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22 year old girl

[gxldlatte]

reader that isn’t a bimbo? Reader that is put together and likes dressing up? Reader that’s older than 18-20? Reader that’s not white-coded??? Reader who doesn’t have daddy issues? Reader who does have daddy issues in a “man hater” way? Reader who’s taller than 4’11-5’0?? Reader who’s quiet and reserved and not in a robotic way or stuttering way? Reader who’s Tina Belcher coded? Reader who gives off the vibe of a creepy barn owl but somehow it’s endearing? Reader who’s charismatic and charming? Reader who’s-

[vroblusi]

damiancholic

[urbutterfly03]

I don’t know if I shall live,

If I shall speak,

If I shall breathe,

If I shall seek

Or simply die in peace.

You ought to give a speech,

To teach me how to breathe,

How to live in peace

Instead of letting my hopes

Fall into an empty place.

[urbutterfly03]

I'm not even alive. I'm in the Between....

[urbutterfly03]

It’s all gone now, it faded away

Like changing seasons wrapped in a haze

The warmth once held now turns to gray

Like whispered dreams, the dawn betrays...

[urbutterfly03]

My love fears not a battle, for it shall win.

It fears a betrayal of a beloved's will..

[thelhc]

nobody has been there for me like the ‘x reader’ tag has been there for me

[evaimagineskelly]

Compass by the neighborhood is how Idia describes his love for you.

[urbutterfly03]

I write you in verses, but never out loud,

fold up my feelings, too scared to be found.

You don’t even know me, so what does this mean?

Am I just a ghost in my own foolish dream?

Hope was a whisper, now it’s a sigh,

I’ll never have you, so I’ll never try.

You're too far to reach, too close to forget,

but maybe some loves are meant for regret.

-Nabi

[teddyandmochi]

You guys don’t understand the overall need I have for Malleus.

It’s not a want anymore y’all.

[evaimagineskelly]

ISTG

[urbutterfly03]

I feared so many things would take their toll,

Disappearing felt like healing for my soul.

If I fade, perhaps a star I’d become,

If I stay, I’d find the flowers and the hum.

A good soul I prayed to be, yet became history,

Seek me for wisdom; I’ll share my story.

Save me in a box to preserve my memory,

For I failed myself and lived as an irony.

-Nabi🦋

[urbutterfly03]

When I think of myself, I feel happy

A quiet calm, a boundless free.

Whenever I’m alone, I wander within,

Exploring the depths of who I’ve been.

I have to say, I’m glad to be

To embrace the person who lives in me.

I honor my efforts to be kind and true,

With a soul so pure, I proudly renew.

Yes, I grow weary, yet I remain

For my beloved ones, I’d endure the pain.

And so, I respect myself, you see,

For all the care she pours into me.

I feel loved, cherished, and proud to say,

The world’s harsh edges won’t strip me away.

Despite its ugliness, I still see the light,

In people, in love, in what feels right.

I give my heart, my time, my care,

For those I cherish, I’m always there.

This is me, resilient and free,

A soul untouched, a heart that believes.

-Nabi🦋

[urbutterfly03]

Knitting barriers for those who stray,

Who don’t know me, or turn away.

I build my tower, high and steep,

Where no one dares, where I can keep.

I hold myself where none can see,

If no one cares, it’s fine with me.

I fear too much, so I withdraw,

Hiding myself behind this wall.

My true self stays, concealed, out of view,

I hide it all. It’s what I do.

Stay away, that’s all I plead,

And let me live with my thoughts complete.

-Nabi🦋

[urbutterfly03]

I have no acquaintance, I believe,

So I must seek, if I shall receive

An acceptance. As I stand alone,

I confess I tried to make my own.

I assure you, my loneliness

Is not for those I know, I guess,

But why does it feel, in every part,

Like they should have to play a part?

Why must I strive with all my might,

To be acquainted, to be in sight?

Why must I make such effort still,

To find a place against my will?

-Nabi🦋

[urbutterfly03]

I long to confess, but silence I choose,

To keep my heart safe, too precious to lose.

Feelings hidden, words left untold,

A quiet distance is all I can hold.

It's best this way, no excuse to fall,

For my heart needs peace, not regret at all.

You'll always have the truth I won’t share,

The depth of my love that lingers in air.

But I must seek my own path, alone,

While you walk forward, with a future unknown.

Admiring you from afar, it's what I do,

But my love? You will never have it, it's true.

I’ll keep my heart safe, I’ll keep it apart,

To cherish what we shared from the start.

So here I stand, letting go of the rest,

With love in my heart, but distance is best.

-Nabi🦋

[urbutterfly03]

The starry night, the endless skies,

The sunset fades where the ocean lies.

Each day reborn with hopes renewed,

Same joys, same dreams, happiness pursued.

Still, I wait for you, patience my guide,

For love takes time, like a gentle tide.

Art was meant to capture you,

For you're the masterpiece I always knew.

To gaze upon you is all I need,

A work of perfection, a soul to feed.

In a life of voids and empty ties,

You are the beauty, where meaning lies.

-Nabi🦋

[urbutterfly03]

I can write hundreds of poems, no doubt,

Thousands of stories to let my heart out,

Books if you care to take a look,

About my feelings, like pages in a book.

If my thoughts could speak your name,

It’d echo in my mind, always the same.

I try to catch the words, but they flee,

When emotions grow, it's hard to see.

So when we're near, don’t expect me to talk,

For my mind is lost, unable to walk.

But if you'd read the words I penned,

The poems, the letters I never did send,

You’d know my love is deep and true,

And all I ask is to share it with you.

-Nabi🦋