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Tubes and wires cover her chest and head as she is hooked up to dozens of machines and monitors.
It's 2am and the lights are turned down in the ICU as Faye lays in a coma hooked up to all sorts of machines and monitors. Wires cover her chest and body and tubes feed and breathe for her. Her little cute hand lays beside her with a pulse ox sensor clipped to her tiny finger
A doctor works on Faye in the ICU
in ICU tubes and wires are hooked up to her
Fayes nice soft feet lay at the end of the ICU bed as a catheter tube comes out from under her gown. Her comatose body hooked up to life support machines and heart monitors
The doctor bags a girl in the ICU before connecting her to the ventilator
Injections are administered into her IV lines as she is hooked up to life support machines.
A doctor is using a ambu bag to breathe for Faye through her ET tube. Her vitals read out on the monitor as wires and electrodes cover her chest.
Faye is in ICU hooked to life support machines. Her wrists and ankles are restrained down incase of seizures she doesnt move too much. Sensors are in her little feet as a Foley cather tube runs out from under her gown
A lot of equipment and machines are hooked up to a woman in the ICU. EKG electrodes and wires are all over chest monitor her vitals. Breathing and feeding tubes from life support machines are in her. Her beautiful long brown hair lays on the ICU bed.
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The plastic wristband dug into Charlotte’s skin, a cheap, itchy loop that clashed with the Cartier stack still adorning her other arm. She twisted it, checking the time on her phone for the third time in two minutes.
"Three grand on a deposit, and I'm still waiting on sheets that feel like sandpaper," she muttered, though there was no real bite to it. She was vibrating. Not with fear—Charlotte didn't really do fear, she did adrenaline—but with the electric hum of anticipation. This was the divorce present to end all divorce presents. The ‘Fuck You’ money manifest in silicone.
The door to the pre-op bay slid open. It wasn’t a heavy wooden door; it was one of those glass-paneled sliders with the privacy curtain that never quite shut all the way. A nurse breezed in. She looked barely old enough to rent a car, maybe twenty-two, with a messy bun of blonde hair held up by a glittery claw clip that violated at least three sterile field protocols. Her badge read Mackenzie, RN.
"Alright, Charlotte," Mackenzie said, eyes scanning the iPad in her hands. She wore ceil-blue scrubs that were fitted, hugging her waist and hips in a way that hospital issue definitely wasn't supposed to. "Dr. Ellis is finishing up a rhinoplasty, she'll be down in ten. We need to get your lines in."
Charlotte grinned, leaning back against the incline of the bed, letting the hospital gown slip just enough to hint at the collarbone. "Ten minutes? Plenty of time for you to tell me if Dr. Ellis is as hot as her headshot. Be honest, Kenzie. Is she a stone-cold fox or is it just good lighting?"
Mackenzie blinked, then a smirk tugged at the corner of her mouth. She grabbed a tourniquet from the wall dispenser. "She’s very professional."
"That means she's hot but mean," Charlotte laughed, extending her left arm. "I like mean. My ex-husband was nice. Boring. I’m trading 'nice' for a pair of DDs and a new zip code."
Mackenzie tied the blue rubber strip around Charlotte’s bicep, pulling it tight. Her fingers were cool, efficient. "Big change."
"Massive. Literally." Charlotte winked. "You should think about it. You’ve got the frame for it. We could be twins."
The nurse tapped the vein in the crook of Charlotte’s elbow, ignoring the comment but blushing slightly. "Sharp scratch."
The needle slid in. Charlotte didn’t flinch. She watched the blood flash back into the chamber—dark, rich red. It fascinated her. The biology of it. She was just a machine getting a tune-up. Mackenzie taped the cannula down, securing the line with a practiced fluidity, snapping the plastic connector into place.
"Fluids running," Mackenzie said, hanging a bag of saline. "This is just for hydration. Dr. Lim will start the cocktail once we’re in the room."
"Dr. Lim. The sleep fairy." Charlotte adjusted her legs, the gown riding up high on her thighs. She had great legs, smooth and tanned from a month in Cabo post-signing. "Tell her I want the good stuff. I want to wake up thinking I’m on a yacht in the Med."
"You’ll wake up in recovery asking for apple juice," Mackenzie said dryly, unlocking the wheels of the gurney. "Let's go."
The corridor was a different world. The warmth of the pre-op bay was replaced by the aggressive, sterile chill of the surgical floor. The air conditioning hummed, a low, industrial throat-clearing sound that never stopped. They passed other bays, other flashes of vulnerability, but Charlotte focused on the ceiling tiles whipping by.
They pushed through double doors marked THEATRE 3.
It was brighter here. Aggressively bright. Two massive surgical lights hovered like UFOs over the narrow operating table. The room smelled of antiseptic and cold plastic.
Three other women were already in the room. They moved in a coordinated dance—checking monitors, opening sterile packs. They were all young, a sorority of trauma and control. One, wearing a floral surgical cap and holding a laryngoscope blade, turned.
