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[erraticality]

hello my name is jamie ! i enjoy a terribly wide range of music, the rest of my interests are painfully inconsistent. been playing bass for about 3 years now, i meditate.

here is my letterboxd

do not expect consistency🙅🙅on anything i do. i barf out thoughts onto here

love to my dude and my friends and all my mutuals on here :^)

Music stuffs i have been too influenced by: Primus, The O, talkshow Boy, Aphex Twin, Sublime, ohGr, Pigface, Gang of Four, June of 44, Destroyer Destroyer, systemOAD, Ween, Sonic Youth, Bloodhound Gang, the Doors, retardObot, Alice in Chains, Polvo, Slint, Boards of Canada, Björk + the Sugarcubes, Autechre

games i have enjoyed playing: disco elysium, cry of fear, skyrim, tf2, who's lila?

shows and stuff: dr Katz, Mean Green Bean, 12 oz mouse, bridge kids, sleep deprived, bigtop burger, the midnight gospel, coolea, people just do nothing, nirvanna the band the show, cats does countdown, shiftless

[s0methinginthe-way]

this will always be my favorite thing in the world

[shopping4images]

Identity is cruel, you are not your flesh

[erraticality]

the road to healing is going to be a long one. stay the course. you will make it, someday !

[erraticality]

the dude started learning drums in october and can already play toxicity perfectly. alright buddy. alright i see you dude

[erraticality]

.yeah the dude affirmed that i Confuse him and need to make it more obvious when i'm about2 kiss him. but how much more obvious can i make it when i hold his face in my hands and lean in my face close to his and giggle into his cheek and pull back for a second so i can control the way my face breaks into smile before i lean in again and kiss the edge of his mouth before we actually do. dude how much more obvious can i make it bru.....this guy i swear.....ts too gay even for june

[bongjoonhoe]

Yi Yi (2000) dir. Edward Yang

[erraticality]

i feel bad for the dude sometimes cause i'll confuse him a bunch although i don't mean to. he is always there as the same accepting dude i've known him as always. sometimes i'll get all sappy and wrap my arms around his neck and look into his eyes until he gets nervous and laughs and then i'll lean in for a hug and kiss his neck and make it gay again. and sometimes i'll do everything so casually like close friends, shoulder bump him and tease until he gets a little playful mad and everything is Easy and i'll kiss his cheek and hold his hand and talk about Whatever

[erraticality]

he has made me the luckiest kid in this Flipping World

[erraticality]

every time i go on youtube or any online social media i get swarmed with flies spewing words like larp and fashion and alternative and popular all into my face over again and again. can we just live and let live. everyone has been saying the same things about stuff for years now, talking incessantly saying nothing. people will never change and the norm will repeat itself. we get stuck in a chain of buzzwords and aesthetics whatever happened to just being. you are not making difference by acknowledging it; everyone has been for a very long time, your sudden recognition does not change those facts. people will get themselves stuck in different prisons of their own minds, like i am with this post and idea, another person my age with an endless cycle of urging to appeal to ever changing, impossible standards.

i watched a friend i've known for years fall into an endless pit of consumerism, and i realize they are all of a sudden the most boring person. they change themself incredibly to fit and mold into other people's personality and lives, a dance they've perfected to garn an attention they've not had the pleasure to recognize elsewhere. i do not know them anymore and they do not know me and that is okay, we have fallen out of step and it is beginning to help me get my footing back steady again

[schlorb]

dont worry im schlorbing on

[schlimdog]

hmmmm mm What shoud i hit really hard with a baseball bat today

[schlimdog]

hey schlimsquad thanks for liking this post and to those who volunteered to get bludgeoned just letting you all know i was doeing something caled 'cosplay'ing when i made this post and mny cosplay was guy named TungTung Tung Sahur #getfucked😂

[schlimdog]

(to the tune of Black sabbath Iron Man) I am Mr Krabs, i like Spongebob he is my good frend

[erraticality]

got one pair of new jorts...this is. amoment to celebrate. my last pair of jeans are falling apart at the crotch and knees and i got them last summer ONLY dudeuuuuuuuiiioouu. shopping is crazycrazy weird. today was a very very good day because i spent the evening with my dad and we went to get icecream in our old town and took a joyride listening to blur. his new job sucks so bad but he's so good dude i don't know how he had the energy to put up with my idiotic words. i am going to miss my dad when i have to leave

[erraticality]

goodmorning, Captain !

[erraticality]

my Train

[erraticality]

he grew out the stubble on his chin and got a nasty haircut dude i love him so much he is sodoso prettym every1 at school making fun but my dude is the biggest trophy. worth beyond a whole universe to me, my dude is