoming all sensibility It arose with nobility Demonstrating all its humility I bows in the presence of you ~ It is here I find uncertainty It’s here I don’t know what to do I watch time slip quickly ‘round me Yet frozen by the sight of…you (at Cape Coral, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CcuHvnTsVwr/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Just a little Friday night ramblin’ - Call me the silent whisper Voice box of the heart Deep inside a hurt made void There it does depart Echoing eternity Spreading through the veins Speaking insecurity Trauma and the pains To permeate the mindset Sent in beating wave Breaking every dome made dream Quaking ‘til they cave The reverb garners chaos Order damned to hell Wishing coins just flung away Rejects of a well Yet still there is a glimmer Beckoning the soul For hope can always shimmer To make the heart whole (at Cape Coral, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CcrUE2BMBjM/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=