"Charlotte? I’m Dr. Lim. Anesthesia." She had dark, sharp eyes over her mask. She didn't look like she tolerated much nonsense.
"The lady with the drugs," Charlotte said, sliding—with help from Mackenzie and a scrub tech named Sarah—from the gurney onto the narrow operating table. The table was freezing. It felt like a slab. "I’m ready for my nap."
"Scoot down for me," Dr. Lim instructed, ignoring the banter. "Head in the donut."
Charlotte shimmied down. The gel headrest was squishy, cold. She looked up. The lights were off, dark glassy eyes staring down at her.
"Okay, arms out like Jesus," Sarah said, pulling Charlotte’s arms onto the armboards. They strapped her wrists down. It was gentle, but firm. The loss of autonomy started there.
"Kinky," Charlotte murmured, looking at Sarah. Sarah, who had intricate braids tucked under her cap and lashes that nearly brushed her cheeks, just rolled her eyes and clipped the pulse oximeter onto Charlotte’s index finger.
Beep. Beep. Beep. The monitor picked up her rhythm. 80 beats per minute. A little fast. Excitement.
Dr. Ellis walked in then. The surgeon. She was tall, wearing fitted navy scrubs and specialized magnifying loupes around her neck like a futuristic necklace. She held her gloved hands up, wet with alcohol gel.
"Charlotte. Good to see you. We ready to rock?" Ellis had a voice like gravel and honey.
"Born ready, Doc. Make me iconic."
"That's the plan." Ellis nodded to Lim. "Let's fly."
Dr. Lim moved behind Charlotte’s head. A mask, clear plastic with a soft, inflated cushion rim, lowered over Charlotte’s nose and mouth.
"Big deep breaths, Charlotte. This is just oxygen for now. Fills up the tank."
Charlotte breathed. The air was dry, tasting of processed rubber. She stared up at the reflection in the surgical light. She could see her own eyes, wide, manicured. She winked at herself.
"Okay, starting the Propofol," Lim said. Her voice was softer now, coming from everywhere and nowhere. "It might burn a little in your arm. Like spicy water."
"Spicy..." Charlotte started to say spicy margarita, but the words got heavy. A cold fire shot up her left arm, hitting her shoulder, then her chest.
The room tilted. The faces of the nurses—Mackenzie, Sarah—blurred. They weren't people anymore; they were blue shapes. The beeping of the monitor slowed down, or maybe her brain did.
Beep... Beep...
"Think of somewhere nice," a voice echoed.
The yacht, Charlotte thought. The money.
Then, the black shutter slammed down.
"Patient is out. Lash reflex gone." Dr. Lim’s voice lost the bedside warmth, dropping into a flat, command tone.
The vibe in the room shifted instantly. The casual banter evaporated, replaced by the mechanical precision of the trade. Charlotte was no longer a wealthy divorcée with an attitude; she was a bag of biology, a problem to be managed.
"Suxamethonium in," Lim announced.
On the table, Charlotte’s body gave a violent, microscopic shudder—fasciculations rippling from her neck down to her toes as the paralytic agent seized every muscle fiber. She was chemically locked in. She couldn't breathe, couldn't blink, couldn't gag.
"Hand me the blade," Lim said, extending a gloved hand without looking away from the patient's mouth.
Mackenzie slapped the metal laryngoscope handle into Lim's palm. Lim used her thumb to scissor Charlotte’s jaw open. The mouth, slack and wet, gaped. Lim inserted the curved metal blade, sliding it over the tongue, sweeping the soft tissue to the left. She lifted, hard.
"Visualize cords... Grade one view," Lim muttered. "Tube."
Sarah handed over the endotracheal tube, a clear plastic snake with a cuff at the end. Lim guided it down Charlotte’s throat, past the vocal cords, into the trachea.
"Inflate."
Sarah pushed the plunger on a syringe attached to the tube’s pilot balloon. Inside Charlotte’s windpipe, the cuff inflated, sealing her lungs off from the world. Lim connected the breathing circuit.
Whoosh-hiss. Whoosh-hiss.
The ventilator took over. The chest—pale, prepped, and waiting—rose and fell with mechanical perfection.
"Tape it," Lim ordered.
Mackenzie tore strips of white athletic tape. She plastered them across Charlotte’s face—over the cheeks, wrapping around the tube, distorting the lips that had been smirking just moments ago. The tape squeezed the skin, pulling the mouth into a rictus grimace. Charlotte’s eyes were taped shut with clear plastic tegaderm to prevent corneal abrasions. She looked plastic already.
"Eyes protected. Airway secure. She's all yours, Ellis," Lim said, settling onto her stool at the head of the bed, eyes glued to the jagged lines on the monitor.
Dr. Ellis stepped up. "Prep and drape."
