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Each day passes by so quickly. How much information can I take in each day/ how much progress can I make each day, while maintaining the balance with everything else?

18 Jan 2022

When you want everything-

frustration when you can't proceed

TWO MONTHS

COUNTING DOWN

TOO SLOW

3 Jan 2022 One cannot have everything. You can only choose what you want prioritized at your current stage of life.

And hopefully remain focused and stick to it without any feelings of envy nor regret. Instead of spreading yourself too thinly and in that case... you probably can't get anything done too well either.

Two more months to go. Hang in there, sweetheart.

Feeling slightly lost.

I was never one to be easily confused. I prided myself for my resilience, adaptability, strength and confidence. Adversities are seen as steps for greater growth and development. Throw me challenges and I will emerge stronger. The adolescent me had endured sufficient challenges to know that whatever happens in life, so long as it is not health related or a life-and-death situation, it can sort of be largely resolved and you will be able survive, grow, and move on.

And while I am very much alive now and in some aspects ever brighter, but since becoming a Mom, there’s a bit of identity crisis. I have unexpectedly fallen deeply in love all over again (this time with my offspring) and that does change the future you have initially planned for your life at the very least in some ways.

It is not necessarily a bad thing though. It just means you have discovered something new that you love more, or is more passionate about.

4 Aug 2020

Moving to a new phase.

I'm excited, but physically lethargic.

I believe and hope it is temporary, what with all the changes draining my energy. I do feel it returning and it should only get better from here.

I want to charge at full speed as I've had, knowing I can and I will.

May tomorrow, next week, next month, all become better.

♡

kainimuramonster

THIS IS WHAT FUCKING HAPPENS WHEN YOU FORGET TO RINSE THE TUB OUT AFTER USING A LUSH INTERGALATIC BATHBOMB!

He’s fine. He got a bath.

Lush glitter is made of seaweed.

scarjodropdead-deactivated20220

Someone: Wow you’re so easy to talk to! I feel like our personalities fit so well together!

Me: thanks i made this one special just for you

29 Mar 2020

Half 3 when I called you up Said I need you now cause I’m losing patience By 4 you were knocking on my door I said love is a two way road You don’t care no more am I going crazy Needed you just to help forget it all

And it was easy You put the record on to replay Dance til we couldn’t see straight til the morning came along Don’t need the weekend Be the way to tell the evening We don’t need to find a reason to turn it up and sing along

childweanedonpoison

my new favourite thing is italian regional presidents and mayors absolutely LOSING IT at people violating quarantine. here’s a eng subtitled compilation for y’all. (the president of campania region; the mayor of messina; the mayor of bari; the mayor of gualdo tadino; the mayor of tutolo.)

becausegoodheroesdeservekidneys

My favourite is the incredibly calm man saying “I understand that some of you want to throw graduation parties. We will send the police.”

“With flamethrowers.”

s-leary

“Getting in mobile hairdressers? What the fuck is that for? Do you understand that the casket will be closed?”

25 Mar 2020, 8:30PM

Sometimes, I forget. How much I had wanted some things and how hard I'd fight for it.

I’d really like to push myself harder; there is so much to be achieved, that can be achieved.

Perhaps I have to be stricter with my goals and timelines, dissecting them into smaller, more manageable steps.

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On a separate point altogether, this year had been quite a bit of a rollercoaster.

The obession probably first started back in - was it November?

I had initially tried to replace it with various other addiction; the way you'd fight poison with poison, but with a milder alternative such that the net benefit is still positive. It actually kind of worked for a while.

But last night I dreamt a dream, and it all came crashing back down.