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indie, selective, and private original character. 18+. mature themes. pinboard. bio. promo template.
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PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
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@esotericuh
es·o·ter·i·ca - highly specific, obscure (or, esoteric) subjects.
indie, selective, and private original character. 18+. mature themes. pinboard. bio. promo template.
hello i will be on later today i promise i have been goin through it and workin a lot and i started going to the gym!!! so busy busy but i will make time for replies today thank you guys i love u
hello i will be on later today i promise i have been goin through it and workin a lot and i started going to the gym!!! so busy busy but i will make time for replies today thank you guys i love u
OH BOY GET TO KNOW ME
01. NAME / ALIAS : sam
02. BIRTHDAY : may 8th
03. ZODIAC SIGN : taurus sun, sag moon, scorpio rising
04. HEIGHT : 5′7
05. HOBBIES : gaming, music, digital art, writing, dungeons&dragons. yknow, nerd shit
06. FAVORITE COLOR : green!!! specifically sea foam/sage/forest
07. FAVORITE BOOK : prolly HP and the OOTP (fuck jkr tho)
08. FAVORITE FOOD : sushi and chili
09. LAST FILM / TV SHOW : movie was how to train your dragon and tv show was prolly community
10. INSPIRATION : uhhh my own crises and personality traits most of the time tbh
11. STORY BEHIND URL : i actually built sawyer off the url, i literally started blank and then esotericuh is the very edgy name of my poetry insta n i was like huh i could do somethin with this
tagged by: @unvamped
tagging: anyone who sees this i wanna get to know you all but i dont really have enough mutuals to tag people and also im anxious AKKDKS
and isn’t all that rage so ugly? and isn’t it mine? ( c. )
crying in the club
why do i only get the inspiration to write when i physically cannot
caught between what you truly are and what you’re supposed to be. ( c. )
so idk if any of yall have seen the show community but a lot of sawyers behavior is based off abed
just got home from work bois and i am hyper as hell so come plot with me
horroract·:
❛ what’s your favorite scary movie? ❜ he does his best impression of ghostface, but he’s not a voice actor for a reason. then again billy and stu had the help of a voice modulator. he bounces in his place, excited to even talk about any of this. horror truly is the way to a man’s heart. if that man is a twenty six year old demon anyway. ❛ really, i wanna know. ❜
@esotericuh· ❤
“ hey , that was really good ! ” he’s entirely sincere , and rocking on his heels with excitement . “ did you know that kevin williamson wrote that entire script in three days ?! and he outlined the sequels , too ! ” god knows he’s got a million facts about horror movies to spout , but that’s not the question . “ oh , jeez , that’s a difficult question . have you ever heard of grave encounters ? ”
unvamped·:
now francis wouldn’t go to his family, but sawyer’s different. he won’t judge him on what he’s become — right? now that alex isn’t in his life he doesn’t have to sit in fear. he doesn’t have to stay away from everyone he’s ever cared for for their own safety. sawyer was his first stop. leaving was never his fault, he couldn’t stop what happened, but he still feels guilty for leaving him all those years ago.
❛ now, i can explain everything. ❜ he hasn’t quite figured out how he’s going to do that yet. he wants to be honest, but honesty comes hard to him nowadays. especially when the truth involves something that sounds as ridiculous as vampirism. no normal person believes that vampires are walking among the population. especially if one’s walking about in the middle of broad daylight. ❛ i wanted to see if you wanted to get some coffee? i’ll explain things, we’ll catch up —- ❜ there’s a pause in between his words as he hesitates on his next words, ❛ i missed you. ❜
he stands there for a moment , processing . angel is really there , standing in front of him , asking him to go get coffee . it’s silent for a solid few seconds before sawyer blinks rapidly , leans down to get his keys , and makes proper eye contact with his long lost friend . “ you ... don’t have to . i know what happened . ” or , well , he thinks he does . he likes to think he’s smart enough , but angel could very well laugh in his face at what can only be called a theory . but now , he can actually confirm or deny said theory , and if he wasn’t so busy freaking the fuck out , he’d be very excited .
