lalalalala

–_–

[estepanyaligaya]

Random Thought:

I just hate it when people assume as if you know everything. They will expect that you know every answer on every question. Then, they'll be disappointed when you say you don't know the answer.

[estepanyaligaya]

Game quotes by Dr. Glenn Pierce from Superliminal, a perspective-based puzzle video game:

" The worst thing you can do is focus on negativtiy. It won't spare you from the cage of death, the pain of disease, the cruelty of time, the cold shell of human nature or the eventual loss of everything you've ever held dear. Whatever you do, don't focus on that! "

" ... the problem is not that the problems we face can't be solved: the problem is that we become so afraid of failure that we refuse to see our problems from a new perspective. And so we do the same things again and again and again. And therein, of course, we find exactly the failure we were looking for."

" ... just like the power of perspective itself — it will have been as real as you believed it to be. You just have to Wake Up. "

[estepanyaligaya]

A movie quote from "The Little Prince" (based on Antoine de Saint-Exupéry's Le Petit Prince):

" Growing up is not the problem, forgetting is. "

[estepanyaligaya]

Words overflowing everywhere

Thoughts littered everywhere

Worries slipping everywhere

Doubts spilling everywhere

My mind's a mess and in chaos

~ overthinker ~

[estepanyaligaya]

Random thought:

I guess I'm just being too harsh to myself and to my impression to other people.

[estepanyaligaya]

- Rupi Kaur, The Sun and her Flowers

[estepanyaligaya]

An excerpt from Rupi Kaur's The Sun and her Flowers, "the art of growing":

" as if the acceptance of my own body parts will invite thoughts of lust in their heads i will not subject myself to their ideology cause slut shaming is rape culture virgin praising is rape culture "

[estepanyaligaya]

An excerpt from Lang Leav's Lullabies, "Broken Hearts":

" ... it’s okay to be hurting as much as you are. What you are feeling is not only completely valid but necessary—because it makes you so much more human."

[estepanyaligaya]

An excerpt from Lang Leav's Lullabies, "Patience":

“Where are you?” She asked. “I have been searching all my life.”

“Stop looking for me,” Love replied, “and I will find you.”

[estepanyaligaya]

- Lang Leav, Memories

[estepanyaligaya]

- Lang Leav, Lullabies

[estepanyaligaya]

Random thought:

I think I am dumb.

[estepanyaligaya]

Random thought:

I guess I don't like him anymore or I'm just trying to know him to like him even more.

[estepanyaligaya]

Random thought:

I feel dumber and dumber as days passed by. I don't know. Maybe I'm just stupid.

[estepanyaligaya]

Random thought:

Why is that I can see change in others but I can't barely see a change in myself?

Well, I guess I'm not paying attention...

[estepanyaligaya]

Random Thought:

I guess I can't be in a relationship because number one reason is studies. Second is that I can't see myself as a person that can control two responsibilities at a time. I do responsibilities as a student, a daughter, and an elder sister most of the times. But becoming a lover is not really my thing. I guess it's hard for me to focus on those two things. Because if that happens, there will always one thing that I'm going to set aside and have to focus on the other one. That's why I think I can't handle a relationship in my state. But I couldn't know what'll happen someday...

[estepanyaligaya]

March 5, 2019 (Tuesday)

Journal Entry #66

© Poems Porn