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I can read minds. Relax, It's a joke. I just have good intuitions. room #110 with Jean Kirschstein ♥

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jeansaya lives on 4ever in our hearts txt it

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Ignoring the fact that she has a big ugly purple bruise on her cheek from being punched by Ryuko...the other day.......

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Everybody looks like they're having fun today....have fun my people. Have fun.

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We said we'd forget the lapdance it never happened it was just a dream and she's not dating Jean she will never date that nerd even though she kinda likes him and he's nice and gosh darn it. Dang it Kenny.

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I fucking shot Mayu and Craig and I have no regrets

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Join cheer squad!

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Not too much earlier they had both come back from the sleepover that the academy held for it's students. One thing had led to another and Sayaka had ended up getting upset over a dare of having to sit next to Gareki as a punishment. While Jean kept trying to apologize she refused to accept it until she received an honest and sincere apology. She was given one with a huff and a sigh and he had even called her a variant of her SHSL title. Super High School Level Beautiful Girl is what he'd called her. It caught her off guard and it made things between them awkward that night.

One thing led to another and she found herself blushing like a fool at the thought of him considering her beautiful and the way he looked at her. It was an interesting night, one that led to his hopes being brought down and back up all by her words. How could someone like her have control over how he felt? She could remember looking into his eyes and feeling everything he felt in that one moment of closeness they had shared. Her petite hands on top of his much bigger ones. He was warm.

Blue orbs now stared in the darkness at the faint outline of his face. He looked so peaceful while he slept, his chest slowly falling up and down accompanied by snoring every now and then. Sayaka couldn't keep her eyes off of him. How could this man agree to be her friend with all of the baggage she carried from her career? She didn't understand it. She didn't want to understand it either. She'd told him that it didn't matter if they were seen together or if they were friends and it didn't, not here at the academy at least. No one would follow her around or spread false rumors, she was sure of that.

She found herself lost in him now. He would become someone she could depend on whether he knew it or not. In that fleeting moment they shared together, she realized that he'd become an important person to her. She'd end up wanting to spend all her time with him as much as she could. She could only hope that he'd let her be there. They'd need each other to lean on.

It's funny, how all of this happened because of some stupid dare he decided to make. She'd have to thank Gareki later..not that she'd say what the thank you would be for. She smiles and closes her eyes now as she finally drifts off. "I'm glad to have you as my friend, Jean-san." she whispers out to the darkness as sleep finally takes her.

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学園トライ

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Almost got punched by some guy last night...much thanks to Jean for saving her because we all know her beautiful face doesn't need any punching.

