I'm a Little Lost

There's this place, and I don't know where it is, but I know you're there. I know you're there and I need to be there too. I don't know who you are, but someday we'll find each other.

[tatraps]

  “Just a bug bite?” Tatiana’s jaw hung open at the blonde’s insouciant attitude towards the situation, she found it appalling. Although, in all fairness, Evelyne hadn’t experienced cancer up close and personal like Tatiana had. That being said, the brunette’s fears were totally rational, even if she seemed a bit— neurotic— at the moment. “Stop trying to use my pregnancy as an excuse. I’ll stress if I want to— now let’s go” she replied pulling her fiancee towards the door. 

[evbros]

Evelyne didn't entirely understand what Tatiana was freaking out over, she hadn't noticed the bump and it didn't hurt, so what was the cause for concern? The blonde sighed and allowed herself to be dragged towards the door, "Well, can I put a coat on at least? It's pretty cold out there. Also, I'm not using your pregnancy as an excuse for anything? You just need to calm down." She stood directly in front Tatiana, and put her hands on the woman's cheeks, kissing her softly. "Relax okay? We can go get everything checked out. Just breathe, because everything's gonna be alright. It's always alright."

[tatraps]

  Frustrated Tatiana took out her phone and snapped a picture of the, now that she was closer up, bigger lump and showed it to the blonde. It went without saying the brunette was a bit apprehensive, a million possibilities of what caused the protrusion swarmed her brain. Tatiana took the blonde’s hand, “C’mon, we’re going to the hospital” her voice left no room for compromise or objections. She had seen such a lump before, one that lead to her great aunt’s death. 

[evbros]

Evelyne didn't know what was going on, and when Tatiana showed her the lump from the screen on her phone, the blonde simply raised an eyebrow. "Tat, baby it's probably just a bug bite don't freak out. You can't stress, it's not good for the baby. Just relax. I'm fine see?" Giggling to try and lighten the atmosphere, she flailed her arms and legs jumping. "Seeee, I'm perfectly normal! Well, maybe not normal but I'm healthy!"

[tatraps]

Tatiana intently watched as her fiancee went through her daily yoga positions on the living room floor. Evelyne was beautiful, graceful, and—- ‘Wait, what?' The brunette's eyes fixated on the slight bulge underneath her fiancee's arm as the blonde stretched. She crossed the room hastily and grabbed Evelyne's arm lifting it back up, “What's this?” she pointed to the protrusion. 

[tatraps]

[evbros]

Evelyne hummed as she moved, taking deep breaths and focusing on her body as she went through her movements. Suddenly, her attention was shattered by Tatiana grabbing her arm. "Hey, what are you doing?" The blonde's arm strained slightly as her fiancee pointed to it. "What's what?" Evelyne strained her head but whatever the brunette was looking at was out of her vision. "I don't see anything Tat?"

[tatraps]

  Tatiana held her aching stomach which had resulted from the extreme amount of laughing she had done. After recovering, she scooped the duck in her palms and brought it to her face whispering “good boy” in it’s ear, and grinned innocently at her fiancee while she stroked the bird’s feathers. 

[evbros]

Furrowing her brow Evelyne shoved the brunette playfully, "Don't encourage him!!" Her laughter rang over the words as she looked at  the little duck in her fiancee's hands and couldn't help rolling her eyes with a big dorky smile.

[tatraps]

  Tatiana beamed, “I love you too” she responded sincerely. Suddenly, seconds after the blonde had leaned her head against the brunette’s shoulder, the tiny duck poked out from the brown curls and chirped aggressively at Evelyne, sending Tatiana into a fit of giggles. 

[evbros]

Evelyne looked up curiously as a mini car alarm started to sound in her ear. Raising her eyebrow slightly and giggling some, she looked at the brunette. "Did you teach him to do that?" She laughed more and crinkled her nose up just a little as she smiled. Reaching her hand out, she went to stroke the little duckling's beak and her finger was taken by the little guy's mouth. "Ow!" She said, laughing and whining at the same time. "Little nugget bit me!"

