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I want to post more of my journal entries to share the honest raw thoughts that go on in my brain and the guidance i receive as i experience my life and navigate through my lessons and journey. i hope these entries help you in some way, even if it makes you laugh or you can relate. or feel something, idk. enjoy š
Angel numbers/significant things??: 111, union, 333, 1234, union with self, 222, 555, š¦
Songs of the Day: THE MIDDLE BY JIMMY EAT WORLD!!! OMG (donāt be so hard on yourself, do your best and do what you can, live right now and try everything you can! Donāt listen to the negative thoughts in your mind, and who cares what negative things people say when youāre a away? The stories you make up are only in your head. You are what you make it. Just be yourself, youāre only in the middle of the ride and everything is going to be just fine!! keep doing you, keep shining your light, keep spreading your love, keep following your inner child and allow your intuition/joy guide you. Allow your emotions to flow and just be, in the now! Enjoy where you are right now because you are only just beginning and so many good things are on the way to you! ā¤ļøā¤ļø it takes time, be patient and give yourself time and space to grow) You ARE your future!!!! āāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāWhat You Know - Two Door Cinema Club (you already know what you want, itās right in front of you! and has been this whole time! following your inner child, living in the present moment, doing what makes YOU HAPPY!)āāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāā-Float On - Modest Mouse (everything is going to be okay, regardless of the hardships we all float on in life, we all move on, good things are always on the way, flow with the ups and downs)āāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāJan. 16th, 2022
Itās crazy how Iām just seeing this message from exactly one month ago that had made me smile so big, and something I needed to hear again. On that day, I was happy asf, making myself ramen, enjoying my show (One Piece) and just allowing myself to be myself and flow freely without judging myself or harshly criticizing myself. I was rockin OUT to my playlist of FOB and PATD, all those songs above resonated with me so deeply at the time because I was allowing myself to just be myself!! And to have fun!! Life isnāt so serious and it doesnāt have to be.
As Iām laying here, enjoying the moment and coloring contently in this coloring book i bought and never touched. I brought my colored pencils back from home and finally opened it up, and just followed my intuition on what colors to use, where to start. The theme I want in colors. Allowing it to be imperfectly perfect. Knowing it doesnāt have to be perfect, the fact that Iām enjoying it right now is just so blissful and peaceful! and fun!! and I realized that in this moment, iām embracing myself. Idc what anyone would think if they saw me rn, laying on my stomach, pillow under my chest, legs up swinging as iām coloring in this book. Iām having FUN! And Iām happy! It doesnāt matter that Iām not working, or doing anything productive right now. I donāt have to be! Iām taking care of myself and doing what I love, and that in itself is productive and purposeful!
And like I just love embracing myself and who I am. I feel so whole reconnecting with the things that bring me joy, while opening up to new ideas and hobbies. Shows, genres (gaming & shows), reading, writing more (journaling/expressing myself), coloring, the list goes on of interests I have and ones I want to explore! Like there are so many opportunities and inspirations. But right now, Iām doing what I love and want to do i. this moment. And Iām so grateful that I love and appreciate myself so deeply ā¤ļøā¤ļø I feel really good today and blessed.
āItās important to take time for myselfā
āI step back from overthinking and allow God to lead the wayā šŖāØš 555, 222, 666