Sarah grabbed the sponge stick soaked in Betadine. She painted Charlotte’s chest, swirling the orange antiseptic from the collarbones down to the navel, covering the breasts, the ribs, the sternum. The smell of iodine filled the room.
Blue sterile drapes were unfurled, covering Charlotte’s face, her legs, her arms. All that remained visible was the square of orange-stained skin on her chest. The person was gone. Only the surgical site remained.
"Knife," Ellis said.
Mackenzie passed the scalpel. 10 blade.
Ellis palpated the inframammary fold on the left side. She pressed the blade down. Skin parted under the steel like wet silk. Bright red blood beaded up immediately, stark against the orange skin and blue drapes.
"Bovie," Ellis requested.
She took the electrosurgical pencil. A sharp zzzzzt sound filled the room, accompanied by a wisp of acrid smoke as she cauterized the small bleeders. The smell of burning flesh—seared meat—was faint but distinct.
"Pocket dissection," Ellis narrated for the record, using a retractor to pull the skin back. She was working aggressively, creating the space between the muscle and the breast tissue where the implant would sit. She shoved her gloved fingers in, separating tissue planes. It was violent work, manual and forceful.
"Vitals?" Ellis asked, not looking up.
"Stable," Lim replied. "BP 110 over 70. Heart rate 85."
Ellis grunted. "Okay. Let's get the sizer in."
She grabbed a test implant—a heavy, saline-filled bag—and shoved it into the pocket she’d just torn open inside Charlotte’s chest. She maneuvered it, twisting it into place.
Suddenly, the rhythmic whoosh-hiss of the ventilator changed pitch. The high-pressure alarm barked once.
Beep-Beep-Beep.
"Pressure's up," Lim said, her voice tightening. "Compliance just dropped."
"I'm nowhere near the lung," Ellis snapped, her hands still deep inside Charlotte’s chest. "I’m strictly sub-glandular."
Beep-Beep-Beep-Beep.
The heart rate monitor accelerated. 110. 120.
"Tachycardia," Lim announced, standing up. "She's reacting to something. Saturation dropping. 94... 92..."
"Is she light?" Ellis pulled her hands out of the wound, blood dripping from her gloves onto the blue drapes.
"No, she's deep. Gas is on. Muscle relaxant is on board." Lim grabbed her stethoscope, jamming the earpieces in. She moved the drapes aside to listen to the lungs.
"ETCO2 is crashing," Lim said, looking at the capnography wave. It was flattening out. "Ellis, get out of there. We have a problem."
Charlotte’s blood pressure reading on the screen cycled, the cuff pumping furiously on her arm under the drapes. It spat out a number in red.
60/40.
"Hypotension," Lim yelled. "Mackenzie, push 100 of Phenylephrine! Now!"
"Pushing," Mackenzie replied, her voice pitching up an octave.
The machine alarm became a constant, shrill trill.
"She's flushing," Sarah pointed out. "Look at her neck."
Above the drapes, where the tape held the tube in place, Charlotte’s skin was turning a violent, blotchy red.
"Anaphylaxis?" Ellis stripped her bloody gloves off. "Did she have allergies?"
"None listed!" Lim was bagging the patient manually now, squeezing the blue reservoir bag. "It’s tight. I can barely bag her. Bronchospasm. I can't get air in."
The saturation tone dropped in pitch, a lower, more ominous beep. 88%... 85%...
"I'm losing a pulse," Lim said, her eyes wide over her mask. She looked at the monitor. The green line of the ECG was becoming chaotic, jagged.
"V-Fib," Lim shouted. "She's in V-Fib! Drop the table! Start compressions! Code Blue!"
There is a specific sound a human chest makes when it is forced to act as a pump against its will. It isn’t a thud, and it isn’t a crack—it’s a wet, grinding crunch, like stepping on a carton of eggs wrapped in a wet towel.
"No pulse! I have no pulse!" Dr. Lim screamed, her voice cracking, shedding the cool, authoritative persona of the anesthesiologist like a snake shedding skin.
The sterile field was annihilated in seconds. Dr. Ellis, the surgeon who had been elbow-deep in Charlotte’s chest cavity moments ago, ripped the blue drapes away. The illusion of the surgical theater—the neat square of orange skin, the hidden face—vanished. Charlotte was suddenly, violently exposed. Naked, painted orange, with a gaping, oozing incision under her left breast that was no longer bleeding because her heart had stopped pushing blood to it.
"Sarah, start compressions! Now!" Ellis barked, backing away to grab the crash cart being wheeled in by a terrifyingly pale Mackenzie.
Sarah, the scrub tech with the intricate braids, didn't hesitate. She was small, maybe five-foot-two. To get leverage, she had to climb onto the narrow operating table, straddling Charlotte’s hips. Her sterile gown was smeared with Betadine as she interlaced her fingers over Charlotte’s sternum.
Crunch.
