eli

21 y/o

[book-caps]

Caitlyn Siehl, This is Not a Love Poem

[cynsyllables]

"i am a one night stand, some temporary conquest. My heart makes palpitations of control. I had lost it once or maybe twice before. I have been using emotional distance to remedy the fear or my misplaced confidence in one's intentions. I want to give and to recieve more than emptiness but how am I to do so when that involves faith and that to me is a risk?

— Cynthia Chapman

[bunnyjennyphoto]

[ufansius]

[longful]

i’m byesexual as in bye don’t touch me

[rtpoetry]

[wishing-for-deathx]

If only I’d known that our last kiss was our last kiss, I’d have kissed you for longer. I would have tried to memorize what kissing you felt like, what you tasted like, I’d have left no detail unnoticed. I’d have tried to capture it all.

I took it for granted that I’ll see you again.

[kreativekopf]

[surrealist-lyricist]

Half - Pvris

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[ohsresearchlibrary]

[hardfeelings2-deactivated202010]

𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙨𝙤 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝

[tullipsink]

“There was nothing poetic about the pain I felt. It was crying my eyes out at two in the morning and clutching at my chest as I tried to regain my breath because if I let go, I was scared I’d fall apart.”

— A.M.// sleepless nights again (via tullipsink)

[decayr3]

[depressingxthings]

[middernacht]

[itsagifnotagif]

Tumblr may have banned porn. But you can still follow me and watch as I get fucked by life