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9 years ago yesterday was the day a coworker took me to work and decided to pull over and molest me instead. At the time I was a virgin and had never been touched before at all. It sent me into an even deeper depression than I was already in and feeling out of sorts with my body. I had a hard time showering because I remembered how those rough callous fingers felt touching me. I was already depressed because of being homeless and staying in a room at my sperm donor father’s place with a person that lived there that was mentally abusive to me. 4 days after the molestation Chester Bennington died, a singer whose music had got me through dark times and I became a shell of a person but I had to pretend. Even the day I was molested I worked that shift at the arena and though spaced out I pretended everything was okay. That’s how I am, my coping mechanism

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The back of the Killstar tag on my dress says this. I wholeheartedly agree.

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I wore one of my most favorite dresses so I took a lot of selfies haha 🖤

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This is not an exaggeration. Your download speed would slow down to the point where Windows would make this kind of absurd estimate, and you’d sigh and leave the room for a while (because you couldn’t use the computer while it was doing this for fear it would crash and lose all your progress) and then you’d come back in 40 minutes and maybe it would now say 52 years or maybe it would say 3 minutes, who knew, not Windows.