The first compression broke two ribs. Charlotte’s body, slack and heavy, jerked into the mattress.
"Harder! Deeper!" Lim commanded from the head of the bed. She had disconnected the ventilator circuit and was squeezing the blue ambu-bag with both hands, sweat beading on her forehead. "I can't get air in! The resistance is insane. She's clamped shut."
Sarah threw her entire body weight into the strokes. One, two, three, four. With each thrust, Charlotte’s head bobbed listlessly against the pillow, her taped-shut eyes vibrating with the violence of the motion. The expensive blonde highlights were matted with sweat and the clear lubricant form the eye tape.
"Mackenzie, pads!" Ellis shouted.
Mackenzie ripped the foil packet open with her teeth. She slapped the large, sticky defibrillator pads onto Charlotte’s skin—one on the upper right chest, right over the collarbone Charlotte had been admiring earlier, and one on the lower left ribcage.
"Analyzing rhythm," the defibrillator’s robotic voice droned, a chilling counterpoint to the human panic in the room.
"Stop compressions!"
Sarah froze, hovering over the chest, panting. Her hands were shaking. On the monitor, the line was a chaotic, squiggly mess. Coarse Ventricular Fibrillation. The heart was just quivering, a bag of worms.
"Shock advised. Charging to 200 Joules."
The capacitor whined, a high-pitched ascendency that hurt the ears.
"Clear!" Ellis yelled. "Everybody off!"
Sarah jumped back. Lim lifted her hands from the airway. Charlotte lay there, alone on the table, her chest sliced open, her skin mottled.
THUNK.
The body arched. It wasn't a movie jump; it was a tetanic seizure of every muscle group. Her back bowed off the table, her heels slamming down. The smell of ozone and singed hair filled the small room instantly.
"Resume compressions!"
Sarah dove back in. Pump. Pump. Pump. Pump.
"Mackenzie, give me a milligram of Epi, and get the LUCAS," Ellis ordered. She was checking the femoral pulse in the groin, her fingers pressing deep into the soft flesh of Charlotte’s thigh. "Nothing. I’m feeling nothing with compressions. Sarah, you’re fatiguing. Swap out."
"I’m good, I’m good," Sarah gasped, but her rhythm was slipping.
"Swap!"
Mackenzie, having slammed the syringe of adrenaline into the IV port, ran to the corner and grabbed the LUCAS device. It was a yellow plastic backboard and a heavy mechanical piston arm—a robot designed to crush chests with perfect mathematical consistency.
"Lift!" Ellis commanded.
They hauled Charlotte’s limp upper body up by the shoulders. Her head lolled back, the endotracheal tube twisting dangerously. Mackenzie slid the yellow board under her back. They snapped the top part of the machine over her chest.
"Aligning suction cup," Mackenzie muttered, her hands slick with sweat and the saline that had dripped from the IV lines. She lowered the piston until the suction cup adhered to the center of Charlotte’s chest, right between her breasts, inches from the open surgical wound.
"Active!"
The machine roared to life. THUMP-hiss. THUMP-hiss. THUMP-hiss.
It was brutal. The piston drove down two inches into the chest wall, then retracted, pulling the chest back up with the suction cup to force the heart to refill. It didn't get tired. It didn't care about ribs. It pounded Charlotte’s torso with a mechanical violence that shook the entire operating table.
"Epi is in," Mackenzie called out. "Two minutes on the clock."
Dr. Lim was struggling at the head. "I’m getting vomit in the tube! She’s regurgitating around the cuff. I need suction!"
The pressure in Charlotte’s stomach, compounded by the mechanical pounding, was forcing gastric contents up. Brown, acidic fluid began to fill the clear plastic breathing tube.
"Suctioning!" Lim jammed a catheter down the tube. The canister on the wall filled with bile. "God, her pressures are sky high. The bronchospasm isn't breaking. Mackenzie, push 2 grams of Mag Sulfate. We need to relax the smooth muscle."
Charlotte looked ruined. The pristine, wealthy woman from the holding bay was gone. Her skin was now a dusky, grey-purple, the result of zero oxygen circulation. The tape on her face was peeling at the corners from the grease of her skin. The open breast pocket was weeping serous fluid, mixing with the betadine.
"Two minutes up!" Mackenzie called. "Rhythm check."
Ellis reached for the pause button on the LUCAS. The pounding stopped. Silence rushed back into the room, heavy and suffocating.
They all stared at the monitor.
The chaotic squiggles were gone. In their place was a slow, wide, ugly line.
Beep......... Beep......... Beep.
"Sinus bradycardia," Lim whispered. "Wide complex."
Ellis pressed her fingers into Charlotte’s groin again. She waited. One second. Two.
"I have a pulse," she said, exhaling a breath she seemed to have been holding for five minutes. "It’s weak. Thready. But it’s there."