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Sayaka: TWEET TWEET Jean: !! Jean: Don't make tweeting noises at me. Sayaka: ...Why Sayaka: They're cute Jean: What if there were actual birds in here, Girl Who Tweeted Bird? Sayaka: Well then I guess the birds would come to me then! Sayaka: It's like I'd be a princess in a movie. Jean: ... <hella blushing> Sayaka: Ohhh why're you getting so red now? Jean: This isn't a movie. Jean: Did you finish your homework already? Sayaka: Who says? Sayaka: Mm yep. Sayaka: I always finish it. So I won't have anything to worry about later. Jean: Aren't you responsible? Sayaka: And you're so irresponsible. Sayaka: Now then...I have a gift for you. Sayaka: Close your eyes. Jean: I didn't do that assignment in that writing class, whatever. Jean: ... You didn't have to buy anything for me. Sayaka: Just think of it as a sort of...welcoming gift. Sayaka: And you should've. You're lucky Miss Yamuraiha didn't fail you. Sayaka: <Hands him stickers.> Sayaka: Enjoy then. Jean: ... Ugh. Yeah, whatever. Jean: <takes stickers> Jean: What the fuck are these? Sayaka: ....Stickers Jean: ... ? Sayaka: You can...put them places. Sayaka: They're sticky..wait give them here I'll show you Jean: ... Just put them places? Jean: <takes one and sticks to Sayaka's forehead> Sayaka: <Nods> Yep! Just like you stuck one to my forehead. Jean: ! Sayaka: <takes one and sticks it to his cheek> Jean: These are fuckin' cool. I love stars. Sayaka: Hehe.. Jean: Stop that. Sayaka: Stop what? Jean: <turns away, stepping atop of bed and begins placing on ceiling> Jean: These'll stick to this, right? Sayaka: Mhm! Sayaka: If you need help, you can lift me up on your shoulders. Jean: Uuuuuuh... Sayaka: Too far? Jean: I'm tall enough, I can reach. Hmph. Jean: I got this. Sayaka: Haha...if you say so Jean-san. Sayaka: I've seen taller guys though. Jean: You don't have to call me Jean-san. Sayaka: Oooh how come? Jean: So what if there's taller guys? There's always someone better than you out there, whatever. Jean: We don't really use honorifics where I come from. Sayaka: W-wah..you're so cold to me Jean-san...I can't just call you by your first name without an honorific..we're not lovers. Jean: <existational crisis over "WHERE I COME FROM"> Jean: <at the word LOVERS he drops a sticker> Jean: Damnit, uh... can you get that? Jean: Please. Jean: <manners, child.> Sayaka: Huh..? Uh sure.. <walks over and picks up the sticker then hands it back to him> Sayaka: You know...I've never been alone with a boy before. Jean: <mumbles "thanks" and returns to... sticking....stickers...> Jean: I don't doubt you've never been alone with one before. It's not really a big deal, I guess. Jean: It's not like you're of the type to do anything anyways. <insinuating she's a "good girl"> Sayaka: <blushes now> W-what do you mean not the type to do anything? Sayaka: If anything..it's you I'm worried about doing something to me! Jean: <ALARMED> You're assuming things about me - I thought you'd be a little nicer than that! Jean: Why not just throw me out to the pound already? Jeez, woman... Jean: <hella blushing because she's totes right> Sayaka: Well I'm just saying..it's normal for a girl to think things like this. Sayaka: Gosh..ANYWAYS...hand me some of those stickers. I want to put some on my wall too. Jean: I dunno, I don't really think you have to worry 'cause if anything I'd protect you from weird creeps like that! <Jean Kirschtein SmileTM and awkward laugh> Jean: Uh, yeah, here's some. <hands a few but not all of them they're f*ckin stars he wants them on the ceiling so he can see night skies> Sayaka: Oh really now? You'll be my knight in shining armor then? <gives a giggle before taking the stickers from him> Jean: <HARDCORE RED IN THE FACE BLUSHING> I wouldn't say that, really... Jean: You don't have to worry about me, though, I'm not your type anyway. <since, yanno, ur beautiful> Sayaka: Aw..that's a shame then. I kinda need one of those. Guess I'll have to find somebody else. <gives him a sort of nonchalant look before stepping on her bed and starts placing stickers> Sayaka: My type? I don't have one. I've never dated anyone before. Jean: YOU, Sayaka, have NEVER had a boyfriend? I call bullshit, sorry princess. <laughs> Sayaka: No..I'm not lying. I've never had the time for boys because of my career. Jean: Your career? Sayaka: Oh..I never mentioned it to you I guess. Jean: I wasn't aware you were already established in business. Jean: <impressed jean is impressed> Sayaka: Yeah. I'm pretty big back home I guess. <le shrug> Jean: <LE SHRUG?>>>??>>>>> Jean: Big back home? Whaddaya mean by that? Jean: Are you part of one of those big-name farmer families? Sayaka: <YES LE SHRUG FRICK OFF> Oh, I mean..I'm pretty popular with people I guess. I have my own group even. I'm an 'Idol' I do the whole singing, dancing type of thing. SayakaFarmer families...? Jean: Oh, uh, yeah, you're only big back in my home if you had stuff to sell or if you're royalty. Sorry uh... so you're an 'Idol'? Jean: Singing and dancing? That's... cool... <he's never heard of someone doing this for a living> Sayaka: Oh..that's pretty hm. But uh! Yeah. I do it for a living. It's always been my dream and all and it makes me very happy. More than you could imagine. Jean: So you sing and dance for a living. Sayaka: Being an idol is really hard though. You must keep up with the business. You'll be left behind in the dust if you don't appeal to the people. Sayaka: Basically, yes. Jean: <He laughs, not