Old Sport

It's a very Greek idea, and a very profound one. Beauty is terror. Whatever we call beautiful, we quiver before it

[eulogy-for-myself]

there is such a calamitous comfort concealed deeply in the hollows of sadness.

[eulogy-for-myself]

here i am, being told that i’m growing up when i never even got the chance to be a kid

[eulogy-for-myself]

being known is one of the most terrifying yet comforting things a human can experience

[eulogy-for-myself]

i’ve come to the harsh realization that i’m so scared of being toxic that i have become toxic. goodnight.

[eulogy-for-myself]

bitches be like “i’m fine” then go watch Dead Poets Society again

[eulogy-for-myself]

my first draft is my final draft. get out of here with that “editing” crap. let me spill my nonsense >:/

[eulogy-for-myself]

the way i wear heartbreak is ravishing

[eulogy-for-myself]

my life is a joke and i’m the comedian

[eulogy-for-myself]

proofreading my own work?? no thanks. if you can’t handle my useless ramblings then you can’t handle me.

[eulogy-for-myself]

nobody-...

me-*nods at professor during the lecture so they know that at least someone is listening to them*

[eulogy-for-myself]

i can still feel your fingers tracing my hips.

it’s been over a year and yet i can still feel your lips on my cheek.

i’m not sure why i’m so attached to something that was barely there in the first place.

i’m not sure if i can even call it “something”.

i was nothing more than a warm mouth.

a gentle touch.

and a place to hide your sins.

you took advantage of a naive girl with too much love in her heart.

and to me,

that was the biggest sin of them all.

[eulogy-for-myself]

i couldn’t worship you like a god.

for i am only a sinner that lost faith,

then learned she never believed.

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One sin can change your life completely no matter how small it seemed to you.

think about it before you are about to do something.

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My heart goes out to all those who suffer from there own regret.

[ninteythree-deactivated20250125]

“Of all the things I’ve lost, I want you back the most”

— ( 47x3 | fsxt | rk )

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Please check out the poetry page I contribute to. If you like what you see, please stay and share! Thank you

https://www.instagram.com/commontendencies/

[eulogy-for-myself]

my fatal flaw? getting way too attached to my english teachers

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if you give me a locket with your photo in it i will combust on the spot.