"ROSC," Mackenzie said, marking the time on the whiteboard with a trembling hand. "Return of spontaneous circulation at 14:12."
The relief was momentary. The machine was paused, but the damage was evident.
"Look at the pressures," Lim pointed out, pointing to the arterial line trace. "65 over 30. She’s in shock. The anaphylaxis tanked her vascular resistance, and the arrest hammered her heart. She’s not out of the woods. She’s unstable as hell."
"We can't finish the surgery," Ellis stated the obvious. She looked at the open wound on the left breast. "I have to close this temporarily. Just staples. We need to get her to ICU."
"She's fighting the vent," Lim noted.
On the bed, Charlotte’s body gave a jerk. Not a purposeful movement, but a primitive brainstem reflex. Her back arched slightly, bucking against the ventilator delivering breaths. Her gag reflex triggered against the plastic tube in her throat.
"She’s waking up?" Sarah asked, horrified.
"No," Lim said grimly. "That’s agitation. That’s hypoxia. Her brain is starving for oxygen. I need to re-sedate her. Push 50 of Rocuronium and increase the Propofol. I don't want her moving. I don't want her feeling this."
Mackenzie injected the paralytic. Slowly, the jerking stopped. Charlotte went flaccid again, surrendering to the machines.
Ellis worked fast, her hands moving with angry efficiency. She grabbed a staple gun. There was no finesse, no cosmetic stitching. She pinched the edges of the incision on the left breast together and fired. Click-click-click-click. Steel staples bit into the skin, closing the hole over the empty pocket where the implant should have been. The right breast was still untouched, flat and prepped. She looked lopsided, mutilated.
"Pack her up," Ellis ordered. "Portable monitor. Transport vent. We’re moving to ICU. Call them and tell them we’re coming in hot. Tell them she’s maxed on pressors and we suspect hypoxic brain injury."
Mackenzie began stripping the ECG leads, swapping them for the transport module. She looked down at Charlotte. The woman’s face was swollen now, puffy from the fluids and the trauma. The tape distorted her features. A single tear—a physiological reaction, not an emotional one—leaked from under the eye tape and cut a track through the dried Betadine on her cheek.
"She wanted to be iconic," Sarah whispered, wiping a splatter of blood from the side rail.
"She’s alive," Lim said sharply, checking the pupil response with a penlight. "Let's keep it that way. Move."
They unlocked the wheels. The transition from the sterile sanctuary of the OR to the chaotic transit of the hallway began. Charlotte was no longer a person; she was a bundle of tubes, wires, and precarious numbers, rolling toward a darkness that was waiting to swallow her whole.
Meltdown
The double doors to Resus 1 slammed open, hitting the magnetic stops with a violence that made the fluid bags on the IV stands shudder.
"Coming through! Move, move!"
The paramedic, a breathless woman named Dani, was practically running alongside the trolley. On the bed, strapped down but still thrashing, was a riot of color and kinetic energy that had no place in the sterile grey of the hospital.
Jade Miller was cooking from the inside out.
She was twenty. She had bright, bubblegum-pink hair that was currently matted into a damp, tangled bird's nest against the white pillow. Her face was a mask of smudged glitter—silver stars glued to her cheekbones, now sliding down in trails of sweat. She was wearing a black mesh crop top that left nothing to the imagination, a neon green bralette underneath, and denim shorts that were frayed to the pockets. Her legs were caked in dried festival mud, flaking off onto the pristine hospital sheets.
"Female, 20. Picked up from the medical tent at the festival," Dani shouted over the noise. "Ingested unknown quantity of MDMA, maybe mixed with antidepressants. She’s burning up. Temp was 41.5 in the ambulance. She’s agitated, GCS is fluctuating between 8 and 10."
"Get her over. On three. One, two, three."
They heaved her across. Jade didn't go quietly. As she hit the trauma mattress, she arched her back, a guttural, animalistic sound tearing from her throat.
"Get off me!" she screamed, though the words were slurred, thick with dehydration. Her eyes were blown wide, pupils swallowing the irises completely. She wasn't seeing the doctors; she was seeing monsters, or lights, or nothing at all.
Dr. Sarah Evans, the team leader (29, sharp features, blue scrubs), stepped in. "Right, listen to me. She’s hyperthermic. If we don't cool her down, she cooks her brain. I need full exposure. Clothes off. Now. Ice packs to the axilla and groin. Get the cooling blanket."
The team moved. Four women. A synchronized machine.
"Jade? Jade, can you hear me?" Nurse Chloe (24) leaned over, grabbing Jade’s wrist to check the pulse.
Jade snarled, yanking her arm back with terrifying strength. She kicked out, her heavy, mud-caked combat boot slamming into the metal rail.
"Restrain her limbs," Sarah barked. "She’s going to hurt herself."
Two nurses grabbed Jade’s ankles, pinning them to the bed. Jade writhed, her skin slick and impossibly hot to the touch. It felt like touching a radiator.