really sure how to comprehend it> Sounds kinda stressful, don't you think? Sayaka: It is..you don't really have much time for yourself. You've always got to practice, practice, pratice. <She sighs> Sayaka: You don't have time for friends, family or to even have a boyfriend. I kinda..missed out on a lot on my teen years. Jean: ... Sounds exhausting if you ask me. Changing yourself so people will take a liking to you gets tiring after a well. Jean: So is that why you're here, then? So you can get those years back? Sayaka: It is, but you really put aside how you feel most of the time when you're doing something you love. Sayaka: I guess so. I hope to have a good time here and meet many people. Jean: ... I get that, alright. Well, someone like you would have fun then I think. Jean: Guys are dogs though, be careful of them. Sayaka: Aha..are you calling yourself a dog then Jean-san? Jean: <laughs> Sure, you can group me in with them. I'm just tellin' you to stay safe, they'll tear someone like you apart in an instant. Jean: I don't think I'm /nearly/ as bad though. Sayaka: Someone like me? What do you mean by that? What kind of girl do you think I am? Jean: Well, you're like a "good girl" <makes quotation marks with one hand, other hand occupied with sticker-holding> so to guys you're like unclaimed territory they think's for the taking. Jean: Since you seem sort of unaware on how guys work with you all caught up in your singing stuff. Sayaka: Oho..I'm a "good girl". I guess you're right but that could change with time you know. <playful tone in her voice as she says so> Sayaka: We've been talking about me this whole time. What about you? What'd you do back home? Jean: <he only shakes his head and quietly laughs, withholding his inner thoughts for the time being> Sayaka: Whaaat!? Do you have something to say? <she finishes placing the stickers on her wall and turns towards him now, pouting> Jean: Well, back home wasn't really safe for humans to live - we were nearly extinct for a long time, though humanity's taken back a lot of land that was, for a while, inhabited by these monsters called Titans. Jean: I don't think you'd get it 'till you saw one, but I was in the military and I came across a lot of these things. And I'm not bad at it, I guess. <pride swells and ego fattens grossly> Jean: No big deal. Sayaka: Humans were..nearly extinct? That's really something. I can't imagine a world where that's true. Sayaka: The military!? But you're about the same age as I am that's CRAZY. Jean: Yeah, and I couldn't believe there's a world where humans /aren't/ near extinct. Who'da thunk? <stops stickering for a moment> But uh, yeah, I joined the military so I could uh... Jean: <withholds saying original intentions> Sayaka: So you could...? Sayaka: Come on, say it. Jean: I joined so I could fight for humanity, yanno? Jean: But I guess I did well if we've taken a lot of our world back, right? <laughs> Sayaka: That's really brave. I don't know if I'd be able to do something like that. <sitting on his bed now as he continues talking> Sayaka: Funny..how we all ended up here though of all places. We come from completely different worlds. Jean: Yeahyeah, it's nothin'. <clearly falsely playing modest to a slight degree> Yeah, your world sounds kinda peaceful, no? Except for the fact you're pressured to be a puppet. Sayaka: How can you say it's nothing? Your world isn't exactly the most peaceful place on Earth. <laughs> Sayaka: Japan is peaceful yeah. But it does have it's ups and downs as well. Sayaka: I kinda wanna go back..wonder how everyone's doing. Jean: <laughs along, looking down at the girl - how had he noticed her sitting on his bed?> Yeah, I know what you mean there... though I kinda like here, spend some time in peace and meet people and live a little. Jean: And I know some people here so I'm not really that lonesome. What about you, did'ya drag your idol-y friends along here? Sayaka: You're right. Here we can act like normal teenagers. It feels nice not to have to put on an act for the camera for once. Sayaka: Mm...none of them came. Sayaka: I see a couple of my old..."friends" around but. Sayaka: I just can't bring myself to be around them. Jean: ... Why not? You shoulda asked them to come along, they'd have a blast here. Jean: Oh. Sayaka: Everybody's kind of doing their own thing I guess. Sayaka: I do have one friend though. I met him the other day. He was really nice. Jean: Well there's always opportunities to make new ones, meet new people with the same interests. Don't look so down. Jean: Oh? Who? Sayaka: His name's Nagito Komaeda..or Komaeda-san to me. SayakaWe walked around a lot and talked. Turns out he knows all about me. Jean: <ran out of stickers as he stickered as much as he could reach, opting to sit on the bed a bit away from Sayaka> Jean: Oh, so he's one of your fans? Sayaka: <sees that he ran out of places to put stickers> Aren't you going to sit down now? Jean: <laughs> You'll get real popular real quick then. Sayaka: Yeah, he is. It's weird though. Having people know who you are but you don't know them. Sayaka: Eheh..I don't know. Jean: I uh... yeah. <sits on the bed, the opposite end from where Sayaka sits> Sayaka: Why're you sitting away from me? Do I have germs or something? Jean: Well that's gotta be kinda cool to be idolized, I guess. I dunno what that's like but that sounds-- Jean: No, not at all! I was just giving you space. Jean: Did you want me in your lap or something close like that? Jean: <shakes head and looks