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11:11. I wished for you.

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MOODBOARD; RYDER&DANIELLA

“Someone who knows when you’re lost and you’re scared, there though the highs and the lows. Someone to count on, someone who cares, beside you where ever you go.”

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autumnwhut:

Autumn blushed, giggling lightly. “Oh, hush.. You water my ego plant too much, lets be real.” She whispered, laughing softly. Brushing the girl’s hair out of her face as she gave her a small smile.

Smirking at the girl’s words, she bit down on her bottom lip. “Well, if we went nude.. then I’d leave marks on you while we cuddle.. So, things will get pretty heated. If you wanna go cute and all then l advise we keep our clothes on.” She winked, laughing softly.

Daniella giggled as she leaned over to press a soft kiss to the girl’s cheek. A smile grew on her face before she shrugged. “Hey, I think I’m pretty good at watering your ego plant. I enjoy it.” She then cleared her throat a bit before looking to Autumn.

A smirk grew on her face before she moved closer to Autumn’s face. “Maybe I want them.” She whispered. She moved her hand over to run her fingertips up and down Autumn's thigh. "Just don't overdo it." She told her softly.

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rydertf:

“Dani, don’t be like that. You love me, you can’t deny that. You weren’t out with me, okay? I would have got it with you if you were there with me! Go for it. I will be happy to see it, I will. Where are you thinking, though? I kinda want a belly button piercing… Please stop me.”

“You are still rude to me. You could have called me! There’s this thing called texting, you could have done that too. But, no. No. You did it alone. It’ll be a surprise! And, I’ll get it alone. Damn, boy. I think it’d be pretty hot, honestly. Got the bod for it, Ry. Go for it!”

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self-destruct. |daniella&ryder|

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rydertf:

He couldn’t stand the thought of his best friend in pain. But at the same time, he couldn’t stand the thought of living his life without her. Ryder could relate to the feeling of wanting it all to stop. He cradled her to him, not able to loosen his grip for even a second. “Dani… Please… Whenever you feel like this… I-I-I… I need you to come and talk to me, not do this. Do you not understand how much this would kill me? Kill your mum? Hell, Dani, this would destroy everyone… I-I… I wouldn’t be able to survive without you by my side.” He whimpered, nuzzling his face into her hair. “But this… This isn’t about me, I shouldn’t be selfish. You… You’re hurting, I know. But believe me, this isn’t the way to go, I’m begging you.” He stayed rocking their bodies as he whined.

Daniella hated the pain and the torture, sometimes, she just felt like this was the better option. Her life was a complete hurricane and things almost seemed to never go right for her. She sobbed harder into him, almost clinging as if she were a Koala. Listening to hisi words, her breath heaved repeatedly before she nodded against him. “O.. O.. Okay..” She finally got out, her voice straining as she talked. All she wanted was to be in his arms, right now. Someone to tell her things would be okay. She couldn’t explain how grateful she was for Ryder.

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rydertf:

“I did, I’m sorry! Our friendship is too strong, Dani. You know that. You shouldn’t be jealous, you could always get them. Be a little copy cat.”

"No, don’t talk to me. You’re a mean person. Be a little copy cat? So, first, you go out and get piercing without me and now, you’re insulting me? Oh, no. You know what? I’m going to get something pierced and it’ll be cooler than yours. Way cooler. So much cooler that you’ll actually freeze.”

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autumnwhut:

Once Daniella kissed the girl, she knew it was a good sign. Looking up as she smiled at her. “You would? Like really!? Are you sure?” She spoke excitedly then cleared her throat. “I mean.. That’s great. You’re great.. Thank you.” She whispered, then kissing the girl once more.

Smiling as she placed a strand of hair behind her ear. “So, I will plan all that soon. For now.. will we still cuddle?” She grinned, placing her forehead with the other’s.

Daniella smiled and giggled softly, watching the girl react to her accepting. She was so adorable in Daniella’s eyes, something she knew she wouldn’t get tired of. “You’re very welcome. By the way, I feel exactly the same about you. You’re so loving and beautiful, what more could a girl ask for?” She asked, shrugging before her smile returned on her face.

“Well, duh! I didn’t volunteer to be the big spoon for nothin’!” She exclaimed before looking at her. Her eyes then moved down to her tank top then to Autumn. “Are we goin’ commando or are we keepin’ our clothes on?”

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autumnwhut:

Autumn took in a deep breath as she gulped. Calming her nerves as she looked at Daniella. The girl was afraid of the outcome, afraid things would be awkward and she’d never get to be with the other. Biting on her bottom lip as her heart raced, it was time.

Once Autumn heard the girl’s words she quickly shook her head. “No.. No, it’s nothing like that.” She whispered, brushing Daniella’s cheeks. She then intertwined both of their hands together as she looked her in the eyes. “I like you.. more than you think. I really like you. You’re different and you’re just far off amazing.. and I get it if you don’t feel the same. But, it’s been a heavy thing to carry and just hide.. But, I really like you and want to get to know you more.. and just be with you. You make me feel complete.. You make me happy. You’re just my ray of sunshine on this stormy world we live in.. and I wanted to, uh.. take you out on a date.” She whispered, nervously waiting for the girl’s answer as she looked down at her lap.