"Cutting," Chloe announced.
She took the heavy-duty trauma shears to the mesh top. Snip. The fabric parted instantly. The neon green bralette was next. Chloe hooked the blade under the strap and squeezed. The elastic snapped. They pulled the sodden material away, tossing it into a pile on the floor.
Jade was naked from the waist up. Her chest was heaving, ribs visible, skin flushed a deep, angry crimson. She was sweating profusely, beads of moisture rolling down her sternum, cutting tracks through the festival glitter.
"Boots," Sarah ordered.
The laces were too knotted with mud to untie. The shears crunched through the leather. The boots clattered to the floor, followed by the socks.
"Shorts."
The denim was tough. Chloe had to use two hands to drive the shears through the thick waistband of the shorts. Crunch. Rip. They peeled the denim away, cutting through the fishnet tights underneath.
Within thirty seconds, Jade was completely exposed. She lay splayed on the trauma bed, a pale, shivering, sweating mess of pink hair and glitter. The air conditioning hit her superheated skin, and she whined, a high-pitched, keening sound.
"She's shivering. That generates more heat," Sarah noted, her face grim. "We need to paralyze her if she doesn't stop. Temperature?"
"Rectal probe going in," a junior doctor said from the foot of the bed.
Jade screamed as the probe was inserted, her hips bucking off the mattress.
"Still 41.8," the junior called out. "She’s not cooling."
"Ice. More ice."
They packed plastic bags of crushed ice against her neck, under her armpits, and between her legs. The shock of the cold against her boiling skin made Jade gasp, her chest hitching.
"My heart..." Jade mumbled, her eyes rolling back in her head. "It’s... beating too fast."
"HR is 180," Chloe said, staring at the monitor. The line was a manic green zig-zag. "BP 90 over 50."
"She’s toxic," Sarah muttered. "Look at her jaw."
Jade’s jaw was clamped shut. The muscles in her masseters were bulging, rock hard. Her teeth were grinding together with an audible click-click-click.
"Trismus," Sarah said. "She’s getting rigid. Serotonin syndrome. If the diaphragm locks up, she stops breathing."
As if on cue, Jade’s thrashing changed.
It wasn't a fight anymore. It was a lock.
Her arms, which had been flailing, snapped straight down to her sides, rigid as iron bars. Her wrists curled inward. Her back arched off the bed in a severe opisthotonos spasm, her heels and head digging into the mattress, lifting her torso into the air.
"Seizing!" Chloe shouted. "It's tonic. She's rigid."
"Airway!" Sarah lunged for the head of the bed. "Bag her!"
Chloe grabbed the ambu-bag and sealed the mask over Jade’s face, covering the glitter and the sweat. She squeezed the bag.
"I can't squeeze," Chloe said, panic edging into her voice. "The chest wall is too tight. Resistance is massive."
Jade’s face was turning purple. The cyanosis spread rapidly, darkening her lips under the gloss. The monitor tone dropped in pitch.
Boo-boop. Boo-boop.
"Sats 80. 75."
"She's not moving air," Sarah said. "I need to tube her. RSI. Give me 100 of Rocuronium and 200 of Propofol. We need to break the paralysis."
"Meds in."
Sarah waited five seconds, watching the digital clock. Jade’s body was a statue. A beautiful, broken, frozen statue covered in ice and mud.
"Okay, she’s relaxing. Laryngoscope."
Sarah tilted Jade’s head back. She slid the metal blade into Jade’s mouth.
"Fuck," Sarah hissed. "So much swelling. Her cords are tight."
"Sats 60, Sarah," Chloe warned.
"I know!" Sarah leveraged the blade, using raw strength to lift the jaw. "Come on, you raver. Open up."
She saw the glottis. A tiny opening.
"Tube."
She shoved the plastic endotracheal tube down. It slid past the cords.
"Cuff up. Bag."
Chloe attached the bag to the tube and squeezed. This time, the chest rose. The purple hue in Jade’s face began to fade back to the angry red of the fever.
"Sats coming up. 90. 95."
The team exhaled, but the tension didn't break.
Jade lay there, intubated, naked, covered in ice packs, eyes taped shut, machines breathing for her. The ventilator clicked and hissed rhythmically.
"Temp?" Sarah asked.
"42.0," the junior doctor whispered. "It's going up."
Sarah looked at the girl. The pink hair was damp with sweat. The glitter was still sparkling under the harsh examination lights, a cruel mockery of the party she’d been at an hour ago.
"She's metabolic storming," Sarah said quietly. "Her cells are breaking down. Get the arterial line in. And get the LUCAS device on standby."
"The LUCAS?" Chloe asked. "She has a pulse."
Sarah looked at the monitor, where the heart rate was fluttering at 195.
"Not for long."
The Trauma Bay was freezing. They had cranked the AC down to its lowest setting, turning the room into an icebox to help bring Jade’s temperature down.
