Lilly

AuDHD Trans fem furry

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its funny how like popular magic tends to latin and revered speaking and blood and whatnot, but historically there’s a wide verity in linguistics, emotions, thoughts, actions, everything like the greek and early jewish magic had a large focus on names, and greek specifically often mixed shit, so you get some spells asking for help from like Hera and Moses with sigils and or poems to match

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Observation of an ai

I walked up and speak to it - although it looks dead to me - saying “haii”

And in an instant it springs up and starts saying sounds that turn into words that turn into a sentence returning back a sorta friendly sounding “Hi, how can I help?” - before at once falling limp again

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I love how my mind thinks sometimes

Like sometimes it’s just *bing* imaging a floating cube

Other times it’s like those crazy TikTok things where the make some photoshop/blender edit and everything’s like

Zzz

*BWam*

XhxnnZz

*BWam*

All at like 5x speed at least

Then boom rendered spinning cube place in the center of my viewport (imagination overlay vision)

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Ye ever drink extra when you on your way to the bathroom, like you know your going to pee now so gotta finish the drink

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Id love to do a magical magic show, like i pull a dove out of my hat it flys to one specific person lands, turns into an egg

Then I tell that person to crack the egg and there’s a gold nugget in there, I ask them if they wanna keep it or see what else I do with it

They toss the gold nugget back up landing perfectly in my hand then I toss it back out to the crowd and it explodes into sparkles of lights and thousands of hundreds

Exactly enough for everyone to get $500 (5 being the number of change and humanity)

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It seems to me the idea of the ether, energy(new age) chi, and the dao are consciousness

Just different understandings of it

Especially if you take a hermetic view where All is one and One is all

Then whatever is the One is all those things

And so Hermetically, and based on the reflections of Bashar the One is consciousness

The unknown, known

The beloved, love, lover

The 1 made 2 made 3 made All

The interconnected oneness

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if growth is good, then everything, by virtue of growth is good

like even the universe itself as we see it is growing and explanation

and often the idea of a good life is one spent growing, growing in self to be specific, and we can see that a hoed micro and macro cosmically

Like I think morally for as much as that exist the universe is neutral, and at the same time everything is growing and changing and evolving, from atoms combining, to use discovering ourselves and our joys, to the growth of stars and the growth of the universe and and the multivers themselves

like i just find it cute, how much the universe is kinda like “hey, do whatever, and grow in you”

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So I'm watching ghosts(show) and they can edge but not finish

Which I find very funny cuz in French "finishingd" can be translated "little death"

So it makes sense the ghosts can't, cuz they already died

But my question is if they could edge enough to finish would they then be "sucked off" (in show term for going to "heaven")

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There should be a word meaning “after I wake up”

Cuz as someone who going to sleep at 6am, “today” and “tomorrow” aren’t really relevant

So maybe we could go with postwake and prewake

Making them relative to the person waking up, as supposed to an external context

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Ok so I’ve been seeing just an incomprehensible amount of genie stories on my TikTok

Especially since getting into magic

And I just realized why!!! Source/Spirit was using it as an anology for manifestation

In the since that, when you ask a genie for something, you get kinda the idea of that thing, just often in a different box

Much like manifesting and asking for one thing, but receiving something similar that fits the same base concept

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You’ve heard of cbat sex

Now get ready for Crazy Frog BDSM

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So it took me forever to get these straight and so now you have to

[ ] = brackets

( ) = parentheses

{ } = braces

Thank you for coming to my TEDx talk

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Omg the amount of interwoven capitalism is insane

Like, you can’t go outside naked so you need clothes and for clothes you need money

You can’t sleep outside, so you need a house. So you need money

You have to eat and drink to survive, and it’s not like you’re hunting in the city. So you need money

And to get a job you need, an address, clothes, transportation, experience. And by then your a cog in the machine. Now stuck in capitalism, cuz if you leave or fail in any way you’re back where you started.

Everything is entangled with capitalism to the point where from a capitalist perspective, if you don’t have money you don’t get to live.

Cuz what happens if you’re naked, homeless, and hungry, (especially when you don’t have a support system) you get caught by the police.

Often landing you in prison or worse.

All because you didn’t have money.

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I’m so happy I could ride a pig 🐖 🥕🎣

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So I was thinking about gaggles of geese

And I realize a gaggle of Juice Monsters is a Juicing 😝

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