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[essie-yaps]

✿ ABOUT ME ✿

hellooo my name is essie and this is my blog to (A) yap and (B) reblog stuff that isn't related to my main haunt @devileyeswriting

only follow this acct if you’re prepared to suffer with a lot of shitposting about my WIPs or other random stuff

25 // mdni

i enjoy lots of stuff but these are the things i enjoy the most:

anime

bleach, attack on titan, jojo's bizarre adventure, hunter x hunter, naruto, wolf's rain, frieren, jjk, cowboy bebop, chainsaw man, code geass, death note, full metal alchemist, mob psycho 100, vinland saga, jjk, dan da dan, neon genesis evangelion, one-punch man, the time i got reincarnated as a slime

video games

stardew valley, baldurs gate 3, divinity original sin 2, pathfinder (kingmaker + wrath of the righteous), coral island, spellcaster university, house of legacy, humankind, anno 1800, the sims, paralives

music

emery, pierce the veil, the used, linkin park, evanescence, my chemical romance, bring me the horizon, sleeping with sirens, falling in reverse, bayside, thursday, from first to last, finch, silverstein, underoath, khantrast, starjunk 95, zodivk, $werve, laura marling, leonard cohen, kings of convenience, sufjan stevens, arctic monkeys, daft punk, sun kil moon, the decemberists, elliot smith, the avett brothers, wolfie's just fine, pearl jam, death cab for cutie, eminem, the strokes, fleetwood mac, black rebel motorcycle club, the last shadow puppets, britney spears, kendrick lamar, nick cave & the bad seeds, kurt vile, she wants revenge

divider by @pixopix

[emmaxrosa]

"I am condemned to solitude and dark; I do not mean to hurt you."

"I will be gentle. (And could love free me from the shadows?")

("Can a bird sing only the song it knows, or can it learn a new song?")

"See, how I'm ready for you. I've always been ready for you; I've been waiting for you in my wedding dress, why have you delayed so long...it will all be over quickly."

"You will feel no pain, my darling."

house of the dragon // the lady of the house of love, angela carter

[jellolegos]

[wolfienation]

"You bathe in the warm light of her gaze."

[eldianhope]

[curiouslyviscousogre]

I needa ride that nose SO BADLY 😫

[essie-yaps]

DEW's aesthetic bc each post looks different and i can't commit to a style

from huge gifs to tacky canva banners and minimalist designs ...... it is really ugly. AND THAT'S OKAY. I like the recent purple theme but my posts tomorrow will ruin that soooo yea. itt was nice while it lasted

[doomedl-ove]

"are you normal about-" no I'm an insane pervert

[essie-yaps]

I’m largely unhappy with my work for bleach week D,: which is sad. I’ve been in a writing slump I think and nothing is turning out how I want it to. and as I tie up my WIPs for this I’m just getting emo about them.

[tchaikovskyed]

people keep asking me what I've been up to over the last few weeks and literally I start SWEATING like dude literally nothing much just obsessing over my favourite childhood anime and writing copious amounts of fanfiction ANYWAY YEAH WHAT'S UP WITH YOU????

[kupal1nka]

[ervvinz]

[essie-yaps]

rediscovered dakhabrakha and I do love their music so very much

[essie-yaps]

Rant no one asked for + regurgitating the same nonsense I’ve said before:

I’ve made the decision to not fully participate in Levi month 🥀 maybe write for a prompt here or there if I’m feeling inspired, but I’m going to focus on my longfics in August/September. And prepare for kinktober.

I miss writing for my OCs, and I wanna explore my new OC more. I miss my longfics. OC longfics are what got me into writing ff 15 years ago and it’s what keeps me here.

Joining tumblr has been odd. On one hand, I’m having so much fun meeting people. On the other hand, it has made me wayyyyy too concerned about “engagement”. I’ve always appreciated comments and kudos on AO3, but I never let that define my experience. On Tumblr, I feel like I’m constantly comparing myself and doing things to get “likes”.

That’s literally why I started writing for JJK I’m not gonna lie!!!

But anyway, I’m very happy I started the bleach creator network because being able to talk with inspirational writers and artists and just goof and goon together is scratching that ‘social’ itch that Tumblr satisfies, while also removing me from topics of “engagement”. I can just read and write in peace, now, and it has made me re-evaluate my recent approach to fanfic.

TLDR I’m writing where my heart takes me and I’m gonna TRY and stop caring about like counts and whatnot

[codes-and-stuffs]

i do think we should normalise being like. platonically enamoured with someone. perhaps i love and admire you dearly and there's nothing romantic about it

[cactusringed]

(writes something) god this sucks so bad. this is awful. i'm the worst writer ever. this is nothing. (rereads it a while after writing it) oh dude this is fire. i'm the god of writing. (writes something again) god this sucks so bad. th

[essie-yaps]

ASUMA 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