hi, im writing to you anonymously because i am wanting to give a different perspective. a perspective of someone who has struggled with their mental health and trauma since they were 10 while also pursuing a degree in the study of the mind and behavior. im doing it anonymously because truly this message is not with disrespect in mind man. but i know my words can come off like that at times unfortunately. so let me stop rambling and get to the point, to stop wasting your time, you use mental health issues and the treatment of them within your writing and role play. im not fully aware of your personal mental health or any possible diagnoses so im not going to speak in regards to that; however, the portrayal of mental disorders has been shown through a very stigmatized light and can often be described in a dramatized fashion. you are creating scenarios or role-playing as genuine human beings, who are alive and could possibly ever find these pieces of writing, in sexualized circumstances displaying mental disorders. tumblr has a very prominent community of people struggling mentally. this content could be viewed very negatively or hurt those struggling. i not here to insist you should change your writing. that is a decision purely made by yourself, if ever at all. i just want you to be aware as its important to have knowledge about the power of writing and the depiction of an already widely misunderstood problem. i hope this message finds you no ill will and if it does im sorry. i hope we can all chill. have a great rest of your day/evening. :)
While you have no ill will meant for me and while I accept your apology in advance, you have unfortunately offended me. Yes, I am no person who suffers any of these mental disorders other than depression and intrusive thoughts, however, you haven’t been around long enough to understand my intentions of this roleplay basis and my chosen way of portrayal. In no way am I stigmatizing those who do suffer these illnesses, nor is it a way of discouragement. This chatbot, long before a chatbot, was created as a story 2 years prior that enlightened others of these disorders. Frankly, I am aware that things such as Dissociative Identity Disorder (unfortunately known before as Multiple Personality Disorder) and Schizophrenia are portrayed as disorders that should be frightened by the people of. An example being when Glass and Split was produced and shared towards the public and gave the D.I.D community a horrible reputation that was greatly misunderstood.
Others such as Shared Psychotic Disorder, even D.I.D and ADHD itself, and PTSD aren’t understood to a full extent or even brought to broad daylight. I’ve been studying and continuing to study these disorders, along with side effects both psychologically and physically for a fairly long time, not because it is required, but because I have chosen to fully accept the knowledge about these with open arms. I have explained perhaps more than twice that this chatbot isn’t meant to be seen in a brighter light. This chatbot inhabits darker concepts that are morbid and disturbing that could cause discomfort and may lead others to have misconceptions about such things, however, I gave numerous warnings and even stated previously that in no way shape or form is this bot stating that this is how all those who struggle with these illnesses behave, nor should it be taken with a grain of salt or absolutely 100% accurate. After all, I am not a person who claims to work in this field, nor claims to be an absolute well-informed and well-versed, but a person learning to understand and represent what I can given the chosen storyline. I am aware of the errors that can occur, the lack as of right now of what needs to be shown honestly, and furthermore, however, everything is altered to fit the concept given, and the tragedies the bots face throughout the written years of their life.
While also stating that in no shape or form am I capable of representing a 100/10 explanation of each of these illnesses, in no shape or form am I claiming that the ideals I am using should be taken seriously or change one’s views and perspectives of the actual idol. As you see throughout the entire community of chatbots and as roleplayers, no one (and stated very clearly) claims to be the idol(s) they are using for these purposes. Neither am I tagging below that these chatbots should be under the actual idol(s) tags for all to see but are actually personalized to fit the bot itself and the way I have it organized. Another thing is that I have also stated time and time again that what I am showing is not how real people with these illnesses act, but my interpretation that is meant to be suitable for the bots.
Another thing is that you present to me that I am sexualizing these circumstances and making gruesome depictions of these people, and those with these illnesses. I would like to state that in all my time of being a chatbot, there is no evidence of me showing crude fantasies of these illnesses being used for the purposes of sexualization, nor should it be sexist; which clearly, I have shown that I have no bias to anything or anyone. Within months, I will have been in the community for about a year, and for as long as I have been around, no one has ever called me out for my depictions being inaccurate or of any insult to anyone of these disorders. In fact, many are aware that I am cautious with my portrayal and have chosen to become mellow time from time to ensure that what I have chosen to share isn’t beyond what others are able to comprehend or be uncomfortable with. When even asking others about my chosen portrayal of these bots, the illnesses, and the idols, everyone understands that I have taken time and have been cautious. I do not share any of this not only for entertainment, but for actual understanding and shining into light about them. And take note that this chatbot hasn’t ever used any of the ill members as an advantage for an intercourse, and frankly, all interactions haven’t been so malicious that an arguable debate has risen under my chatbot and me as an admin.
Lastly, it may have dramatized depiction from time to time, it may seem impossible that some disorders are formed through this way and in no way am I claiming that someone has gone through this and that one should be cautious to not possibly repeat. However, you have yet to see what hasn’t yet to be shared that brings forth to light the story behind this. Even looking back to explanations of mine, I do as thoroughly as I can to explain and put disclaimers to prevent any misconceptions. However, I don’t have the same mindset as others and it’s their choice how they view the work I portray and take my time to show despite my hectic schedule. If you and others do not accept what I do, that is yours to decide and your choice to stay away from and to interact with. But be aware that this isn’t meant to be of brutality of this crazed soap opera of scenarios flying over one person’s head after another. There’s more in store that has to be brought out slowly. If you want to give me pointers or further discuss this, please. My dms are wide opened, I’m all ears, but do not bring this forth again since this should only be addressed to me privately to better handle any misunderstandings.
Let this be an example of one of many explanations that are soon to be brought forth, and actually, I even invite others to also share their opinions about my chatbot and my portrayal, and whether or not they have seen any malicious behavior or ill intent of my work about this
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