This has been a decision I’ve been thinking carefully over for the past few weeks, and as much as I tried (or maybe hoped) that I would get my drive back, I know with certainty it is time for me to move forward.
I love the muses and muns I have met here, and for a long time it was why I didn’t consider closing the blog. But eventually, I realized it was because I didn’t want to disapoint the people I have here, instead of a genuine want to still rp. The thing is, I have other things in my life that needs my focus, and I haven’t been giving it because my mind would distract itself with the blogs I wasn’t taking care of well.
I am a novel writer, and a fanfiction writer. But because it takes more work to plan and write, I would push it to the side in favor of rping. Now, I can handle one or two blogs. But I lost the ability to handle all my blogs a while ago, and it has become clear to me I will keep burning myself out if I still try to keep them all.
Up until now, I still wanted to try. But more recently, I believe my interest in roleplaying has lessened, or at least in rping certain muses. I want to focus more on my novels and my fanfictions, and on the few muses that want to be written.
So this is the moment I decide to stop interactions with my muses here. I might still write headcanons and one shots, change pages when I feel a need, but when it comes to threads, I know I have lost almost all of my interest. There are still storylines with @ahogeverse-rp and @myheart-ofgold that I still wish to try and write, but anymore that those, I do not believe I can. I hoped for Mika to show himself again, but I realized I would burn myself out before I even got to write again actively.
Now, this isn’t the moment where everything that was here stops. I have plans for Mika and the crew, one that involves novels, though they wouldn’t be connected to FNAF (it would be them personality wise, but story wise I will change so the ties to FNAF aren’t there anymore). I have blogs where I still RP. I have personal blogs.
So if you happen to want to stay with me a bit longer, here are the places you can find me:
Aryn: As the first OC and muse I’ve ever had, she’s the most faithful. I know with clear certainty I won’t lose her. As such, this is one muse you can interact with, if it fits yours. I will still try to avoid getting too overwhelmed, but when it comes to Aryn, it is only a matter of time.
Mikaelan: My current most active muse, Inquisitor from Dragon Age Inquisition. Note that my current most active can change, though I would say Mikaelan will stay as such for a while. There is a crossover/non-DA verse incoming soon, though when it comes to Mikaelan I might not take as much non-DA rp as Aryn.
Writer blog: Like I say, I am a novel writer. Please do take some time to check and see what I already have out, it’s all free to read as I work with Patreon (in other words, all I wish as money is what people will want to give to help me continue my career and contribute to it all).
Fanfiction blog: Who knows, I might write for a fandom (or fandoms) you are in!
Personal: If you happen to want my personal blog, it’s reblog of fandoms and non fandoms stuff that I like. Most often funny and cute!
Help blog: Please note this is for now the old version of it. I want to reopen it after a small revamp, and since the url won’t change I’m sharing it now.
Thank you to each of my follower, to all the partners I’ve had. If it is the moment you decide not to follow me elsewhere, I hope you will keep good memories of our time together. And if I find you elsewhere, then I will welcome you. No matter the case, I will always be here to talk if you need/want to!