Jade lay in the center of the chaos, a motionless landscape of pink hair and pale skin. She was still completely exposed, save for the strategic placement of ice packs wrapped in thin towels—wedged under her arms, against the side of her neck, and packed around her hips.
The ventilator was the only thing moving. Hiss-click. Hiss-click. It forced air into her lungs with a monotonous regularity.
Dr. Sarah Evans stood by the arterial line monitor. She hadn't blinked in a minute.
"pH is 6.9," she read aloud. "Lactate is 15. She is wildly acidotic. Her muscles are dissolving and dumping potassium into her blood."
Nurse Chloe was wiping Jade’s forehead. The glitter was almost gone now, scrubbed away, leaving raw, red skin.
"Temp is coming down," Chloe said. "40.5."
"Not fast enough," Sarah said. She looked at the ECG trace. It wasn't a clean line anymore. It was widening. The sharp spikes of the QRS complex were stretching out, becoming lazy, broad waves.
"Sine wave," Sarah warned. "Potassium toxicity. Her heart is drowning."
Jade’s body gave a sudden, singular jerk. Not a seizure this time. A twitch.
Then the monitor went flat.
Not the dramatic, high-pitched whine of TV. Just a silence. The waveform simply ceased to exist.
PEA. Pulseless Electrical Activity.
"Lost output," Sarah said, her voice flat. "Start compressions."
Chloe didn't hesitate. She climbed onto the step stool, laced her fingers, and drove her weight down onto Jade’s sternum.
Squish.
The sound was wet. Jade’s skin was so slick with sweat and melting ice that Chloe’s hands slipped, sliding off the center of the chest.
"Slipping!" Chloe grunted, readjusting. "She’s too hot. I can't get a grip."
"Get the LUCAS," Sarah ordered. "I want mechanical CPR. We need consistent perfusion and we need to free up hands for lines."
Two junior nurses ran to the corner of the room, dragging the yellow hard-shell backpack. They unzipped it, revealing the device. It looked like a medieval torture instrument made of sterile white plastic and black rubber. An archway with a piston in the center.
"Pause compressions!"
Chloe pulled her hands away. Jade lay still, her chest utterly motionless.
"Slide the backboard!"
They rolled Jade onto her side—her skin sticking to the sheet—and slid the hard yellow plastic backboard under her spine, right beneath her heart. They let her drop back down onto it with a heavy thud.
"Upper unit going on."
Sarah clicked the white arch into place over Jade’s chest, locking it into the backboard claws. Click. Click.
The suction cup—a black rubber plunger—descended until it touched the center of Jade’s sternum, right between her breasts.
"Position is good. Activate."
Sarah pressed the button.
THUMP-hiss. THUMP-hiss. THUMP-hiss.
The violence of it was shocking. The machine didn't care about dignity. It drove the piston down two inches into Jade’s chest, one hundred times a minute.
Jade’s entire body shook with every impact. Her head bobbed on the pillow. Her breasts jiggled with a grotesque, gelatinous rhythm. The pink hair danced.
THUMP. THUMP. THUMP.
"It's loud," the junior nurse whispered, staring at the piston hammering the girl's chest.
"It works," Sarah said. "Check pulse with Doppler."
Chloe placed the ultrasound probe on Jade’s groin. Whoosh-whoosh-whoosh. The machine was circulating the blood perfectly.
"We have flow," Chloe confirmed.
"Right, she’s dead but perfused," Sarah said. "We need to fix the chemistry. Calcium chloride, 10mls. Insulin and Dextrose. Bicarb, 50 millimoles. Push it all."
The team worked around the machine. It was a strange dance. The LUCAS dominated the bed, a mechanical parasite attached to the girl. The nurses had to weave their arms through the gaps to access the IVs in her elbows.
"Temp?"
"Still 40.0."
"We need internal cooling," Sarah decided. "Get the rapid infuser. I want two liters of ice-cold saline. Pump it straight into her central line. Cool the heart directly."
They hooked up the bags. Fluid that had been kept in the fridge was blasted into Jade’s jugular vein.
The machine kept thumping. THUMP. THUMP. THUMP.
Jade’s face was beginning to swell from the pressure and the fluid. The delicate features were puffing out. The tape on her eyes was straining.
"Ten minutes down," Chloe called out.
"Rhythm check. Stop LUCAS."
Sarah hit the pause button. The piston retracted with a hiss and held there, hovering millimeters above Jade’s skin.
Silence.
The team stared at the monitor.
The line was flat. Then... a blip. A wide, ugly, stumbling mountain of a beat. Then another.
Blip... ... ... Blip...
"Bradycardia," Sarah said. "But it's there. Feel for a pulse."
Chloe pressed her fingers to the carotid, right next to the tape holding the breathing tube.
"I have a pulse. It's weak. It's faint."
"Pressure?"
"60 systolic."
