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didn't change my number, made him shut his mouth. at least i gave him something he can cry about. i thought about my future but I want it now. you can't give me up. you couldn't save me but you can't let me go. i can crave you but you don't need to know.

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HARRY !

𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓃𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 ➜ estarry

Knowing what was ahead of him for that afternoon, wasn’t making it any easier, at this point he had just came to terms with how awkward the whole thing would be, and might as well get through with it. Parking his car, Harry grabbed his  hand bag and made his way up where he was expected for the meeting where they would be adjusting the last couple of details, including meeting the cast, before they get to shooting his Carolina music video. Up until there, nothing new on his line of work, now insert the main female actress, Ester Expósito, and it gets trickier then you would think. The Spanish actress gained a lot of notoriety through the netflix series ELITE, and it came to no surprise when she appeared as one of the options for the role. Did Harry have the power to remove her from the project altogether? Of course he did. But he wasn’t petty like that, and as the blonde when through the different stages of casting and eventually picked for the role, he kept his mouth shut, and here they were, with Harry stepping into the hall and becoming face to face with a girl that the last time he saw in flesh was in between the sheets, at an hotel room in Madrid, a night where his only regret was to wake up alone, not sure what he did wrong so that the Spanish had the need to sneak out on him. One of the things he hates the most is when his gut feeling fails him. He believes in his instinct when it comes to people, random hook ups wasn’t something the male did often, so in a way he did put a lot of trust in the female, only to have it blowing in his face the next morning. 

“Hey” Harry politely replied, as he watched the actress go on a ramble, resulting on his face turn into an intrigued frown, so we going down the we never met before route, alright, he could do that. “I think that I would have been exposed already if that was the case, not that I know much about tinder, never tried it, I’ll take your word for it” was what he could muster as an easy going reply, hopefully something that wouldn’t raise any suspicions towards the two of them. “Nice meeting you” He decided to give her the chance to shut up about pictures and how he looked, her nervousness was clear, at least for the singer, all others would think it was over meeting Harry for the first time, a reaction he often gets, but he knew better. “After you” Harry gestured to the door, following inside and picking the seat across from the actress. “Good afternoon everyone” He greeted, grabbing a bottle of water from the center of the table. All his creative vision about the while music video had already been passed to the producer and photography director, so he wouldn’t be participating much, trusting his team to handle it like he knew they could. Against his will, his gaze would always fall on Ester, the woman clearly doing all in her power to avoid it, so he would quickly try and focus on what was being told, as the producer was showing sketches and all the planning for the two days of filming they would have ahead of them in about a week. 

nice meeting you. now this really hadn’t been ester’s intention behind her nervous rambling; acting as if they had never met. the words kept repeating in her head as he sat across from her, even when he greeted everyone and she should’ve probably done the same, all she could come up with was a smile as she sat down, her eyes always wandering over to him when she knew he wasn’t looking. but this was harry styles, so maybe he really didn’t remember her. the blonde didn’t even want to think about how many women he must’ve met at his concerts that he invited up to his hotel room. she had just been one of many, and she wasn’t blaming him for that. if she was in his position, she probably would’ve done the same. still, it probably made the whole situation more awkward than she had expected it to be. “alright everyone, let’s go over the script, shall we ?” the director disturbed her overthinking as a batch of paper was placed in front of her, her eyes scanning the first page. “i’m sorry, could we maybe listen to the song again ?” her request filled the quiet room. “it’s been a while since the whole casting and stuff, so i’m really not sure i remember it correctly.” a lie, she knew all his songs, since she’d been a fan even before the whole madrid thing. but maybe the actress just wanted to involve him a little, since he looked so relaxed in his chair, not really participating out of whatever reason.

the spaniard flipped through the pages of the script afterwards. the story matching the lyrics shouldn’t have been a surprise for her, but she still found her cheeks turning into a soft rosé at the script. quite frankly, she had filmed way more explicit stuff than what was expected of her here, but the whole story about a one night stand hit a little close to home with what had happened. “looks like we’ve got a long night ahead of us,” ester let out a small chuckle as she looked over at harry, her finger pointing to page six of the script that would basically take up the entire evening and night with the different scenes they wanted to film in that specific time, earning a side eye from someone from the crew before they all fell into some chatter about the production for a moment, basically leaving the two out of it. “kinda excited to see what your secret is to pulling all nighters.” her habit of always having to fill the silence back again. there really was nothing else she hated more than sitting quietly somewhere and not engaging in any kind of conversation.

