Glass Heart

❝When virtue and modesty e n l i g h t e n her charms, the lustre of a beautiful woman is brighter than the stars of h e a v e n, and the influence of her power it is in vain to resist.❞ Tracking: Etoxles

[etoxles-blog]

For anyone who rps as real people/youtubers, I advise that you watch this because I am honestly sick of the rp community right now. You may not see anything wrong with rping as someone when you varify its not actually them but just watch this and see that this is a real person who has feelings and has been brought down due to some people in this community.

P.S. telling someone who has stated that they are uncomfortable being used as a faceclaim that their “making a big out of it” makes you a real asshole.

[smallcatboy-moved]

    Aures could feel both pairs of eyes resting on him. Even if Aliana didn’t seem to be upset, he could tell the slight hint of hope in her voice. Hope that Emil had cared enough to risk a little more just to leave her a message. “He…”

     Aures voice cracked. He didn’t want to be the one to pass on the bad news, yet he smoothed out the slip of paper and handed it to Aliana. It was adorned with fold-lines, but other than that it was unharmed – a sign that Aures had kept it safe for his friends’ return. But all it said was I’m hiding. in Emil’s penmanship. No signs as to who he was talking to. No signs that he’d thought anything as he wrote those two words.

    “He just left this. I– I’m really sorry, Aliana.”

[etoxles-blog]

     Why did she even expect anything out of this? Aliana knew that Emil didn’t actually love her -- or even liked her in the slightest bit. He was just that selfish after all. So why is she spending so much time on him? She felt so stupid...like a fool. Emil didn’t care about her and yet..why? Supposingly being alone was the scarist thing to her so she clung to someone to make it seem like she wasn’t all so lonely.

    “ Don’t be sorry Aures. It isn’t your fault Emil is selfish. Perhaps this was for the best --- I already know his true feelings. I’ve known from the start but yet I always pushed them into the back of my mind. I’m not his girlfriend..” Her hands turned into fists, the paper crumbled within her grasp. “ I’m just his puppet...like you.” How pathetic..she could die and knew the other demon wouldn’t care in the least about her at all. This was all just a game and she played along.

[chickenshit]

In Japan, there are 3 ways to say “I love you”:

You say “Daisuki (大好き)”  for the friends and person you like,

you say “Aishiteru (愛してる)“  for a more serious relationship,

and you say “Koishiteru ( 恋してる)” to the person you want to spend the rest of your life with.

And they follow this rule. They preserve the meaning of ‘I love you’ and never lose its essence unlike us.

[uyuro]

flowers by kajico**

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[etoxles-blog]

arachnidcheesecake:

xxxxredxxxxcatxxxx:

lisvno:

tryingtolosemyfupa:

poesdaughter:

pastelmorgue:

IT’S BACK

OMFG

I will love this forever!!!

I’ve always wondered what idiots think women would respond to shit like that. I guess this is approps

THANK YOU FOR THIS COMIC IT IS A GODSEND

Best thing ever

[smallcatboy-moved]

   “ Y-you’re not upset? He can’t call you or visit or anything, Aliana. Not until this blows over. ” And it might not blow over at all.

   He didn’t want her to be upset. He just wanted to make sure he wasn’t saying it the wrong way. In fact, he was thrilled that she wasn’t taking this as badly as he’d thought she would.

  Now, though, he wished Emil had left him some message for Aliana when he’d just wrote “I’m hiding” in his exact handwriting. It would’ve been easy to just write a quick note to his girlfriend, but apparently it had been far too troublesome for the resistance leader.

[etoxles-blog]

        “..no, in fact, I don’t care. He probably deserved it, didn’t he? “ This was yet another situation where she couldn’t do anything. The first, was when she watched as her family died before her eyes. It was normal for people close to her to get taken away. There was no point in anything. But even if she seemed cool headed, she was crumbling inside. She just didn’t want to worry Aures nor Abella.

      Now that she thought about it....” Did he leave anything for me? “ Would be nice if he at least left her something, even a small stupid message without a meaning to it

  Even though she had no idea what Aliana and Aures were talking about, she also wondered if Emil took the time to leave something for Aliana. She is his girlfriend after all. Her gaze moved to the boy standing next to her, awaiting his reply --- even if it wasn’t her business.

