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I can be absolutely fine, but my body be screaming to be loved

I’m so uncomfortable in my own skin and I won’t ever be able to help that.

It’s like feeling like you aren’t good enough, but far deeper.

The way a person lets their true feelings out from anger can determine how you start to see yourself

And that also sucks

Like where does the line get drawn

When am I allowed to be okay

When do I get to continually have peace

When do I deserve to feel like I’m wanted here too

I just want a hug and to be fucking told everything is going to be okay

Because it’s really not okay to feel like this constantly every night

It hurts so much man

So fucking much

26mg of diazepam and I feel everything

The problem?

I DONT WANT TO FUCKING FEEL ANYTHING

GHOSTE IM SCREAMING OUT TO YOU WHEREVER YOU ARE PLASE COME BACK

300mg of trazodone to the dome maybe now I can get you the fuck out of my head

I don’t even remember where the fuck I got this shit from

But it tastes god awful

On the run

Some things should just get taken to the grave and never be spoken of, and death thereafter

equiteslegati

You came to me in a dream out of nowhere. I was at a store on the beaches and you were just hiding in the clothes. You jumoed out to surprise me and we wound up hanging out for the remainder of the day. It was nice. I felt.. happy., peaceful.

We didnt say much, we just dragged each other everywhere and we played. I don't know how to react to it but i woke up severely depressed. Maybe you saved me from something in my sleep, im not sure.

equiteslegati

I have had this dream so many times over and over and it hurts. You’re always finding me, why?