Wow this blog still get a follower now and again. Hellow newbies! Im Zachary! My main blog is @z-doodle !
You may have notice theres been no activity for quite some time now. Same probably goes for all the long term followers as well.
So heres an update on the situation
My Computer is unbelievably trashed. Its slow, lags when I draw or try to save, crashes, and the keyboard doesn't function at all. But thats not the only issue.
Lets get real for a moment.
No I don't hate this au. I love this au its something that is very dear to me still.
However I've been really quiet in the fandom for awhile now. I dont hate Steven Universe. But theres been a few things that made lose my passion.
Burn out, negativity, and getting involved in new things.
I don't wish to vent. But I want to be open and honest about why I stopped making SU content.
I grew to hate how the only thing people knew me for was su art. That the only attention I recieved as both a person and an artist was when I was creating things related to it.
People use to adress me by name, talked to me like I was a friend, knew the names of and showed interest in my ocs. It made me so happy to have that sort of attention. To know that people wanted to talk to me and get to know me as both an artist and a person. But when I started doing other things It all just stopped.
It made me resent being an artist in the fandom. Its been months now and I haven't even begun to receive the same level of attention for any of my other works or projects as I have this one, or when I activly participated in the fandom.
I do miss my ideas, my friends, my ocs, and this au.
Its hard to tell when I'll be able to push past that feeling of insignifigance, and feeling like adoration is circumstantial as and artist. The second my content changed all the people who talked with me and sent me asks suddenly vanished.
I still get su asks and requests on my main blog, despite how often I say I just don't have the motivation for it right now.
I want to come back. And I will. Its just a difficult process.
EUAU is far from over. There's still so much I want to do with it.
If you really do want to support me as a content creator my main is @z-doodle it be greatly appreciated
-Z
