[punk-yolk]

— Moon of my life, My sun and stars

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[smallcatboy-moved]

     Aures’ expression eased up the tiniest bit at Aliana’s easy tone. She was so calm around him and Abella, one of the reasons why he enjoyed her company so. She just had a peaceful affect on him, and for that reason he felt bad that he was the one who had to break the news. Even if Emil was a royal asshole, he knew that Aliana cared for him. Out of instinct, he took Abella’s hand for comfort as he spoke.

    “Emil – the Sins caught up to him, and they tried to kill him. B-but don’t worry. I thought he was dead, but apparently he’s in hiding. So … he can’t see you. I’m really sorry, Aliana. I tried really hard to protect him.”

[etoxles-blog]

      Aliana didn’t know what was about to hit her. The atmosphere felt heavy all around her, when Aures grabbed abellas hand, she knew the news was something she wouldn’t want to hear. And of course, it was them. This was why she never wanted to get involved in anything that had to deal with angels and the sins because someone always fucks up. Sins are just as greedy as everyone else yet they try to think their on the right of things instead of wrong. Practically angels in her opinion but in reality, she didn’t really care all to much about them.

   “..That’s very unfortunate, isn’t it? “

[smallcatboy-moved]

    “ The Sins and Mizura were really mad at him. I kept telling them to leave us alone, but they got upset and he tried to pull something and they killed him. But he contacted me awhile ag– “

    At Aliana’s sudden appearance, Aures jumped an inch or so into the air. He wasn’t sure whether to be relieved to see her or guilty for wanting to keep this from her. At the implication that he and Abella had been doing something, his face flushed and he waved his hands frantically as a sign for her to stop.

   “ N-no, no, we weren’t!! We were just talking. It’s good to see you, Aliana! ”

[etoxles-blog]

      Aliana couldn’t help but laugh at Aures’ reaction to her appearing. Crossing her arms over her chest she gave a small nod in understanding “ Don’t worry, you don’t have to explain yourself to me.  And it’s good to see you again as well, Aures. Where’s Emil? I mean, I’m not admitting that I missed him or anything because that’s just nonsense. “ Though she would admit that getting to at least see him once will make her happy. Totally different than missing him. Ew.

      Abella stayed quiet, she felt bad about this situation. She wondered what would happen once Aliana found out about this -- if she ever did. Plus she didn’t know the full details so it would be best if Aures broke the news to her.

[smallcatboy-moved]

     “ I’ve been okay! A lot of bad stuff happened, but I’m fine now. Your calls made me really happy and kept me going. ” Cheesy-lover-boy alert, cheesy-lover-boy alert. It was true, though. His expression was sincere, though Abella couldn’t see due to the hug.

     “ Oh, Emil? Um… Yeah, he has. ” He bit his lip, remembering how he’d thought the demon was dead. But Abella understood. It was one of the many things he was grateful to her for. “ He, uh– He left, though. Not left, but he’s hiding. I hope Aliana won’t be upset… ”

[etoxles-blog]

      Abella was glad to hear that her calls had made him happy and motivated to keep going but it sounded like a mystery to her. What had happen while she was away? She wanted to ask but at the same time, didn’t. It was alright if she never found out about the events that happened while she was gone because she was there now. Hearing how Emil was in hiding, her eyes widened. Whatever it was, it must’ve been very bad.

     “ In hiding...? Why? “ She had a feeling that once Aliana found out about Emil not being here, the demon would be sure to start something. As if it was on cue, the dark violet haired demon appeared.

     The atmosphere felt almost --- strange and the demon had a feeling she came around at the wrong time. “ What’s going on here? Are you two having a moment or something? “ It was obvious that she was quite confused at the moment.

[caillet-cuimhni-blog]

etoxles

A soft click sounded in his ears as he turned the knob to his apartment. Already noticing that the door wasn’t locked, Izumi let a small smile play on his lips. As quietly as he could, he shut the door behind him before wandering into the room. Immediately white tresses caught his attention. Stepping over to the man who possessed such an odd but beautiful color of hair, the immortal leaned down far enough to press a small kiss to his temple.

“Sorry to keep you waiting, darling. Practice was extended again because of the invitational coming up, and the coach wouldn’t let me use my phone.”