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KEHLANI !

“knock, knock, whose home ?” / @hollywoodsecretstarters

ester’s hotel room door flew open as an answer to the knocking, revealing an unfamiliar face. “can i help you ?” she asked with a raise of her eyebrows, unsure what they wanted from her, seeing as they weren’t dressed in a uniform that would signal them being part of the staff. “wrong room maybe ?” the blonde suggested with a shrug, a small smile tugged to her lips.

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DYLAN !

Oh man, take my word for it, those things do happen, I’m not sure how you haven’t come across it yet, odds are you talked too soon! Hold up now, you got me on paella! I mean food, food will always get my full attention over any matter, I had it for the first time when I was in Barcelona promoting the Maze Runner, and I never had it again! I’m making my own personal goal to find a place in LA with it. That is an iconic movie scene if you ask me, Dylan of ten years ago would probably take his chances and try to pull that off, but now I can’t see myself hanging off an helicopter over climbing the infamous sign, I’m sorry to disappoint you. Hi! I’m Dylan! I take it your Spanish?! 

clearly, i’ve made the wrong connections here so far. how about you hit me up with people you know where something like this would happen at a party ? not that i wanna participate, i just wanna see it. alright paella buddy - you’ll take the right side of the city, i’ll take the left. whoever finds the perfect paella reports back to the other and then we’ll enjoy one together. deal ? did you get to explore the city a little ? barcelona is beautiful, but i’ll still say you’ll get the best paella in madrid. but that’s just because i’m biased. just my luck again. too bad i wasn’t here ten years ago. what does dylan do for fun now if it’s not trespassing and climbing up the hollywood sign ? that i am indeed. a true spanish woman as i live and breathe. isn’t that how you americans say it ? no need to introduce yourself though, teen wolf also made it onto our screens. i’m ester, it’s nice to meet you.

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so, who’s gonna change my mind about la being completely overrated ? ever since i’ve gotten here, no one’s thrown a pool party where two people ended up having sex in the pool in front of everyone, no one’s done any coke at a club for everyone to see as if it’s the most normal thing in the world, i have yet to find the perfect place for a delicious paella and the hollywood sign isn’t even that cool in real life as it looks in the pictures. speaking of, who’s gonna re-create the iconic scene from ‘friends with benefits’ with me where mila and justin’s characters climb onto the sign and he’s too scared to jump down, so in order to evacuate him from there, he has to hold onto that rope that’s being thrown out of a lapd helicopter as they fly him out of there, broadcasted all over national television. because that’d definitely make my la experience a 10 out of 10.

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𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓃𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 ➜ estarry

fumbling with her hands as she waited outside the meeting room at the agency, ester let out a small sigh. if only they had let her into the spacious room, so she could sit down, drink a cup of tea and calm her nerves. but instead she was standing here, left all by herself, her phone deep inside her bag that was inside the room as she watched a part of the crew probably discuss some details about the music video. to an outsider’s eye, it looked like she got stood up. her eyes roamed around the office, giving her something to do while she was waiting, the impressions occupying her mind to distract her as she finally let her body lean against the glass that encased the conference room.

nervous probably wasn’t the right word to describe the current emotions that were running through her body. for one, she wouldn’t have said yes when her manager approached her about starring in harry’s music video if she’d feel uncomfortable working with him. sure, the pair had connected in the most intimate way possible and never spoke again afterwards, which was mostly her fault, since she had just left him the next morning after she woke up in his bed. but wasn’t that something so common in her generation and older generations ? and clearly he would’ve looked for someone different to be his mv girl if he would have a problem working with her, right ? right. the sound of footsteps on the carpet brought her back to the real world, her eyes shooting up to meet the male’s. although the actress thought she had come prepared, clearly, she hadn’t come prepared at all. “hey,” she spoke out, trying to fight the lump in her throat rather by making the first move and say something than to be unable to say anything because of it. “you looked much better in the photos they showed me, thinking i wouldn’t know who harry styles is. this is like matching a guy on tinder and when you meet up with him, he looks nothing like his pictures,” she joked with a small laugh, an attempt to start a conversation. “i’m just kidding. you do look like your pictures. well at least like most of them,” she added quickly, not sure if he would get her sense of humor. needless to say she had turned a small joke into something kind of awkward now, her light brown hues now everywhere but on him. “come on in guys, we’re ready for you,” the producer relieved her of the situation. immediately setting her legs into motion, ester walked into the room, choosing a seat that would give her a clear view outside the window. @hcrrystylcshq​

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