[tatraps]

  Tatiana took a seat on the living room floor and the tiny duck ran into her lap. The brunette cradled it between her palms admiring it’s bright yellow coat that looked like the morning sun. Tatiana leaned back against the coach cuddling 2Chirps. It was evident the petite bird had already imprinted on Tatiana, and Tatiana on it. She laughed as it chirped, now on her shoulder, as the duck made it’s way through her brown curls getting lost in them. The brunette let out a small, content sigh turning on the TV and then her eyes roamed the roam for Evelyne. Reaching out to the blonde Tatiana chimed, “Come hereee”. 

[evbros]

As the blonde watched she was almost completely sure that her heart was going to burst. As if Tatiana wasn't extremely adorable in the first place, adding a duckling to the cute, only made it utterly ridiculous. Looking to the brunette as she reached her hand up, Evelyne giggled and crossed the hall, walking over by her fiancee's side and sitting next to her. With a little smile she leaned her head onto the brunette and kissed her cheek. "Je t'aime ma cherie."

[tatraps]

  Tatiana nodded with a slight giggle following suit. Carefully she opened her hands to reveal a tiny duckling, “I saw one exploring Tumblr and I just had to have one. So I drove to this hatchery and bought one” she explained. The brunette let a out a small squeal, “isn’t it cute!?”. She brought the duckling to her cheek nuzzling it against her skin, “I named it 2Chirps because on the way home we totally jammed to 2Chainz and he was just chirping along”. Tatiana then set the small bird on the ground and turned her focus back on Evelyne, “watch this!” she said excitedly. The brunette jogged backwards and the duckling quickly followed chirping after her. 

[evbros]

Laughing lightly as she saw the little bundle of yellow fuzz, her heart melted from the little bill that poked out. Looking at the beaming grin that shown from her fiancee's face Evelyne couldn't help but giggle. "She's adorable ma cherie!!" Her heart leaped, the sheer joy on Tatiana's face was enough to make even the angriest person smile. "It's a little thug then huh?" The blonde asked with a smirk and a raise of her eyebrow. "Just like momma, must be a nuglet." She laugh and watched as Tatiana placed the walking yellow ball onto the ground and it chase her further into the house. "Look out!! Nuglet is gonna get you. Little Quacker." She laughed and stepping inside, shutting the door behind her. Feel exponentially better than she had before.

[evbros]

Tatiana happily bounced on her toes towards the door as she heard Evelyne enter. Cupped between her palms she hid an usual surprise. The brunette greeted her girlfriend with a kiss and stepped back grinning widely, “I got us a baby!” she exclaimed with a grand smile, her tongue peeking through her teeth. 

Humming a little, she was excited to get to the door and be greeted by her gorgeous girlfriend, and well, now fiancee. With a big kiss, she smiled giggled gently. "You got us another baby??" She asked smirking. Her heart swelling at maybe the idea of more babies with the brunette.

[tatraps]

  Tatiana leans her head back on the blonde’s shoulder letting out an exhausted sigh, “If I could dream— I haven’t had a proper night of sleep in a gazillion and forty years” she replied closing her tired eyes. Throughout the past couple weeks the brunette had been overwhelmed by the amount of energy her body was consuming due to the unborn child she held in her womb. At the most, Tatiana got three maybe four hours of sleep every night. But now, laying in Evelyne’s arms, she felt like she could drift off any second. 

[evbros]

Kissing the back of her head, Evelyne rocked a little and pulled the brunette a little closer. "I'm sorry babygirl, is there anything I can do to help? I'll play with your hair and scratch your head if you want." Smiling more, Evelyne let the moment soak in, the time that the couple had spent together, it was almost too perfect to be like this. She moved her hand and rubbed small circles over the brunette's tummy, just barely showing a slight baby bump. "You just need to relax love."

[tatraps]

Tatiana smiled as she guzzled down a pint of orange juice, “I can’t believe tomorrow makes three months”. She paused to swallow and waved a hand in the air, “man, that’s totally insane”. 

[evbros]

The blonde giggles and leans her head on her shoulder, "I know it seems unreal doesn't it?" Evelyne smiles and wraps her arms around the brunette. "It's like a dream come true."

