e's girlblog

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i already finished a year in college, and im 19, but i still feel like i will start college and that i just turned 18. i was listening to ribs by lorde twice today, once when i left my friend to get off at my station and the second time with my mum while we ate chips and drank sprite in the dark of my room (there wasn't electricity in the hosue) and i had never felt more longing for something unknown.

I'm left with one term paper however, and im quite excited to write it :)

i hope i discover it, i hope i discover myself so i can feel 19.

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some photos

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i had the worst cup of coffee, and it almost ruined my day but i have such wonderful things to look forward to, so instead it was the thought of how i wasted my time that ruined my day. the coffee was better from then on. maybe i will go back to tea though...

i've almost come to a close with my first semester of college, it feels so weird because it had just started. i submitted my last term paper two days ago, and now i'm trying to do some insane work for my end sem exams; i hope i do that

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i have a new thing for paintings that look like collages; it makes me want to think about all the many things that are going on in a space, just like how one day in someone's life would be; i have taken to doing layering and merging pictures i took in one day, lanterns have never looked so beautiful to me than they did the day i saw them. perhaps it was the people i saw them with, the days when life imitates art.

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for days when coffee is breakfast

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there's nothing like going back to my grandmother’s <33

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i feel a teeny bit confused, perhaps because it's monday. with that hypothesis, it's monday 5/7 days a week

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this weather is what i live for really

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i got drenched in the rain waiting for my uber bit it was worth it, even though my shopping bags got drenched and tore halfway home. it's been years i haven't enjoyed standing in the rain :)) i felt so silly running in the rain with my mom, and my jeans getting drenched from the bottom <33 it feels so nice changing into warm clothes and having coffee and buttered rice now