away> Sayaka: N-no! Nothing like that..I just thought since we're sharing a room and all we should at least be a little bit more comfortable with each other. <fidgets> Jean: Uh... yeah, about that. Back where I'm from we don't really room boys and girls together when they're older, did they do this back where you're from? Jean: Not that you're uh, gross or anything, but that's a little weird. Sayaka: No. This is my first time being in a room alone with a boy. Sayaka: It's brand new to me. So hopefully we won't have any...accidents. Jean: RIGHT. Shit, forgot. There shouldn't be any problems, don't worry at all! I was just giving you space. Jean: And we're talking, aren't we getting comfortable? Sayaka: Yeah! Yeah we are.. Sayaka: Still, it's a bit awkward now don't you think? Sayaka: We both seem to not have any experience with the opposite sex. Jean: Just make sure you change in the bathroom and we'll be fine. Jean: You're quick to assume!! Jean: <RED HOT IN THE FACE> Jean: You don't know that. Sayaka: Why should I have to change in the bathroom? YOU change in the bathroom. Sayaka: Oh? So you've had a girlfriend before? Sayaka: <leaning towards him now> Jean: UH, no... But you don't know me like that!! Jean: You change in the bathroom, you have like... parts and stuff that I don't. Jean: So that's on you. Jean: <stands up and goes to luggage to unpack a little> SayakaOkay, well. <stands up now as well, her hands on her hips> Sayaka: I'm going to change. Sayaka: Right here. Jean: <takes a shirt out of luggage and turns back> You wouldn't, you're an /IDOL/ remember? Jean: Go be princess-like and change. In the bathroom. Sayaka: ...T-true..you caught my bluff I guess. Sayaka: <heads on over to the bathroom now while grumbling> Jean: <laughs and turns away. he was partially hoping she had the guts to actually do it but he wouldn't look anyway> Jean: Don't be so grumpy, you don't look good like that. Sayaka: Hmph! <sticks her tongue out at him before closing the door> Gosh... <returns a few minutes later dressed in casual clothing and not her uniform> Sayaka: Need help unpacking maybe? Jean: Oh, uh, I'm alright-- <he's hanging up shirts on his side of the closet> --thank you though. <turns and looks at her> Jean: You look nice for it being 11PM. Sayaka: Is it? I didn't notice the time..guess I have to go change again. <awkwardly steps out of the room poor girl can't even keep track of time. steps back in again wearing a night gown> Sayaka: I'm really...yeah. I'm sorry. Sayaka: I guess I'll do my unpacking after you sleep. I've got a couple things I don't need a guy like you seeing. Jean: <NIGHT GOWN IS NICE, STARES STRAIGHT INTO CLOSET> Yeah uh... Jean: Wait, you tryin' to smuggle something in? Sayaka: N-no! Just...it's girl stuff. Jean: <imagination is so not wandering> Sayaka: Look okay? I'm not like most girls. Jean: I see... well, I'm pretty much done here if you'd like to get started soon <he takes shirt and pajama bottoms from his neatly organized closet> Jean: You're not like most girls? What makes you so high and special - you read minds or something cool? <exaggerated> Jean: <little does he know> Sayaka: Yeah... <drags her suitcase to the closet now after he's done and starts unpacking> Don't look over here until I'm done. Sayaka: Read minds? I don't know about that. I just have pretty good intuition. Jean: Got it... <he turns away and begins changing clothes (not like she's looking anyway)> Jean: Good intuition, huh? Jean: <pants are changed, shirt is in the process of being removed. god he's so hot> Sayaka: <looks back at him and accidentally sees him with his shirt off and turns away quickly acting like nothing happened. the crack in her voice pretty much gives it away though> Y-yeah! Haha.. <stuffs her things into the closet quickly> It's just something I've always had I guess. Sayaka: Uhm...did you have any special talents..? Jean: So I was kind of right. Oh, uh... I'm not really talented like you. I'm good at working my gear though, if that's even worth anything here... Sayaka: Gear? Oh! You mean that...stuff I saw earlier. What do you even do with that anyway? <finishes putting her clothes in the closet and takes a seat on her bed now.> Jean: <finishes dressing, tosses clothes UNORGANIZEDLY into closet> Yeah, that stuff I had on earlier. Remember the monsters I was telling you about? Jean: <lays down on his own bed> I take down Titans with that stuff. They're REALLY big - and they have more strength than we do, so we have the gear that kinda lets us fly through the air and have some kind of advantage when it comes to battling them. Sayaka: Oh so you use it to kill the titans. That's kinda neat.. thought it was something you used for fun. Flying sounds..really cool though. I'm jealous. <looking down at the floor now. can't even look him in the eye after seeing him shirtless> Jean: <looking up at the stickers> Nah, don't be jealous. I guess you could use it to get to class faster if the buildings were taller, or maybe going through forests... maybe I'll see if I can show you sometime how it works, maybe you'd have fun with it. Sayaka: I might hurt myself if I try something like that. You'd rescue me if anything happened right Jean-san? Jean: ... !! Sayaka: What is it..? Jean: Yeah, I'd be right there with my own gear with you, don't worry! Jean: <heart begins to thud she's so cute kill me> Sayaka: Hah..that's a relief then. <gives a small smile> Oh, did you want the light off? It's pretty late. Jean: Oh, uh, yeah, it is getting kinda late... what day is it again? <rubs eyes holy shit today was traumatic> Jean: ... is there school tomorrow? Sayaka: It's Friday..currently. Tomorrow will be Saturday. So there's no school which means you're stuck with me. Unless...you have plans. <leans over and cuts off the lamp. still sitting up now she looks up at the ceiling> Wow. Those stickers look nice. Didn't know they were glow in the dark. Jean: Oh, cool! We could stay up longer and talk if you'd-- <lights cut out and jean's shocked. GLOW IN THE DARK!!!