Daniella was slightly taken by surprise as Autumn assured her that she wasn’t leaving. A wave of relief flew over her but, at the same time, she could only wonder what it was that she actually had to say. She took a deep breath before nodding and looking over at her.

Autumn’s words for sure took her by surprise again but, all the while, she felt pure happiness pour inside of her. Daniella felt the same about Autumn but, she felt as if Autumn would leave if she knew. Seeing Autumn look down, she only tilted her head up, pressing a soft and genuine kiss to her lips. As she pulled away, she smiled. “I’d love to.”

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rydertf:

“Language, Dani. No need for it. I got snake bite piercings. What do you think?”

"You.. You got snake bites without me? So much for our friendship, you loser.. I’m jealous. Completely jealous.”

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self-destruct. |daniella&ryder|

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rydertf:

He could hear her soft voice. He could hear her, which meant that maybe he was wrong. Maybe she wasn’t doing what he thought. Ryder didn’t waste any time, barging through the bathroom door. He wasn’t sure how he had done it all so quick. In what seemed like only a few seconds, he had surged over and hoisted her up by her thighs. This allowed him to not only support her weight, but also remove the rope. He fell to the floor and cradled her body to his. He held her tight, rocking slightly as he cried into her hair. “Don’t… Don’t you dare do that again, you hear me? Dani… Please, never again.” He begged, quite clearly beginning to sob violently. His eyes shut as he pressed a kiss to her head. He was shaking as he held her.

Daniella was close to taking her other foot off of te edge of the tub. It wasn’t until then that she felt her life flash before her eyes. As she was moved off of the rope, she broke into loud sobs, cuddling into Ryder’s body. Her pain and suffering had pushed her close enough to almost ending her life and as soon as she was lifted, her emotions washed through her. “I.. I’m so sorry..” She sobbed into him, her tears staining his shirt. “I’m so sorry, Ryder.. I.. I..” She trailed off before her crying took over, their sobs filling the room.

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autumnwhut:

As the door opened the girl’s heart began beating faster. Looking up to see the girl as she smiled. “Hi.” She whispered, brushing her hair back. Then entering the room as Daniella moved out of the day. As Daniella quickly place a kiss on her lips, she knew the other was nervous as well.

Autumn smiled softly, biting on her inner cheek. “Okay..” She whispered, sitting on her bed. “Come.. Sit.” She spoke, patting the spot besides her. “So.. I.. God.. Um.”

Daniella wasn’t sure what to think. Autumn was so quiet right now and she just wanted an answer to her question. She wanted to know what was wrong or even, what had happened. The kiss between them warmed her heart, lowering her nerves a bit.

As she moved to sit beside Autumn, she bit her lip. She noticed that Autumn could barely find her words so, she grabbed her hand. “Autumn, listen, I won’t be hurt if you’re trying to leave me alone. It’s nothing new for me.. Don’t waste your time.” She muttered.

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So, today, I went to a local ice cream shop and bought 2 ice creams because, obviously I deserve it but, as I was walking out, this guy bumped into me. I dropped one of my ice cream cones and he says, “Maybe you should watch where you’re going, little girl.” . Obviously, I took this to heart and now, let’s just say, the other ice cream cone is currently melting in his hair. 

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Hearing the knock, Daniella almost jumped off of the bed. She was slightly terrified that Autumn was going to tell her that she didn’t want to see her anymore. So many nerves ran through her but, she reached for the doorknob, slowly opening up. Seeing the girl in front of her, she gave a small grin before waving. “Hey.” She introduced.

Daniella quickly moved out of the way to let the girl in. She wasn’t sure what the girl was going to start with so, she hurriedly moved to press a soft kiss on her lips before nodding. “Go ahead. Lay it on me.” She wanted this feeling to go away and the longer Autumn took, the longer it grew in her.

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Daniella spent a night in for once, after being out all day. She had settled down on talking to Autumn, someone who she had formed a connection with after one night of sex and even more nights of learning about each other. Anytime her name was brought up, Daniella found herself smiling. She had never been so smitten about someone before, especially someone who she didn’t know that long.

Daniella sat on the edge of her bed, a tank top and dark red shorts covering her skin as she awaited Autumn. Nerves ran throughout her body, as she was nervous for what was to come. She tapped her feet and looked towards her door, not sure when her knock was going to come.

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autumnwhut:

Alright, buttercup. Thank you.. Means a lot. Sorry, my bad.. If anyone has to be nervous here it’s got to be me.

“Buttercup”. See, you’re too adorable for me, already. Alright.. I’ll be here.

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autumnwhut:

You know me too well. Please, quit playing. Also, I need to tell you something important.. so be prepared.

Whatever, love. I’ll be waitin’ on you. Never. You’re beautiful! Uh.. okay? Now, I’m more nervous.