bleed liquid gold.

INDIE CASTIEL HIGHLY SEL. / NSFW.

[eudximonia]

not related to anything but honestly i don’t have time for ppl who hate j///ensen j///ared or m///isha, i don’t need that kind of negativity in my life 

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i’m almost done with moving this boy over to a fresh new blog ! ♡

[sleepeatspn-deactivated20250109]

I’m an Angel of the Lord.

[eudximonia]

i low-key wanna archive this blog and move my boy to a fresh new one. this one’s so cluttered and messy and tags are broken and,,, but the stupid nostalgia value.

[godshipsit]

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/ i’m laughing i had a dream abt cas last night and it gave me so much muse for him,,, even my brain is trying to kick my ass 

[mids0mmars-deactivated20221118]

Cas is- he’s gone. 

[fangirlhaley]

Castiel. Angel of the Lord. Glorified Badass. x

[eudximonia]

i’m so tired honestly end me.  but also feelin’ my boy cas here. so consider this a starter call.  might be short and all over the place. 

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       Castiel didn't want to overuse the look. He knew it was a cheap trick – even if a little ironic when used with Gabriel – but this time, there wasn't any bigger hidden agenda behind it. Not yet. His hands gently rested on the other's hips, the look on his face implying as if he hadn't expected that question.

      " I, uh– " he hesitated, clearing his throat as his eyes diverted. He fixed his posture, his brows tugging into a determined frown as if he was about to give the speech of a lifetime. " I just enjoy having you close, like this, " the angel almost stammered, his hold tightening the moment he felt the move.

       " If you don't mind, that is, " of course he knew that Gabriel could blast him into oblivion if he wanted to. He could feel it every time he touched the other, the overwhelming amount of power his vessel held. It was enticing in a very strange way.

@evasus / continued.

[recklessdevotion]

i want to hold you close     soft breath, beating heart          as i whisper in your ear…                     I WANNA FUCKING TEAR YOU APART.

ind. sel. priv. rp for donovan from ahs: hotel template credit

[mishacolins]

[eudximonia]

i’ll revamp things a little here (/now that i finally have photoshop can y’all believe) hmu if you wanna plot or smth. ♥

[eudximonia]

know what,,, dean smith x endverse!cas 

[tychememes-blog]

author: lostcap  /  poems used: x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x  * do not remove this credit , thank you.

❛ what a modern fucking tragedy you turned out to be. ❜ ❛ what do you think the stars wish for then? ❜ ❛ maybe i could have loved you in any life but ours. ❜ ❛ i used to ache for a hurricane, an earthquake. ❜ ❛ i found a catalyst for disaster in you. ❜ ❛ is this what happens when the poem ends? ❜ ❛ i found religion in betrayal. ❜ ❛ things like us only exist in dreams. ❜ ❛ you can’t give your storms to someone else. ❜ ❛ nothing lasts forever, not even the rain. ❜ ❛ it’s okay to fear. ❜ ❛ don’t claw out your own throat while waiting for someone else to scream. ❜ ❛ you are memories and moments. ❜ ❛ in some other universe you’re asleep. ❜ ❛ everyone leaves. let them. ❜ ❛ you are not a ghost.  ❜ ❛ you can’t haunt those that forget you. ❜ ❛ everything ends and it’s okay. ❜ ❛ my heart kept beating, out of sync with yours. ❜ ❛ maybe i get to have a reason for the ache you left in my chest. ❜ ❛ you exist still. ❜ ❛ we can’t remember how to be alive. ❜ ❛ the heavens burn for you and i. ❜ ❛ every star is another story, every night a different sky. ❜ ❛ we end to begin again. ❜ ❛ beyond every somewhere, we exist. ❜ ❛ the gods lie as often as men. ❜ ❛ i sit not upon a throne of bone. ❜ ❛ my kingdom wasn’t chosen. ❜ ❛ the dead of mine do not speak. ❜ ❛ history will write that you were the bravest of them all. ❜ ❛ all stars must burn. ❜ ❛ the greatest things must end. ❜ ❛ hell is just another place i guess i’ll go to keep you warm. ❜ ❛ if the monster always dies at the end of the book, why am i still alive? ❜ ❛ gods don’t care about what might have been. ❜ ❛ men shall fall and gods be forgotten. ❜ ❛ you will be remembered eternally. ❜

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goldenfuck:

castiel’s always been a cocky shit . it’s really too bad he’s turned into this less than human thing , doped and blissed out . dean doesn’t question shit anymore , he’s pretty sure he’s the cause behind half of it but it doesn’t bother him anymore . he’s beyond that . plus , sammy’s out causing carnage why can’t dean have some fun too .                 ❝ depends . ❞              he walks across the room , closing the space between them until he’s standing above castiel with a dark look in his eye .                 ❝ how you want it ? fists ,  or , you could always make me an offer . ❞              he shrugs as if his offering is something kind .

      the 'painkillers' really were named accordingly – a good handful of them made his mind feel numb. feeling nothing was far better than having to witness the world falling apart around him, with his family killed, with sam gone, and his best friend turned into this. but castiel would follow him without a word, would shoot himself in the chest if dean would tell him to. the angel had been such an idiot. he was a creature made to obey, to follow a higher being without questioning. there wasn't such thing as 'free will' to him.       " what are you into tonight, commander? " he raised his brows in soft amusement, shifting so he was kneeling in front of the man and wetting his lips. " you know i'm flexible. "

[alaynestone]

   from ben edlund’s original script for  THE END.