> Yeah, these are cool... It's kinda like being out in Titan territory where you can see the stars for MILES at nighttime... Jean: <gets under covers and shifts to where he feels comfortable> So you got plans for tomorrow? Sayaka: <takes this chance to lie down on her bed as well, finally able to look at him in the dark.> That's pretty neat besides you know..the titans. Being out with your friends to watch the stars or even just somebody you really care about. I want to be able to do that one day... <voice trails off> Sayaka: Mm..not really. I'm probably just going to stay here. Sayaka: What about you? Jean: <jean is glad sayaka can't see him bc he's blushing again.d id the blush ever go away????> Yeah... Jean: Oh, uh, no plans! I might go and check the school or maybe get some food sometime during the day. Sayaka: Think maybe I could tag along then if it's not too much trouble? Jean: Yeah, yeah, I was just thinking about that. You could tag along as long as you don't embarrass me or somethin'. Promise? Sayaka: Me? Embarrass you? <shocked voice because how could he even SAY such a thing> Never! Like I'd embarrass my date. <totally joking about the date thing...or is she? we just dont know> Jean: .................................................... I'm not your date, don't degrade yourself like that. Sayaka: Degrade myself how? Are you saying you're not a nice looking guy? Jean: Oh, I'm not terrible looking - but I told you before I'm not your kinda guy. I'm a soldier and you're a singer, we're real different. Jean: You need some guy that'll pay for you to live and I don't make jack shit. Sayaka: You know, you're not the first person to tell me that. <stares at the ceiling now> But I don't really care about that. Sayaka: I just want to be with someone who'll make me happy, you know? Sayaka: Money is important I guess but..happiness comes first. Jean: You think so? How noble of you. Sayaka: Haha..it's what most girls want. Jean: Well, I don't really know girls all that well according to you so /I wouldn't have a clue/! Jean: <laughing. clearly he's being a smartass just making convo> Sayaka: So you do know about girls? You had someone back home didn't you? <turns back to facing him, smirk on face clearly interested in what he had to say> I wanna hear about it. Jean: Oh, well... I'll be honest, I'm an honest guy. Jean: I didn't really have a girl, ever. At all. She was into someone else and I didn't stand a chance. But she was strong, stronger than me, and beautiful. <sigh> But that was a long time ago, things have changed. I don't know anything about girls, you were right. Sayaka: Oh..I'm sorry then. I'm sure she was beautiful. Maybe if she comes here you'll get to see her again and maybe be together? Unless..that person she likes is here as well. Jean: <SNORTS LOUDLY IC AND OOC> Sayaka: <????? looks at him weird was what she said funny to him?????> Jean: Naaaaaaaaaaaaah, I'm pretty sure she's not sure. But the guy she likes is, I don't like him that much. Jean: But I'm sure you wouldn't get it since you don't know anything about guys, right Princess? Sayaka: Hey! Well..you may be right, but I'm going to do whatever it takes to learn. Sayaka: So sorry if I'm oh so curious about your love life. I don't really have one of my own to talk about. Jean: So hearing about my failed attempts is going to help you somehow? Jean: Don't worry about it, you're not poking anywhere nobody hasn't seen before. Jean: So you've never, ever liked a boy? Sayaka: Maybe..I guess <laughs nervously> I was going to try to help you though, but I guess that's not going to work. Sayaka: Er..well. Sayaka: That's private information. Jean: You can't help me when I'm just helpless. Jean: Oh, so you can poke and prod but I can't? That's not fair. Sayaka: Well it's different because you're a /boy/. I'm a girl. Jean: How is that any different?It's fair game - I shared my story, you share yours. Sayaka: Well..I've never really liked a boy. Jean: ... Unless you want to hurt Jean-san's feelings? Sayaka: I've admired one, sure. Sayaka: ...!! Sayaka: I don't want to hurt your feelings I'm sorry.. Jean: Nonono, keep talking! I was listening. Sayaka: Well..it was back in middle school I guess. I admired this boy who wasn't even in the same class as I was. Sayaka: He saved a crane. It left an impression on me I suppose. Jean: Oh, that's cool. You like the heroic types then? Sayaka: I-I guess so? I don't really have a type as I said.. Jean: Riiiiiight. Well maybe you'll develop a "type" -- I mean I /am/ kinda heroic sometimes... Sayaka: Are you suggesting I'm going to fall for you or something? Jean: <JEAN?????? WHAT THE HECK UR A DORK he's blushing like cray> Jean: No. Sayaka: Kinda sounds like it. Jean: You're out of your mind. I was just stating the obvious. Jean: Or maybe... you're assuming I'm trying to get you to fall for me because you are? Sayaka: <gets out of her bed and crawls over to his in the dark> It sure didn't seem that way Jean-sa-- w-what!? Jean: <low laughing but you can smell the awkward jean from here he hecked up> Sayaka: I can't fall in love that easily! Jean: WHAT ARE YOU DOING????? Jean: GET BACK TO YOUR BED Sayaka: Relax...I'm just going to sit on the floor next to you. Jean: You have a bed. Girls like you don't deserve to sit on the floor. Sayaka: Oh well then let me get in the bed with you. Sayaka: <realizing how wrong that sounds she blushes> I-I MEAN... Jean: <mocking sayaka's voice> "We're not a married couple!" you said. Jean: You tryin' to pull a stunt on me? I got standards, morals, values. I'll take you out to dinner before that happens. Jean: <he's so embarrassed> Sayaka: I know that...! But it's not you'd do anything weird right? Sayaka: I'm not pulling any stunts. What STUNTS do you even have in mind you pervert? Jean: Like shove you off the bed? That's not weird at all. Jean: I'M NOT A PERVERT Sayaka: Then what were you even thinking!? Jean: I was thinking you were thinking of trying to sleep with me or something!! You can't trust everyone, yanno! Jean: Go back to your bed, off the floor Princess. Sayaka: Why would I want to sleep with some guy I only met like a week ago? Sayaka: <goes back to her bed while huffing> Jeez...I'm not the type to do that. Jean: I wouldn't have a clue? Go. to. your. bed. Sayaka: I am in my bed. You're so cold towards me it stings a little. Jean: Yeahyeah, keep talking like that.... Jean: I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. Jean: Just... don't sneak up on me like that, alright? Sayaka: It's all right..my feelings get hurt a little too easily I guess. Sayaka: I won't. But I have to ask the same of you. Jean: Nooo, you're fine. I'm just really honest. Sayaka: I don't want to wake up to see you hovering over me. Jean: If I wanted to creep on you I'd have done it already. Sayaka: Well now that you say that I don't know if I trust you now. Sayaka: You might have pictures of me or something.. Jean: <SLAMS HEAD AGAINST BACK OF PILLOW> Sayaka: W-what was that? Why're you slamming your head? Sayaka: <DAMMIT JEAN YOU'RE MAKING HER NERVOUS> Jean: Assume what you like, but I don't--I don't do that kinda stuff!! Sayaka: Well I'd hope not! It's weird and...just weird! I-I've had people do that before and..it's weird. Jean: That's just weird and I'm pretty normal - you might be an 'idol' or whatever but I'm not like that... Jean: I see... Jean: I guess you have reason not to trust me, but you should. Jean: Remember I told you I'd catch you when I'll take you out to try the gear? Sayaka: I-it's not that I don't trust you just.. <oh god she's just going to come out and say it> Jean: You trusted me, right? SayakaJean-san..I really want to be friends with you. Jean: ... We are friends, aren't we? Sayaka: Yeah but..not close friends. Jean: Stop acting so scared. Sayaka: I want to be close friends with you. Jean: ... <heart thuds> Sayaka: Well I'm alone with a boy I have to be a little scared don't I? Jean: Waaaaaaaait, so first you wanna be close with me, but then you turn around and say you're scared of me? Pick one. Sayaka: Okay okay! Sorry. Sayaka: I want to be close with you, okay? Sayaka: Like..really close. Not close like THAT..but in the most friendly type of way. Jean: Define close...? Sayaka: <hiding her face now god this is so embarrassing> Jean: So you wanna be friends? Sayaka: Close just...close. Yeah..friends. Jean: I guess it just takes time to get to know people and trust them, give it time. Jean: We can be friends. Jean: You're sure you don't think you're too good to be my friend? Sayaka: Really, you be friends with me then? Jean: <he's hella embarrassed> Sayaka: ...No. Sayaka: If anything it's me who's too good to be friends with you. Jean: ... Alright then, we'll be friends. Jean: <LOUD LAUGH> Jean: Go look at yourself in a mirror then look back at me. Sayaka: What's the laugh for? It's true! Sayaka: You can work that gear and you can kill monsters. All I do is sing. Jean: ... Have you looked at yourself in the mirror? You're really pretty, I'm pretty... average. <WHOOP HE SAID IT AND HE'S KIND OF WEAK RN> Sayaka: You think I'm pretty? <eyes widen a bit at him having said that> Jean: <he's appalled holy shit how does she NOT know. wide eyes.> I told you to look at yourself. Yeah. Jean: <their babies are gonna come out red like his blush i swear to god> SayakaI didn't know you meant it like THAT. You're not so bad looking yourself I guess. Sayaka: I've never had a boy in my age range compliment me personally face to face..that was really nice. Jean: You need sleep. Sayaka: Changing the subject so fast? Sayaka: I guess I do. Jean: ... But you are pretty. Pretty oblivious. <snort> Jean: <covering up for being an idiot> Sayaka: Oh HAHA. Thanks Jean-san <right about now she's rolling her eyes and turning over to face the wall> Sayaka: It is..pretty late though. Jean: Yeah, you're right... we kinda wasted a lot of time talking. Sorry. Jean: At least you can sleep in tomorrow? Sayaka: It wasn't a waste of time. We got to know each other a little better I guess. I feel slightly more comfortable with you. Sayaka: Yeah..I can. Depending on when you'll want to go though. I'll have to be up for that. Jean: Yeah! Uh, as for when we're going... I guess we'll go in the afternoon, I'll probably end up oversleeping a little bit, don't worry! Sayaka: That sounds fine then I guess..I think I'll try to sleep now. You should do the same. Jean: Of course, yeah. Sleep tight Sayaka. Sayaka: You too, Jean-san. <CLOSE SCENE>

