EsotericalFx

Hello, interested in the functionality of nature And the human existence.

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The city shall run red

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For years now I knew I always had a heart of gold. Appreciation and love driven home by mother who could only want to teach their child the meaning of love. It’s something I say is the best thing about myself, just because of how selfless it can truly make you when it comes to respecting and appreciating those around you. Having the ability to be respectful, empathic, and compassionate. I like to believe if your heart is full of love you will always be able to understand the human nature for better or worse for years to come.

And yet it seems for years this philosophy had been falling more and more short. When I was dealing with my life’s trauma there are things that happened that took away by ability to connect with others and I found myself actually hurting my loved ones with the way I acted. The image was never perfect but I had to find a way to work past my issues and rediscover the best way to love myself. I found myself not being to have the desired fulfilling bc conversations or being able to even properly spend time with new people, let alone express to my friends and family how I felt about them.

The only resolution I’ve found to work is being more stoic about my emotions. Trusting that how I truly felt about myself will reflect onto those around me, to keep what I love just and gold as my heart. Understanding it that in the times when it’s dark and I am alone. to keep the gold that shines brightest, I must continue to find ways to share it.

“When a child is born, it's born with a heart of gold, but the way of this world can turn that heart cold. I'm still a good person, and I thank God for that - He's working with me on it.” -Tracy Morgan

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So it’s been a month since I’ve made any updates on here. I find that I want to continue to blog and log my experiences for the next two years.

I’m finding it really hard to understand how to generate an audience as my interests peak so many different things. Ultimately I understand my emotions more than anything and I find translating that into any form of art is sufficient, when I have the time.

With that being said I guess I’ll be updating my page over the next few days with that art I have created in the last few months. I hope you enjoy!

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Dead and Gone.

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“A human being in perfection ought always to preserve a calm and peaceful mind, and never to allow passion or a transitory desire to disturb his tranquillity.”

— Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

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Hallowed Dreams

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...tonight}•youwillbehealed~

...tonight}•iwillgrantyoumypowers~

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Overgrowth

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...tonight}•youwillbehealed~

...tonight}•iwillgrantyoumypowers~

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SUBJECT NO. 666

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RIP Akira Toriyama (1955-2024)

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☽ 𝔊𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔠 𝔞𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔱𝔦𝔠 (x) ☾

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Remnant bonds with beautiful souls, pieces of my heart gifted to you in gold, through life and death may your beauty never mold.

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“Spotter” by: Yoko Kanno from: Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex

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I always really liked this song.

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This is a "You will get the job!" sigil. I initially created for my boss (yes, he got the job), but anyone can use it to get the job of their choosing.

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