[looking-for-wonderland-with-you]

The quickest way to my heart is through my ask box

[sleep--to--dream]

For real though

[evbros]

[evbros]

this could be us but u playin 

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU I AM LAUGHIGN SO HARD TATIANA OH MY GOD

[tatraps]

  Tatiana lifted an eyebrow with a devious smirk, "Well then, what are we waiting for?" she paused to take the blonde by the hand, "let’s go!" The younger woman darted for the the door with Evelyne in tow, they were blowing this Popsicle stand. Of course, the brunette would have loved to stay and chat with Canada’s most refined and talented actors, but she had other plans in mind. Tatiana did her best to hide the fact that they were ditching the CSA after party but the loud cackling making it’s way from her throat gave the brunette away away as she jogged quickly, as one can in the dress she was wearing, towards the parking lot. 

[evbros]

Everything moved in slow motion for Evelyne as she ran, it felt like a scene out of a movie. Ditching a big awards party to escape with the love of her life, laughing as they run through the crowds of people to get, to wherever it was they were going. Her laughter echoed around them as they ran, not a care in the world about anything other than that moment. Her beautiful girlfriend, pulling her through crowds to make their escape. It was absolute perfection. Evelyne didn't care when they met cold Toronto air, and her skin felt electric. She kept running, side by side with her lover, her everything, Tatiana. "Now what?" She asked, laughing and out of breath.

[tatraps]

  Tatiana grinned widely, "Thank you". Gently she caressed the blonde’s hand and brought it to her mouth kissing it tenderly. It was maddening how totally in love she was with Evelyne, absolutely insanity. That was love though; the best kind of love. The brunette’s eyes roamed their surroundings, no one seemed to be paying any attention to them. Tatiana leaned against the blonde with a smirk and her teeth pressing into her bottom lip, "Wanna get out of here?" she asked in a low tone with a playful quality. 

[evbros]

Evelyne couldn't help the smile she permanently had on her face, she was overwhelmingly happy. Her heart seemed to ache with the pride and love and absolute adoration that the blonde had for Tatiana. She watched closely as the woman kissed her hand, practically reading her thoughts. The smile that she wore turned into a slight smirk, leaning over and kissing her girlfriend. "I'd love to get out of here. Absolutely." Despite her efforts to be sexy, Evelyne couldn't hide the slight amusement in her voice. Tatiana was so sheepish and adorable. It was one of the many things that the blonde loved about her. 

[tatraps]

  Tatiana blushed. The entire night felt like a dream to her. The brunette’s dreams were finally coming true and she owed it all to her amazing fans, supporting family, loving girlfriend, and everyone who had been a positive influence on her life. Tatiana looked to the man who had held Evelyne’s attention previously and asked very politely, "Do you mind if I steal her?". The older man laughed and nodded. With that, Tatiana was pulling her girlfriend across the room towards a more private area. There, she pulled Evelyne into a short, but loving kiss. Tatiana pulled back slightly gazing into the blonde’s orbs, "I love you". 

[evbros]

Evelyne was happy to be pulled away from the man she was attempting to hold a conversation with. She had been dying to get Tatiana aside to talk to her, the amount of pride that swelled through her body was indescribable. Everything about the brunette made Evelyne swoon, and there was no doubt that her she deserved this award. As she felt Tatiana's lips against her own a smile spreading across them. Evelyne reached over running her thumb along girlfriend's lips lovingly. "Je t'aime trop ma cherie and I'm so proud of you."

[tatraps]

Tatiana approached her girlfriend from behind, a golden trophy in one hand and her phone in the other, she wrapped her arms around the blonde’s waist and whispered into her ear, “Guess who”. The brunette beamed, this was definitely one of the best nights of her entire life. 

[tatraps]

[evbros]

Evelyne giggled as she leaned her body back into the tiny frame behind her. "I'm going to take a wild guess and say you're the Best Actress of a Dramatic Show." With a giant grin the blonde tilted her head and placed a kiss on the brunette's cheek.