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Komaeda instantly whip-lashed into looking apologetic, though it was genuine at least. “Apologies, Maizono-san! I swear I didn’t mean for it to sound that way.” As if he’d even consider getting close enough to her to try anything. He thought himself lucky just standing in her presence!

The phrasing of that prompted a curious glance from him and he chuckled again, amused. “‘In any way I didn’t want’? That’s unexpected!” He was joking of course though he didn’t know if it was his place to do so.

Wait—did she just step inside? That caught him off-guard. He had thought she would surely show him here and leave. Komaeda pushed a hand through his wild hair, disbelieving. “Ah, Maizono-san…I appreciate your kindness but you don’t have to waste any more of your time on me!”

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Maybe she shouldn't have gone inside so soon now that she thought about it. It was getting kind of late and she did have a couple of things she needed to take care of. He'd be fine by himself and if he ever needed anything he'd know where to find her. With a nod of her head she grabs the door knob. "Time isn't wasted when it's spent on friends."

"Though I do have to go..I'm sorry to cut this short, Komaeda-san." an apologetic look on her face now. "But if you ever need me for whatever reason, just say my name and I'll be there!" 

"Oh and..if you decide to come by my dorm please tell me if my dorm mate ever gives you any trouble..he's nice but well..." how could she describe it? We'll just leave that alone for now. "Anyways, I'll see you again Komaeda-san!" she gives a small wave before heading out of the door. 

[yomawaro]

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らくがきまとめ４

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starstruck. [Closed]

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Uh. Anything weird? “Never, Maizono-san,” Komaeda chuckled lightly. oh he’d be weird. Weird in a totally different sense than that. He was more than willing to be late for class every day if it meant fulfilling that wish of hers, so he added it to his mental to-do list.

