i already finished a year in college, and im 19, but i still feel like i will start college and that i just turned 18. i was listening to ribs by lorde twice today, once when i left my friend to get off at my station and the second time with my mum while we ate chips and drank sprite in the dark of my room (there wasn't electricity in the hosue) and i had never felt more longing for something unknown.
I'm left with one term paper however, and im quite excited to write it :)
i hope i discover it, i hope i discover myself so i can feel 19.











