esprits malins

[daily-spooky]

[surebabyholdback]

The answer evades me. I wanted to experience somethin’ I didn’t understand. I reached for it and was made a fool by my own childish notions of love. But where was my error? Was it in the reaching or the wanting? Is this what it is to be an adult? The same exquisite longing of adolescence, but with a burden of constant accountability? No excuse is to be made for your choices for they are yours alone. I cannot say whether or not I’m grateful for the experience, for the knowledge. The felicity of youth has been ripped from me like skin. And exposed as I am, sore and open as I am I can feel it shape me into somethin’ new. Hero. Villain. Writer. Grown…from the human ruins of a madman’s love.

Cairo Sweet, Miller’s Girl

[feelingsoftheday]

i’m such a “i want your attention” but “won’t bother you” kinda person

[prettybaby-inc]

[emotionalwords]

reassurance hits different when it’s not asked for

[peter1rose]

Journal Excerpt: 08/28/23

Life feels the most fulfilling after great fear and pain. Yet, once I've re-experienced life, I'm quick to forget my trials. And I again mistaken things I'm privileged to partake in as my basic rights and lose the great joy and satisfaction of living. When I'm sick, I long to live; and when I'm alive, I long for silence. I wish to break my cycle. I do not want to take my life for granted.

[stricatul]

show me all the parts of you that you do not love so i know where to begin.

[feelingsoftheday]

They swear they don’t wanna lose you but act like they ain’t tryna keep you either.

[boytransmission]

Four photos from Lynn Welburn's series of leatherdykes in gear found while exploring cybergay graveyards. More can be seen on Gay-MART.

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

people are like “i am fine” and then stare into the void all night.

its me, i am people.

[pennym00]

I feel, once again, called out

[stricatul]

it’s so attractive when someone actually puts in effort to keep you

[stricatul]

She is at a point in her life where she just wants to hug someone and tell them how tired and drained she really is. Someone who can make her feel safe, seen, secured, and protected.

[kafkaspupil]

I wanna be soft with someone and not regret it after

[metalheadfromslovakia]

[stricatul]

Intimacy is not who you let touch you. Intimacy is who you text at 3am about your dreams and fears. Intimacy is giving someone your attention, when ten other people are asking for it. Intimacy is the person always in the back of your mind, no matter how distracted you are.

[thepersonalquotes]

“how was ur day?” “how are u?” “i missed u today” “call me when u get home” “im proud of you”

[serial777killers]

it’s the small things

[dvnyaaa]

I hope one day I can stop believing that I’m hard to love