something familiar but almost forgotten stirs in the pit of his stomach when angel says he misses him . if he was thinking straight , he’d know exactly what his increased heart rate , sweaty palms , and sudden wave of nausea really meant --- but , for now , he simply says , “ i’d ... i’d love to . i missed you , too , angel . ”
hurt comfort prompts
“ you can stay here, if you'd like. “
“ please don't go. “
“ why don't we stay at your place tonight? “
“ can i get you anything? “
“ let's be pathetic together. “
“ are you crying? “
“ i'm glad that you're here. “
“ you're not doing this alone. “
“ i don't have anyone anymore. “ “ you have me. “
“ are you sure [about staying]? “
“ you didn't force me. i volunteered [to be here], remember? “
“ you are what’s important right now. “
“ it’s okay, you know. if you need to vent. “
“ are you sure? it's quite heavy [of a topic]. “ “ i've got all night. “
“ tonight is about you. you can make it up to me some other time. “
“ i've got nowhere else to be. “
“ you said you needed a distraction. “ “ so... where is it? “ “ you're looking right at it. “
“ why don't you come here for a second? “
“ wanna talk about it? “
“ i can't talk about it. not tonight. “
“ you need to distract me. do something, anything. “
“ i just don't want to be alone tonight. “
“ i'm tired of thinking. let's just... make out, or something “
“ i feel like shit. “ “ you look like it, too. “ “ hey! “
“ it’s okay to cry, you know. “
“ you’re a little hurt, that’s all. “
“ anything you want me to get you? “
“ nothing a good [drink] can't fix. “
“ let’s get you cleaned up. “
“ this is you thinking rationally? “
“ you're really all i've got. “
“ c'mere. let me give you a hug. “
“ and you're absolutely sure this is what you need? “
“ you don't need this right now. “
“ how long are you gonna sit there? “ “ all night, if that's what it takes. “
“ what's it gonna take to make you smile? “
“ if you're not ready to talk about it, let's not talk about it. “
“ wanna play some mario kart? it'll give us both a reason to cry when you beat me. “
“ how about we stay like this, holding each other? “
“ i don’t know what’s wrong with me. “
“ i can’t stop crying. “ “ i'll be strong for the both of us. “
“ i didn’t know where else to go. “
“ the door's always open, you know that. “
“ i thought you were leaving town. “ “ i can't leave now. “
“ there's that smile i know and love... “
“ stay with me. “
“ hey, what’s your favorite snack? “
“ i’m not leaving. “
“ just let it out. “
“ you're stronger than you think. “
“ how about i make a quick run to the store, get you some aspirin? “
“ grab a burger or something on your way home. “
“ you were always there when i needed you. let me repay the favor. “
“ i don't mean to bother you. “ “ you're not. “
“ hey, listen to me... “
“ you’re not a burden. “
“ aren’t you tired? “ “ this isn't about me. “
“ you’re going to be okay. “
“ hey, look at me… “
“ i don’t know what to do. “ “ we’ll figure it out. “
“ you’re not alone. “
“ hey, hey, hey, it's okay... it's okay. you're okay. “
lifesucksdrugs·:
“ look , i need distraction ASAP . i’m on season four of the bachelor and still going strong , i seriously need to be stopped . ”
@esotericuh· → ♡’d
“ woah . that’s a lot of episodes , dude . you doin’ alright ? ” he has no reason to judge . his bachelor phase was a lot more . . . intense . “ oh , hey -- every time you hear the word ‘ journey ’ on that show , there’s a real big chance they actually said ‘ process ’ but got yelled at to reshoot it . it’s a really big deal for some reason ! ”
don’t press your luck, i woke up feeling dangerous.
sorry for not bein around pals im gonna try to do the like. one draft i owe and reblog some memes tonight