[etoxles-blog]

   So far, it’s been a boring day for the albino. To take his mind off the boredom, he’s cleaned the house, fed the cats, caught up with his reading, and now he sat on the couch in the livingroom watching one of his favorite shows as he awaited for the arrival of his immortal raven haired boyfriend. He jumped at the feeling of a kiss being pressed upon his temple. Looing up over his shoulder, his face immediately lit up at the familiar face.

  “ I understand, I’m just glad your home -- I’ve been waiting for you since you left. “ He let out a small embarrassed chuckle at the confession. “ How was practice? “

[emerggency-blog]

[creativemunchies]

Favourite work of the week, amazing food photography with a space narrative twist!

Endless Books: 8 Weeks - Dina Belenko

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[mcdannno-blog-deactivated202211]

ARE YOU TELLING ME

THAT WE WERE PLAGUED

BY THAT FREAKING POST

FOR WEEKS

WHEN WE

COULD’VE

HAD

THIS????

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#it’s like the ios7 update for a post

[schoolsorrow]

IT’S TRANSPERNABRT

[grosser]

years of this post and finally, we have freedom.

[smallcatboy-moved]

   Aures had been hoping for her to do something like that. It was so like her to do such a motherly, loving gesture, even when he was happy. He leaned a bit into her touch, his smile practically bursting. He’d called her a few times, but with her clunky old cellphone it was impossible to do video chats. That didn’t mean he hadn’t taken pictures of their cats scattered across Abella’s apartment bed, though.

   At the kiss, he was assured that his Abella was back. With her gentle touch and sweet kisses and motherly actions, his girlfriend was home. Laughing again, his face red, he pulled her into a tight hug. “I really missed you.”

[etoxles-blog]

    It felt great to be back, especially with Aures. The thought of actually upgrading her phone just so they could video chat when they were apart seem to be worth it since they couldn’t do that since her cellphone was quite old --- out of style. But they were together once again and thats all that really mattered to her now. Oh, and she would be able to see the cats again, she had a feeling that there was more the the collection now though.

   Being pulled into the tight hug, she felt as if her heart was about to burst with glee. Hugging back, she let out a sigh. “ I know..I really missed you too. How was it without me..? Has Emil been a jerk to you? “

[smallcatboy-moved]

   Aures pulled back once she’d answered everything. His whole demeanor radiated with joy, mirroring how his heart swelled at just hearing her voice. Okay, yeah, he was crying, but it wasn’t tears of how he’d missed her. It was eagerness at having her back. Finally, with a sniff, he recomposed himself.

  “As long as you were happy, that’s fine! I’m just happy you’re back!” He hesitated. Did couples usually kiss when they reunited? He was pretty sure they did, but his face burned at the thought.

[etoxles-blog]

    As he pulled back, her eyes scanned his face. He looked pretty happy to her but -- he was also crying, although they didn’t look like sad tears but tears of joy which was a relief. Instantly, her motherly instincts kicked in as she wiped the tears away gently with her thumb. She hated to see his face stained with tears, because it’s happened enough with Emil. 

     “ Yes, Aures, I was very happy but i’m even happier now that I get to see you -- in person. “ This time, it wasn’t a dream; It was reality. There was only one more thing to do and she knew Aures was still...hestitant with such a thing. So instead, she was the one who leaned in a planted a kiss upon his lips for a few moments before pulling away with a smile.

[smallcatboy-moved]

etoxles

“Abella’s back! Abella’s back!!” Before the other could even say hello he flung himself at his girlfriend and started spinning her in place like a little kid playing Ring Around a Rosy. Was he crying, laughing, or both? It was hard to tell, but he sure was excited.

“I missed you! Where were you? Is Aliana with you? Did you miss me?”

[etoxles-blog]

 This was truly a surprise, she didn’t really expect their reunion to go like this. But now that she thought about it, she didn’t really know how it would go in the first place. That didn’t really matter though because Abella was already pretty happy that she got to see her goofball of a boyfriend again.

    “ One question at a time, Aures. I’m only one person.” The girl replied with a laugh. “ First off, of course I missed you! I’ve missed you every single day I was away from you. As to my disappearance..I had some..family business to take care of which is why I haven’t been here for awhile. “ Where was Aliana? “ Uhm, as of the whereabouts of Aliana -- I have no idea where she is. But i’m sure she’ll come around to say hi to you. Hopefully that answered all of your questions.”