This Plot Is Esoteric

The name is Ethan, I'm 16, vocalist for Bury Me In September, I'm into music, graphic art, and video games. I prefer classic games most of all but I'm way into a lot of newer games AAA and Indie alike. I do YouTube as a hobby by the name of MoonNoodler, I play games and such. I enjoy horror stories so much but I have a separate blog for that called Color Me Terrified. I guess I'm just gonna post whatever on here? We will see!

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When you look at your "messy" room vs when you look at your "messy" room through your phone camera

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Maybe a Pokemon adventure isn't so far out of reach.

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Feeling unvalued and distant.

I don't feel well, I feel like I'm disconnected from everything and this summer, or more like this passed week, has been the most depressed I have been in a good year. All I do is sit and wonder what to do with myself. I don't feel valuable. I miss someone a lot. I miss my grandmother. She passed away about this time last year and I miss her a whole lot. It makes me sad to remember it. She was perfectly healthy a week before she passed and I remember it. I just don't feel strong right now. This is hurting me and coupled with the fact that I miss my Mikaela a lot. I mean a lot. She's okay, she's in Orlando on vacation with her family and I'm very happy for her. I can't help though, while I sit in my dorm at night, I can't help but think about her. I feel like she's really the only person who can help me stop feeling so out of sorts, but we haven't talked much. I have classes and she has her trip, I've cried more this summer than I have in so long, I'm not doing the summer program next year. I'd rather spend the summer with her, I'd rather not feel like this again. I know it'll all get better soon. I just wish soon were sooner.

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A moment of silence for those who could never see the light.

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Ocean Blue isn't it?

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When you are telling your significant other "Goodnight" and you don't know if you should say "goodnight" "sweet dreams" or "I love you" last so you keep repeating yourself

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Finished this one! It's a mushroom house in a jar that's free floating through the forest with the rest of their friends!

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Papua New Guinea cryptid called the Murray

It was first seen by a canoe of native villagers. The next day it was claimed to be seen by two missionaries. This animal is said to be a bipedal, amphibious creature, approximately 6-feet in width, with two, short forelimbs, legs as wide as palm tree trunks, a long neck, and a slender tail. The creature’s head has been compared to that of a large eyed bovine with teeth as long as a man’s fingers. Its back is said to have “largish triangular scoops” and its epidermis has been likened to that of the more familiar crocodile. It looks like a T-rex and could be a surviving one. It is often confused with the Carolina Murray lake monster Messie. After it was accused of eating some dogs, six policemen with M-16 assault rifles and some villagers carrying bush knives tried to find the monster but found nothing. In June of 2000, reports emanating from Irian Jaya (theIndonesian section of New Guinea) stated that missionaries had traveled to the Lake Murray region armed with paleontology books in order to confirm these reports. According to this account, island natives grew agitated when they saw the images of a dinosaur which they believed to be the monster in the lake. It was spotted by a man who saw it while playing tennis in during June, 2013.

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I appreciate you.

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The sass

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Drawing Leeah! She's a sassy little box turtle!

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New Character for D0trm & Leeah I’ll give a quick profile

Name: Lustre Amethy Aequor Species: Piscrura (Pais.kru.ra) Height: 5'7 Nicknames: Fish Lady Fears: Angler Fish, Fishing Lures, Fish Markets, Seafood Restaurants, Being Alone Likes: Sharks, Turtles, Magic, Alchemy, Poems, Playing in Sea Anemone, Meeting Surface Dwellers

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I drew some lilies for my mother

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Another collaboration with the sweetest lady ever, she hasn't named her yet! She's a neat character though!

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Brook and I got to go outside during journalism class, we drew and she made us flower crowns. It was a nice change from the classroom.

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Mikaela and I drew a person! She named her Daisy!

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Prospect Lake, part 1

by EZmisery

Richard died when I was nine months pregnant. He drowned in Prospect Lake.

My cousin Flora found him. She said he looked like an ice blue buoy bobbing up and down in the water. Flora said his face swelled up and he had chipmunk cheeks. She imitated his face to anyone who would watch. She’d puff out her cheeks and squint her eyes. The younger cousins found it hilarious.

I saw a drowned raccoon in Prospect Lake once. Usually they are pretty good swimmers but this one must have been injured. It was skimming the surface with its fur. The others kids threw rocks at it. The raccoon would bounce against the rocks but not sink. I never threw a rock. I liked how it spun slowly with the ripples. The bloated carcass performed this tiny dance with the grace of an obese toddler. Despite the smell and the maggots crawling through the eyeballs, I felt connected to this dead thing.

Keep reading

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Done! I feel good about this one!