maria

iconography is dead

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broke my favorite bracelet today. tbh it was reaaalllyy old and I could tell it was on its last legs but I love it so much. Idk how I’m going to fix it

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tumblr user estelles gem suffers from phat ass syndrome 🍑

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AHHH WHAT AM I EVEN GONNA DO FOR MY BIRTHDAY I DIDNT THINK COVID WOULD LAST THIS LONG I WAS PLANNING A WHOLE ENTIRE BASH NNOOOOOO

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june 7 2019, best and worst day of my life methinks

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met my soulmate during college but he lives half way across the country and we barely talk anymore so maybe we just weren’t meant to be

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hssjjalalad I’m so cold and I’m very exhausted

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AHHH MY SIBLINGS CAME THRUUU EXACTLY!!! now we’re just gonna play just dance the whole Christmas break, I know thats right!!

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aHhhhhHHH MERRY KISSMAS ❤️❤️🎁🎄 also there is a crazy storm going on wth 😭

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finished reading and watching tpt and I just reminded me of how Tara’s dance instructor broke her WHOLE ENTIRE BACK and she didn’t want to report her... like sis had a whole other friend there to witness the dance instructor pushing her too far and didn’t want to speak up.... girl, get that bread and sue her. This is not time to act shy!

anyways,, the TPT BOOK??? amazing, ballet dancers are devious! please if someone put glass shards in my point shoes or someone pinned my butterflies to a freaking WALL?? best believe it would not end well for them omg 😭

the show could have had more dancing and developed their characters more cause I feel like they were literally just there for the plot... like i wasn’t too invested in any of the characters by the third episode

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Also,, I really miss nyc 😔

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also I literally have finals until the 20th??? very darksided and I WILL (not) be speaking to my prof about this

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pleeaaasee Dylan O’Brien was trending or something and it reminded me of how I a stan account for him and my friend want to borrow it,, I legit gave her the pass for the weekend and she used it for legit nonsense 😭 got my account deleted with a QUICKNESS like,, cmon now don’t fumble my bag cause you have boundary issues,, very dark and twisted

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pls I love tumblr cause I cant even rant on my finsta anymore ik I can just block/remove ppl but I cant tell if I actually don’t like these ppl or if I’m just stressed out by covid...

like I have so much to say

like ik it’s a pandemic and the phone works both ways so if our relationship fumbled its on both of us. But if I have to text or call u first thru out our whole friendship then im just gonna give and not be your friend anymore. Like I’m at the point where I really don’t care, oh we’ve been friends since middle school? So act like it. Its the way that people I met at college and have only got to hang out with like barley 6 months are closer and better friends to me.

Also school makes me want to nosedive off a cliff, but I need to be rich if I ever want to be like a good parent number 1, and a really good foster parent .

lucky that all I do is sleep and study and reflect cause now I realize I actually do NAWT like some of y’all as this is honestly the best time to let you guys go whew, the collapse

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the way june and december are Easily the best months, the way 6 + 6 = 12?? yeah call the destiny... gemini power my mind is just so great omg. But I will say sometimes I really like june and may more but that is neither here nor there

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the music in euphoria ❤️❤️ i love it so much

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Let dogs and cats sniff… Just let them fhcnking sniff… They love it

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i say i like tumblr better cause my aesthetic is cute but im pretty sure my desktop theme is still that girl from adventure time, and my moblie one is just purple... ykw imma go find my way back to twiddur cause my header/icon combo really just hits different. ahshakalla havent had the app for 5 mins bro. The way i try giving a tumblr a chance but then finding no interesting art or post whatsoever...