"It's enough," Sarah exhaled. "Keep the LUCAS attached. Do not remove it. If she arrests again, we restart instantly."
They stood back. Jade Miller was technically alive again. But she looked broken. The imprint of the suction cup was a perfect red ring in the center of her chest, a brand mark of the machine that was keeping her here.
She was cold to the touch now. Marble cold.
"Get her to ICU," Sarah said, peeling off her gloves. "And tell them to bring the dialysis machine. Her kidneys are gone."
The Intensive Care Unit was a different kind of quiet. It wasn't the silence of peace; it was the hum of expensive, desperate technology.
Jade was barely visible beneath the equipment.
She had been transferred to a rotational bed, but she was currently supine. The pink hair had been shaved on the right side of her head to allow for an intracranial pressure bolt—a metal screw drilled into her skull to measure the swelling of her brain.
The LUCAS machine sat on a trolley at the foot of the bed, cleaned and waiting, like a sentry.
Nurse Elena (27) was changing the dialysis bags. The CRRT machine whirred, cycling Jade’s blood out of her body, cleaning it, and warming it back up to a normal temperature before returning it.
"Her pressure is soft," Elena murmured to the registrar, Dr. Clarke, who had come up from AMU to check on the transfer. "Mean arterial pressure is struggling to hold 65, even on max noradrenaline."
Jade looked different. The swelling had set in. Her face was puffy, the skin tight and shiny. Her lips, usually glossed, were cracked and dry around the endotracheal tube.
"What's that?" Clarke pointed to the bedsheet near Jade’s hand.
A dark red stain was blooming on the white cotton.
Elena lifted Jade’s hand. The blood wasn't coming from a wound. It was weeping from the skin itself, oozing around the edges of the plastic cannula tape.
"Oozing from the puncture sites," Elena said. She checked the catheter bag hanging under the bed.
It wasn't yellow anymore. It was rose-colored.
"DIC," Clarke said, shaking her head. "Disseminated Intravascular Coagulation. The heatstroke cooked her clotting factors. She’s starting to bleed out from everywhere."
Elena checked Jade’s eyes. A single tear of blood had tracked from the corner of her left eye, running down her temple to pool in her ear.
"It’s catastrophic failure," Clarke whispered. "Kidneys gone. Liver failing. Now the blood won't clot."
Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
The cardiac monitor didn't hesitate this time. It didn't stutter. It just dropped.
"Bradying down," Elena called out, calm but fast. "Rate 30... 20..."
"She’s arresting again."
"Do we go again?" Elena asked, her hand hovering over the code button.
Clarke looked at the girl. The bleeding eyes. The swelling. The machine breathing for her.
"She’s twenty," Clarke said. "We try. Get the LUCAS."
Elena grabbed the yellow backboard. They didn't need to roll her far; Jade was dead weight. They slid the board under.
Click. Click. The arch went over the chest.
"Aligning piston."
The suction cup descended, hovering over the red, bruised ring that the machine had left earlier.
"Start."
THUMP-hiss. THUMP-hiss.
The violence returned. The room filled with the rhythmic percussion of the piston.
Jade’s body, now leaking blood from her nose and eyes due to the force and the lack of clotting, shook violently. The blood in her catheter bag danced in the tubing.
"Adrenaline," Clarke ordered. "1mg."
"Pushing."
"No response."
THUMP. THUMP. THUMP.
The machine was relentless. It didn't get tired. It didn't care that her ribs were grinding together. It just pumped.
Ten minutes passed. Then twenty.
The door to the ICU unit opened. A woman in her forties, looking disheveled and terrified, was led in by a nurse. Jade’s mother.
She stopped at the foot of the bed. She saw the machine. She saw the piston driving into her daughter's chest. She saw the blood weeping from the eyes.
She didn't scream. She just covered her mouth, her knees buckling.
"Stop," Clarke said.
"Stop the drugs?" Elena asked.
"Stop everything," Clarke said. "Turn it off."
Elena reached for the control panel on the LUCAS. She pressed the power button.
The piston retracted with a final hiss. It held there, suspended.
Jade’s chest lay still. It was sunken, battered, and purple.
The monitor screamed its flatline tone. Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
Elena reached over and silenced it.
The only sound left was the ventilator, still dutifully puffing air into the dead girl.
"Turn off the vent, Elena," Clarke said softly.
Elena reached for the switch. The hiss-click stopped.
Silence rushed into the room, heavy and final.
Jade Miller lay amidst the ruin of the technology meant to save her. The pink hair was still bright, a defiant splash of color against the grey of death. But the glitter was gone, washed away by sweat, ice, and blood.
Clarke turned to the mother. "I'm so sorry."
But the mother wasn't looking at the doctor. She was looking at the LUCAS machine, sitting perched on her daughter’s chest like a vulture that had finished its meal.
Wishing merry Christmas to everyone.
Happy and peaceful holidays!
