it's okay to feel

a sideblog dedicated to my (M, 19) complicated feelings involving C, 40s, my ex-professor, now sort of mentor

[aliens-bro]

Do you ever just look at a guys hands and think yes

[tc-straightouttahell]

yes.

[mathsturbation]

i am the shyest attention whore ever

[such-justice-wow]

I want attention!!! If you’re not busy… And you want to…. Its okay if you don’t

[pinkmisspiggy]

being touchstarved makes u absolutely buckwild when someone does smth simple like .share a chair with u

[pinkmisspiggy]

like having someone touch your hand with the tips of their fingers shouldn’t feel like So Much it shouldn’t feel like your whole body is going into anaphylactic shock but here we are. here we are.

[princesszeldazbyebye-deactivate]

tbh the best feeling in the world is when you get to make your favorite people laugh and you have that moment of yes,,,,, just as planned,,,,,,,,,,, I have Succeeded in Bringing Them Amusement,,,,,, look at that Beautiful Smile™ that means the world to me

[tcemergency]

I feel like my tc can smell how desperate I am for attention

[hewasmyhistoryteacher]

Me, 5 mins after seeing my tc: he's so beautiful and lovely!! I can't believe I got to talk to him again today! This was so amazing!!!!! I physically cannot feel anything but pure bliss!!

Me, 10 mins after seeing my tc: he will never love me. Perhaps no one ever will. I will die alone and unhappy. There is no God.

[blushing-tc]

I feel this qwq

[bratschool]

[student-sorrows]

Who else feels like they’re annoying to their tc?

[withlovewithsqualor-deactivated]

oh u like me?? funny .. i didn’t see ur pupils dilate??

[normaling]

ok but what if……… your TC thinks about u too

[gayforgorgons-deactivated202211]

a man: *stretches and his shirt rides up to show his stomach*

me, cold and touch starved: oh… tumby

[infpisme]

It’s about misunderstandings between people and places, being disconnected and looking for moments of connection. There are so many moments in life when people don’t say what they mean, when they are just missing each other, waiting to run into each other in a hallway.

Sofia Coppola, on Lost in Translation

[qaradise]

*acts innocent but thinks about riding the fuck out of you*

[thepoisonroom]

patiently waiting for someone to fall in love with me. i refuse 2 date. i refuse 2 flirt or make a move. how could this go wrong.

[xenosaga]

yall ever be losing your fucking mind but chilling at the same time

[softestsaddestbitch]

my brain: the chances of this working out are so low, its affecting your ability to date men your own age, you need to work om getting over C.

me: *finds other ppl w/ prof crushes, gushes about him online, brings him up with irl friends, openly discuss how much I admire him, looks at his page on the school website when I really miss him, listens to his lectures before going to bed, read his book, fantasize about domesticity with him*

me: like that?

[italianhoney]

christmas list:

an attractive older man to fuck the sad out of me