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[madi-xx-digidiary]

[swansical]

[esoteric7eroticgirl]

i think about this dog i knew, hank. he was such a sweet boy, just a baby. and his owners treated him horribly, i wish i would’ve stepped up for him. i was too scared of the owners, it wasn’t my place. but the amount of abuse he endured breaks my heart and i know it’s not my fault but i could’ve done something to help him. i hope he knows he was loved and he was cared about. he only got to live a short life of a year, it’s not right. he was just a baby.

[fakhliya]

[esoteric7eroticgirl]

enough to barf

[esoteric7eroticgirl]

i look at these like they’re my dead wife

[esoteric7eroticgirl]

i feel better

[ehllie-deactivated20181204]

[porcelique]

[the60sbazaar]

[nu11v-deactivated20230413]

[esoteric7eroticgirl]

[oliveeparker]

[bandagedthoughtsblog]

[esoteric7eroticgirl]

the need for someone to notice then when they do it’s the most embarrassing this ever like ew have i been faking it this whole time, my problems aren’t really real. i get so embarrassed

[esoteric7eroticgirl]

i genuinely feel like i’m dying now if i don’t eat, i used to wake up, poop, have the worst stomach ache. drink a celsius, then smoke dabs for months, and only eat omad and some snacks. some days more than others but i was doing so good even a mess up day didn’t matter bc id just poop it out the next morning. and i was the skinniest ever, now i feel bloated compared to how i was and just overall uncomfortable. i feel ashamed thinking im even somewhat chunky, but i just really feel like i am, when i sit down bothers me the most. i dont know; i try to be okay with my weight but then im back to the same point.

“why can’t i be how i was?”

“why can’t i control my urges?”

i’m just exhausted, i constantly am in a battle with myself everyday.

[esoteric7eroticgirl]

i’m no longer skinny depressed but eat everything to make you happy depressed:(

[esoteric7eroticgirl]

i truly don’t believe my boyfriend would love me the same if i was less attractive