sandra elisabeth

21 club.

[sad--gal]

[essandy]

You think you're cute and funny

But when girls want to do what bunnies do then you fall short. I'm not saying you won't get rich and build a house on top of a mountain But I sure do hate you enough to not Soothe my worry looks. Let's not buy our parents a house on the south of France. There's no you and I I've never met a more depriving manipulating son of a bitch ever. And I feel bad for the mother than I do for you, Good riddance and I'm looking forward to that slashing and burning of the Bears tomorrow.

[eggtae-deactivated20160503]

please remember to forgive yourself for the years your mental illness took away from you

[serigaito]

Ian: I don’t believe in luck. I do believe we’ve known each other since forever, though.

Sofi: Really?

Ian: Yeah. You know how? When the big bang happened, all the atoms in the universe, they were all smashed together into one little dot that exploded outward. So my atoms and your atoms were certainly together then, and, who knows, probably smashed together several times in the last 13.7 billion years. So my atoms have known your atoms and they’ve always known your atoms. My atoms have always loved your atoms.

I origins (2014)

[makelovetothemoon]

My father had taught me to be nice first, because you can always be mean later, but once you’ve been mean to someone, they won’t believe the nice anymore. So be nice, be nice, until it’s time to stop being nice, then destroy them.

Laurell K. Hamilton (via bl-ossomed)

[6ix-shawty]

[sappheyer-deactivated20180713]

Amen

[wheeezzyybaby]

Me rn

[sujotgulati]

Visit Original Link

The Weeknd - Tears In The Rain 

[penssamento]

[essandy]

Lately

Its been as if life has set a road for me that I cannot divert from.

When i open my mouth to utter words of wisdom all the unscathed men that hover around disperse.

yet its quite alright.

i mean a lot of my excitement comes from the thrill of the hunt

never was one for the type of man who cannot challenge me.

Sometimes trophy husbands are best yet I’d rather be alone than warm up my bed with an empty vessel or speak to a vegetable.

I know you’re what I would want but it seems to be that whenever I’m high and you seep into my thrifting thoughts that maybe in some universe we are together. or maybe somewhere else and some other time i’m smart enough not to trip over you.

but lets see where i go from here. just like every other love story i’ve cried about... the tears eventually stop rolling down and my inadequate definition of love becomes clear and the realization that i’m only 21 and have no idea what i’m talking about hits me like a Uhaul that is carrying all of your baggage.

[essandy]

Sorry

I forgot maturity doesn't go by age.

[essandy]

No.

[essandy]

It's pretty easy to see what needs to be done. If you're a leading lady, why must you treat yourself like a simple character roaming the back of the stage. It's easy to see the ending to this. Why drag it on? Endless reasons not enough emphasis on them..

[essandy]

What lies underneath.

Suddenly I found myself with a haunting feeling of unease. Something feels wrong but I can’t put my finger on it. It’s like a dark cloud looms right above me. What was unfamiliar but fantastic all of a sudden has become familiar and unnerving and just like it came in it rushed right out. Where did my spring break go? Where I found myself enveloped in the un forsaken truth that was my loneliness Now it’s like I’m surrounded with copious amounts of people and I’m just on my own unconsciously.

I just want to be loved and to love back but if i can’t find that and never felt it then how do I know I want it?

It’s kind of like my religion I’ve never experienced those jaw dropping miracles but I know they could happen I just want some honest genuine love but it’s not here It’s not in LA And it’s not you with your clouded judgement of past embraces that I can tell are nothing like the ones you give me

I have myself in order when it comes to the technical stuff but my life is a mess when it comes to the things that make us human. It’s all artificial to me.

And somehow I find myself missing that hurt from so long ago because it was only caused by one but at least I knew how to work with it.

[kushandwizdom]

[kushandwizdom]

Good Vibes HERE

[shortvideosandstuff]

[kushandwizdom]

[essandy]

It is what it is

That sudden struck of luck That turns out to hit you like a truck When you realize what something is. It’s as if you finally realize what you thought it could be and realize how excited you were for it to then find out it’s exactly what you thought you wanted. Damn it just got real.