He obeyed the light touch on his sleeve as if it was a leash, obediently trotting with her, amicable smile in place because perhaps this was a pleasant circumstance without the unlucky snap he was expecting. Her words actually, possibly, touched some part of him that wasn’t demented. “…You think so? Well, I’ll do my best to make you satisfied.” Considering someone like him a friend…?

A dismissive hand was tossed in reply to that remark about intruding, flinging open the door after a polite knock. His roommate apparently wasn’t present and didn’t seem to have been for quite some time. Komaeda tossed his backpack filled with meager possessions on his bed and whirled to face Maizono again with another grin.

"Looks like no one is home! I guess we have the place to ourselves." A pause, wherein his eyes actually darted, abashed. "Though I don’t mean like that, haha…If you need anything at any time, all you have to do is knock. That’s an offer extended as your friend, Maizono-san!"

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She stood in the doorway as she watched him walk in and toss his backpack onto his bed. "The place to ourselves? Haha..even if you didn't mean it that way, it sure sounded like it." She's fidgeting with her thumbs now. She knew he was kidding, but now that she thought about it the both of them being in this dorm alone together and by chance if anyone had saw them..could certainly start a few rumors on campus. 

"I trust you wouldn't harm me in any way I didn't want, don't worry." While he did give off a bit of a creepy vibe at first, he reminded her a bit of Naegi. Not just because of his title, but because even though they had just met he made her feel somewhat at ease. 

She finally takes this chance to step inside and close the door behind her just in case somebody comes by and gets the wrong idea. When was being alone with a boy this nerve-wracking for her?

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starstruck. [Closed]

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…Huh? She actually was all right with someone like him walking her to class? Such kindness, befitting one who bore Hope like she did. Komaeda’s static smile slid into one that was, perhaps, a tinge more natural and genuine now. “I would love nothing more than to be able to greet you in the morning and escort you to your class! Though, that’s only if you’re sure.”

Back to walking they went. Komaeda refused to let the ache in his lungs impede him from such a pleasant activity, because being in the idol’s presence made the sunlight pale in comparison. Or so his thought process went.

"If it’s possible, I’ll have to find some way to pay you back, Maizono-san." For the help and such. "If there’s anything you need, don’t be afraid to let me know!"

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"Of course I'm sure! It's not like you'd do anything weird like most guys.." Don't even get her started on some men. Men that followed her around and tried to take unflattering pictures. Every gir should be aware of men like those. So far, Komaeda wasn't one of them so she was willing to give him this amount of trust. "I'll look forward to it in the future then, Komaeda-san."

She then opens the door, letting him walk out first before doing the same herself. "Now then..let's go." she gives a tug on his jacket sleeve once more before pulling him in the direction of his dorm. "You don't need to repay me for something like that." she turns and looks at the other as she walks "We're friends, Komaeda-san. Just keep being my friend. You should think more of yourself." 

They walk for awhile longer before finally coming to the building labelled as "Block B" now then..which room was it? 211...211..she scans the numbers on doors as she walks along, Komaeda close behind her. "Ah! I think I've found it." she now stands in front of a door with the number 211 engraved on it. She reaches for the door handle before pulling back. "Oh..I probably shouldn't intrude like this."

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starstruck. [Closed]

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Easy. At that word, Komaeda’s expression actually nearly lost its constant joviality. Easy. “Oh no, Maizono-san,” he laughed softly, his smile edging its way back into place. “You wouldn’t want to have luck like mine.”

Immediately, as if earlier had never happened, he perked right back up and nodded. “Really, you don’t have to apologize at any point to me!” Humor was embedded in every word as if he found the idea hilarious, because it really was to him. “You’re right, and I believe they placed me in Room 211!”

A flutter of his fingers indicated the location on the map. “If you don’t mind my asking, what room are you in?” There was no motive to that question for once, he really was just curious. The worst she could expect would be a sudden greeting in the morning, perhaps. 

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How could he perk right back up in a split second? A bit discomforting it was, to say the least. She found him to be a little bit like herself in that regard, though when you're seeing someone else do it, it does feel a bit uncomfortable. "Hm.." her eyes focused as he indicated the location on the map. Seems like he was a Block away from her dorm. 

"I'm actually a block away from you in room 110." that's unfortunate for her. She was looking forward to being in the same building as her new friend. "Even so..if you wanted to drop by and say good morning, you could. Maybe you could even walk me to my first class." her eyes fluttered as she looked back up as him once more. 

"I think it's about time we take you where you need to be, Komaeda-san." she says as she's standing up now, map in her hand. She waits for Komaeda to do the same before she starts walking to the door.